He he you know i like to leave you on a romantic note since this will be the last chapter of this story :), this is about as romantic as i could get it...my bad! Jesse McCartney - Because you live
Don't own nuttin
Staring out at the rain with her heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use when you're killing time
I'm so glad I've found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes
Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you're giving me always
Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you're giving me always
Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live
I live
I live
The rest of the week flew past with the occassional 'Hi' between Matt and Miranda when she visited Lizzie, Matt would fight for opportunities to have a word with Miranda but it was impossible. Lizzie even asked Miranda what she was going to do, she couldn't think of a thing, hoping he was having more luck.
Saturday finally arrived, after a sleepless week Matt thought he might get to sleep in but he just woke up earlier! He wobbly got out of bed and made his way to the bathroom, nobody was awake yet so he could take his time. After his shower he made himself some breakfast 'What am I gonna do, is it in really stuffy in here or is it just me? I need some fresh air!'
'Morning mom, i woke up early so decided to go for a walk might go over to Lanny's afterwards, be back a bit later Love Matt' He jotted a quick note and grabbed his rain jacket leaving in deep thought.
He had stopped at a cafe for a smoothie but left it half full. He raced out to write down the plan.
It was 10:30, by the time he was finnished so he decided to head home and try to relax his nerves for the day.
"Hey Lizzie" Matt knocked on her door lightly "..are you and Miranda doing anything tonight?"
Lizzie groggily turned over "I don't think so, Im not feeling very well. Could you grab me the phone quick?"
Matt threw the phone onto Lizzie's bed and about an hour later Gordo showed up, he greeted everyone and went straight to Lizzie's room.
While Matt was working hard, Miranda was trying not to think about anything, it hurt to much, with no sleep she was struggling, it was driving her to mad. She had never felt this before, it was almost like wanting something she couldn't have and yet she could have him, she just didn't know how to GET him.
Matt packed up his things, "Mom is it alright if i go stay the night at Lanny's place?" With his mothers nod he was out the door in a flash. Straight to Miranda's house. Before his Jo could even offer a ride. Miranda had just gotten off the phone with a very ill Lizzie, now she had to stay home while her parents went to work party thing, 'GREAT home alone on a saturday night more time to think and destroy my already mushy brain, I can't believe i have let my gaurds down for a guy, a younger guy, a guy that is my best friends brother...a guy'
Matt assumed that her parents weren't home because the drive way was bare, soaked to the bone, in a bush, in Miranda's backyard. 'I love lamination, well -breath in, breath out- here i go.." He ran upto Miranda's porch, set down his bag and unzipped the top slightly so his discman wouldn't get wet, he stood in the rain took another deep breath and pressed her door bell then bent down and pushed play 'Staring out at the rain with her heavy heart....'.
"Who would that be?" Miranda jogged to the front door and opened it slowly just to make sure, what Miranda astonished her, a almost well built, tallish, Hot guy was standing in the pouring rain holding huge laminated peices of cardboard. Confused she tried to make out who it was, but he started to move the boards and she noticed they had something written on them.
Until the day i die, I'll spill my heart for you
(Next Card)
I would spend everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain, waiting for that smile.
To me you are perfect and nothing else could come closer
I want to make you feel as beautiful as you are
You are everything that i want, will you let me be everything you want.
The figure placed his cards next to him on the floor, then jogged over to Miranda as she let his words sink in. As he came into the light she was blown away "You, you did all this?" He nodded slowly "For you" He lifted a hand to touch her chin, he didn't stand taller than her but he wasn't shorter either he was just right. They looked deeply into each others eyes Matt could not get over how lucky he was, Miranda couldn't believe he made the first move. He gripped her chin slightly to pull her towards his lips gently, the touch was a slice of heaven, Matt was floating, Miranda was floating, they were on their own little cloud.
They paused for a breath "What took you so long?" Miranda had to ask even though she was fresh out of idea's and probably wouldn't have even come close to this one.
"I..Well I..was looking for the perfect song to play for you" He grinned widely "You have a cute smile" Added Miranda "Yeah, well you have a beautiful everything"
As Matt softly carressed her again Miranda felt something flow through her heart, she had no fear, no saddness, no negativety all she could see was Matt and that was all she wanted to see. As she pushed her tongue into his mouth once more showing how she truley felt.