Selena: te he! Chapter 19! Claps glad people are reviewing! Uh yeah I don't own Dbz… you know this I know this…so why do I keep saying it? I don't know… anywho…on with the fic!
"Thoughts"

Gohan has a WHAT!?

(Selena: this is about a month and a half AFTER the Videl Incident 'kay good)

Akari sighed as she watched Gohan step out of his house; she had come to talk to him about everything, about everything that happened and especially what happened that same morning…

-Flashback-

Akari moaned as Seth pushed his fingers deeper and deeper inside of her warm heat, he thrusted his fingers in and out of her watching her face with a smirk on his face, he pulled his fingers out of her and leaned on top of her. With a grunt he entered her in one swift motion causing her to scream…
-End Flashback-

She felt so guilty, she had cheated on her love not once but twice and it was tearing her apart. Jumping out of the tree she smiled and waved.

"Gohan!" she felt her heart break as he looked up and smiled at her, she felt tears in her eyes as he hugged her and kissed her gently. The guilt was eating her away all she wanted to do was just tell him, but she couldn't it would hurt him too much.

"Let's spend the day together" she said softly, she didn't even know when the words left her lips, she just heard them, she never heard him reply but felt when she was pulled off into the forest with a very happy Gohan in front of her.

"What am I doing? I should be telling her everything yet I'm covering it up with a smile" Gohan thought to himself and he pulled her to their "spot" sitting underneath the tree, he pulled her into his lap and sighed.

"I love you" he whispered not feeling any guilt for saying it, which was surprising, but he shrugged it off as nothing and kept his soft smile on his face.

"I.." "Just tell him" "Love you too Gohan" "wimp" she felt as if she was going to through up as Gohan sighed and buried his face in her hair and breathed in deep.

-Several Hours Later-

"How long exactly have we been sitting here?" Akari asked as Gohan ran his fingers down her arms and kisses down her neck.

"I don't know, and I don't care" he whispered against her skin causing her to shiver, for some reason he wanted her badly, hell he'd take anyone at the moment. He was just so turned on; he bit the skin at the base of her neck causing her to gasp his name as his fingers slipped under the hem of her shirt.

"I want you" he whispered into her ear as he pushed his hands further up the shirt and came in contact to her lace covered breasts, squeezing them he continued over her lust filled moan. "I want to be in you, I wanna fuck you so bad 'Kari"

Akari's eyes widened in shock "when did he start talking like that?" she was then flipped around and pushed on her back, Gohan's face mere inches from hers.

"Any complaints? No? Cause I wasn't gonna stop anyways" "where the hell did that come from" he thought to himself as he kissed her fully, his tongue pushing past her lips into her warm mouth.

(Selena: I'm not in the mood to do a lemon, but you can see where this is generally going right?)

-Several Hours Later-

Gohan was lying beside Akari's sleeping form on the lush grass, his mind whirling with thoughts. He was very certain that Akari had told him that she was a virgin, but when he had made love to her, she sure as hell didn't feel like a virgin. His mind was racing; just on the thought of Akari being unfaithful to him… didn't upset him at all. It made him feel very uncertain about his feelings about the girl, looking down at her he sighed. This wasn't good, she wasn't right and something in the back of his mind was screaming at him who was right, it was there but he didn't want to believe it. Sighing again he looked back down at Akari to be met with her dark eyes. She smiled at him and mumbled a "Good after-noon or night or whatever" and pulled his head down for a soft kiss.

When he pulled away he looked at her and mumbled, "You weren't a virgin" there was no hurt in his voice no pain, it was dull and uncaring. Akari gasped and turned away from him tears springing to her eyes.

"I'm sorry Gohan I'm so sorry" she whispered her body shaking as she began to cry softly.

"Just tell me who it was" "please don't be him, dear Kami just let it not be him" he held his breath unconsciously and waited for her answer.

"You'd never forgive me" she whispered still not facing him, she knew he would know, she knew he would ask, and now it was the moment of truth.

"Akari please tell me" he whispered again his hands balling into fists, all reason was slowly leaving his mind, anger and pain was taking over his senses, because the name she whispered, the name he prayed that he didn't want to hear, left her lips.

"Seth"

Gohan didn't even speak at that moment, he just got up and grabbed his clothing "I'm outta here" he said anger dripping on every word.

Akari stood up and looked at him tears rolling down her cheeks, "Gohan please" she reached out to touch him.

Gohan pulled away from her hand and whispered low and menacing "you little bitch, don't you dare touch me" he knew what he was saying wasn't right, and it wasn't fair because he had slept with the same man, but he wasn't angry that Seth had her first no. It was the fact that she touched Seth, he didn't care that she was crying or that he had even hurt her he pulled on his pants and glared at her.

"I want nothing more to do with you" he turned away from her, blocking out her cries of protest and flew off in the sky his mind set on finding one person, the same person that he was having and affair with for the past month and a half… Seth.

Selena: Well lookie here…
Gohan: but you PROMISED!
Selena: promises can be broken love
Gohan: …ARGH!!!!! starts ripping his hair out