Sess9: I am so sorry! I did that cuz a lot of Star and Robin fans were bugging me threw neomail. I added you to my neofriends though.

Raventhedarkgoddess: I changed it a lot but I like it better this way. Yeah I know they do.

Ravenn03: Thanks. And I know you were just joking but I'll think about it.

Hotaru170: Yeah they are! Best couple. I know, I kinda am making him feel like shit, which I hate myself for. But if he's the main character he's got to be the one with the problem so yeah.

Terra sat in the main room with everyone except Robin. Beast Boy didn't seem like he could be happier.

Jealousy ran threw her body. 'I have a boyfriend! Stop feeling like this! Why do I feel like this?...Is it possible-No! I just went with Beast Boy to make it not look so suspicious. I'm with Slade now and I can't have feelings for anyone. He lied to me and doesn't deserve my love.' She repeated the last part to herself over and over until she was convinced.

Beast Boy kissed Raven. Terra felt sick, "Does anyone know where Robin is?"

"He went to his room…" Raven said coldly.

"Ok." She put on a fake smile and walked off.

She opened his door and Robin jumped slightly, tears still covering his face. "Ever heard of knocking?!?"

"I don't have to knock, thought maybe poor little Robbie might need some help feeling better." She smiled smugly. "The leader of the titans is crying. Not so tuff after all are you?"

"Shut up…"

"I'd watch my mouth if I was you."

"Sorry I have this strange habit where I ignore bitches when they talk…"

Terra glared. "You better get out of here before I kill you!"

"Oh yeah, miss-earthquake-girl who can't control her powers is going to hurt me…I'm so freakin scared." He rolled his eyes.

"I can control my powers! Now get lost! You were supposed to be out of here a long time ago."

"Right, you tell Raven that I left, if she cares anyway."

"Whatever."

Robin got up, walked out of his room, and out the door. Raven watched him go. 'What's he doing?'

Robin walked threw Jump City. 'What am I supposed to do now? Where am I supposed to go? It's not like I have some kind of family to fall back on.' He sighed.

'I hate Terra…and my brother…my brother…why can't I remember him, even a little bit? Does it even matter!' He kicked a lamp post and some kids stared at him. Robin glared and they ran off. "My life, is a living hell…" he said to himself.

'If only she was still alive…Stop thinking about it! It was two years ago!...If I knew who those people were…' He stopped and saw some people robbing a bank. He was about to go stop them but remembered he couldn't. 'It's the others' job now…'

He ran away from the bank. If the others saw him and he refused to help they wouldn't know what to think. 'There is one spot you can go…' said a voice in his head. "No!" He yelled out loud. People stared at him again. Robin kept going. 'I can't…Never…I would never go there…No matter what….I would die before I did that.'

Back at the Tower

"Where is Robin?" asked Starfire.

"In his room," said Beast Boy.

"I have already checked and he is not there. Raven do you know where Robin went?"

"Why would I know where Robin is? I couldn't care less." She picked up her book and began to read it. 'Where the hell is he?'

"But it has been hours! What if he's hurt?!?"

"He probably just went out for awhile," said Cyborg. "Don't worry so much."

"If he had went out for awhile he would have stopped what he was doing and helped us with the robbery."

"She's got a point."

Raven slammed her book shut. "Will you guys do us all a favor and shut up. Robin's fine. He's just pissed off, leave him alone for awhile."

"Why is Robin um….pissed?" Asked Starfire, in confusion

"Probably just some stupid lead on Slade that went into another dead end." She lied. She was sick of them bugging her and went to her room to meditate.

Where Robin is

'Damn it…it's almost midnight. I really need to figure out where I'm going to go.' A few cars went by but otherwise it was quiet. His thoughts were interrupted by a kick in the head. His face hit the pavement and he felt dizzy.

"Hey Robin, what's up?" It was Terra.

Slowly Robin got back up. "What do you want?"

"You said I can't fight and I want to prove you wrong."

"Aren't the others wondering where you are?"

"I told them I was going out so no."

"What about me? Don't they care that I've been gone for awhile?"

"Nope, Raven made up some stupid excuse and they think you're just pissed off. What's the matter afraid you can't beat Slade's new apprentice?"

"Not at all." He pulled out his staff. Terra used her powers and threw some rocks at him. He dodged each one. "Is that the best you got?"

"You wish it was! When I get done with you-" Robin took his staff and smashed it into her face. Her nose was bleeding but she didn't seem to care. Next she tried to punch him but Robin grabbed her hand and threw her into a wall.

"God, Slade's a lot stupider then I thought, picking you as an apprentice." Terra shot a rock right at Robin's stomach, knocking the wind out of him. He fell to the ground panting.

"What'd you say Robin? Oh I'm stupid!? Look who's on the ground!" She pulled out a knife. "And if you thought that was painful then wait until you feel this!" Robin got onto his feet and kicked her. She slashed him across his chest, his shirt ripped, blood flowing from it. "Ready to give up?"

"No way." He threw a punch at her but got slashed across his arm.

"Come on, at this rate you'll be dead soon." Robin tried again and again but every time he got another cut. He started to feel dizzy again. "When I tell the others that I saved you they'll be sure to trust me."

"So you're not going to kill me?"

"No, I don't need murder on me. I'm just trying to prove a point. I can fight you and win. Admit it! I'm the better apprentice!"

"I don't give a damn! Be happy being with Slade. I don't ever want to be in that position again."

"You sure about that? I mean I know you've given it thought."

"You're wrong! I hate Slade!"

"He said you enjoyed some parts of being his apprentice. I know you won't admit it but I'm sure you did." Robin kept quiet, trying not to pass out. "I mean Slade wanted to help you. He never hurt you emotionally like that Raven girl."

"He blackmailed me! You don't call that emotional abuse! Hurting the ones I care about!"

"You hurt them without his help. What about all the Slade research and Red X! See you don't belong with them!"

"They forgave me for that."

"Really? You're positive they didn't just say they did? You positive you would never do that again even if you got close enough to a breakthrough?" She smiled at the boy covered in his own blood.

Robin wanted to argue but before he had the chance he blacked out.