Disclaimers: Errrrr....I hate this.....check other chapters.
Beautiful Disaster
Chapter six - Curious
Hinata jumped slamming the phone onto the charger. "Oh. I know. Kiba's not coming. I told him no." Ino leaned back onto the couch, it felt like a big boulder just had been lifted off her shoulders. Sakura was confused, why didn't she want to see Shika? She leaned over and looked at her, "What happen between you two to make you...you know," she made a face, "HATE him?" Ino closed her eyes. She didn't HATE him. She didn't think that was possible. She just wasn't ready to see him at the time. If Sakura only knew. Only knew how painful it was being with him. Only if she knew how much he was gone.
How much he never was around. How much she wanted him there with her...she'd even grab onto him to keep him with her...but he'd leave. Leave her looking at his back, screaming his name. If she only knew. Tenten sulked pulling her two pig tails out of her hair. 'This is pretty shitty Isn't it Ino?' she thought, 'And all we ever wanted to do was be besides the stupid assholes.' she flung her body onto the ground. Looking at the ceiling she pulled strands of her hair. Neji...when he kissed 'her', meaning Temari, did he feel anything? Was it even worth messing up every part of Tenten's insides?
God. Temari was such a bitch. If anyone hated her it was Tenten. She wasn't there for Neji was she? She didn't spend hours training with him did she? She wasn't by his side when he needed someone to talk to was she?! Tenten was. If she was then why would he kiss her? she yanked some of the strands of hair and watched them drop toward the floor. That was how she felt...like a piece of hair just pulled from the one thing that held her together with the one thing that kept her alive. 'Damn you Neji. Bastard.' Her insides screamed. She knew for a fact that no one in Konoha would ever love Neji...not like she did anyways.
Hinata came and plopped down on the floor besides Tenten. She played with her hair. In a way it calmed her down. It made her want to fall asleep. Dream of Neji. If that was the only place that she could be with him...no one wake her up. He was to damn stubborn to let her in. Why was he like that? Tenten's thought started to drift. She'd open him up...some how...someday. She closed her eyes listening to the sound of the wind and crickets chirping. It No one was talking...the silence seemed to clear the girls minds.
Sakura bent forward looking at Ino. She was breathing softly. Eyes closed, and a steady pace. "Ino," Sakura placed her elbow on her leg propping her chin on her palm. "I still want to know..what happen between you two." Ino rolled her eye. She was so annoying when she wanted to know things. She glanced out the window and spoke softly, "You really want to know...?" Sakura nodded. Was Ino ready to go back to those memory's? they were in the back of her head...."Fine..."
Ino broke the silence and faced Sakura who was curious, "I'll tell you...but no details."
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All that could be heard through out Naruto's one bed room apartment was the snoring. Lee was knocked out cold. He had been more then hyper lately. Maybe something was up? Who knew. Naruto looked up at Kiba with a sheepish grin. Kiba glared, "What?" "'did you love her'" Naruto remarked, "I thought that subject was to heavy for you." he smirked. "Shut the hell up..." Kiba growled. Naruto grinned. He had to get on someones nerves. If he wasn't getting on Sasuke's he had to get one someone else's and Kiba was the poor victim. Shika felt a little weird around the subject 'love'.
He hadn't ever 'loved' someone before. Besides his mom and dad but then again he could say he hated them at times. Making him train and teaching him every move in the book, but Ino. Did he really love her? It was a question to him. He debated, he loved his parent but could easily say he hated them at times but...when it came to Ino. Back then he could say he hated her but now he couldn't. It scared him a little bit. If he could hate her back then what makes him think he couldn't hate her again? "Yo." Shika snapped out of his thoughts and lazy eyed Kiba.
He had this silly smile on his face. Made Shika want to smack it off him. "What?" "How far did you get with her?" Shika's eyes went wide, what the hell?! He knew Kiba was apart of a dog clan but he didn't think he actually WAS one. Naruto shoved him. "You'd think YOU wanted to get to her asking stupid questions like that." Kiba laughed. "Nah. Ino? Shes hot I'll give you that much Shikamaru but," he started to make hand signs, "Her mouth. It just keeps going you know? But hell, if I wasn't will Hinata she'd be a catch I tell you that!"
Shika glared hard at him. Kiba sweat-dropped. "I think you said wayyy to much Kiba." Naruto laughed at the end of the sentence. "Keh." Shika leaned back into the couch placing both hands behind his head. "So..." now Naruto was getting curious, "how far DID you get with her?!" Shika looked at both boys with annoyance. Did you have to do something when you were with someone? Did you have to get to at least first base with a girl!? He thought about it..."A kiss." both boys looked at him in disbelief. "Nah, really Shikamaru." "Really." Naruto and Kiba glanced at each other. It was true...he kissed her...only.
At his age, 16 going on 17 in a couple of weeks, boys were going way farther then a kiss with their girls. Shika had always thought about going farther with Ino. He did. I mean its what boys HIS age do right? Its only natural. If he were to do it she'd be expecting it right? But the more he thought about it the more he feared being alone with her. He wanted her. He really did. If she even asked him if he wanted her...he'd say yes but wouldn't dare touch her. She was just...way to perfect. She had never been touched before by a guy.
For him. He liked that. Other girls were already tainted with the saliva of other guys. But Ino..she wasn't. But he didn't want to be the one to taint her. He always thought it was just a stupid faze he was going through...but then that word, 'love' came back into his head. Love meant trouble. But...was that it? Was that the reason why he never touched her? Was because he wanted to make sure it was real make sure that he loved her before he touched her? If she loved him and gave herself to him...god he'd be the happiest man alive. Kiba and Naruto were ranting on about Shika.
"Your lying right?" a smirk spread across his face as he leaned forward. "How far have you two got?" the both blushed. "Uhhhhh." "Heh." Shika sat back in his seat, "I wouldn't be talking." Naruto turned the tables on Kiba, "Kiba. Question. Do you LOVE Hinata?" All eyes were on him. He stuttered looking at the ground, "uh...I...I...well...I." "Ehh...?" Shika looked at him. What the hell? Did love make you...STUPID?! "Do you?!" Naruto pushed, "Well...I'm not...sure." Naruto was confused, he sat back folding his arms across his chest.
"You guys are late bloomers. I LOVE Sakura. And you two," he shook his head, "Stupid asses." A blush fell over Kiba's face then a annoyed look as he tossed the can of pop into the trash can. "I....toldherIloveheronce." Naruto and Shika looked at another then at Kiba. "Wha?" "I. Told. Her. I. Love. Her. Once." he tapped his foot on the ground then shouted at Naruto, "So I ain't no damn late bloomer!" Naruto smirked, "Hehe...so how far have you got with her?" A blush fell over Kiba's face, "Dammit Naruto....you know Hinata. I wouldn't even DREAM of touching her. But..." he smirked, "You wont know anything about us."
"What ever." Now all eyes were on Shika again. God, he felt like the spot light was placed on him. He started to get uncontrollable uncomfortably. "Shikamaru what happen with you and Ino? You two, now that I think about it. Would look cute together." A blush ran across Shika's face, "....thanks Naruto." "So tell the story." Kiba grabbed another soda. "Well..." Shika sighed, "To make it short. I was never there for her. Like I said before...I ran away from her." "Why?" "because...I was...scared." "Of?" Shika started to get annoyed. He HATED questions. Constantly his mother would ask him about Ino and him. "I...was scared because...I never really cared about some like I care about her...and I was scared...that, ah man..."
Shika shut up. 'What the hell Shikamaru?! Whats your problem! Their your friends just SAY it! get it out! Its been bugging to come out anyways!' ".......Since I care about her some much I know shes the one who can hurt me." Kiba and Naruto stared at him. ".....Heavy shit I tell you." Kiba just interrupted a beautiful moment...of silence and thinking. Naruto nodded. He knew the feeling of being hurt. Sakura put him through it many times with Sasuke. "Well Shikamaru only thing I can tell you is...keep your head up. If she really loves you she'll come back to you." Naruto smiled which made Shika smirk. He wasn't so stupid after all.
"Hey..." Kiba tosses the can onto the table. "Temari's in town." Naruto raised his eye brow, "So?" Kiba wiped his mouth, "Well, Shikamaru isn't sure of his feeling for Ino right? And Temari's in town. The only other girl besides Ino that hes ever talked to and she seems like she has a thing for him anyways." Shika and Naruto were confused. "Ya. Seems shes been looking for you Shikamaru. She says that you dropped some letter when you went off to do some mission with her and shes been meaning to give it to you. Shes been hanging around Neji. Hell if I know why but she's been looking for you. I say....date her. Then you can compare your feelings for Ino."
Shika was quiet. He didn't like this idea. Not a bit. It was like...USING someone. He didn't like that at all. It was wrong. "Nah." Kiba put his hands in front of him, "Look. If you finally notice you LOVE the Ino then drop Temari. Tell her you just noticed something and run if you know whats good for you if not then...." he smirked, "You got some hot chick." Shika stood up and walked toward the door. "I'll think about it." and left. Kiba smirked. "He'll do it." "What makes you so sure?" "If he really wants to find out what he feels for Ino. He'll do it. Wouldn't you?" Naruto shrugged, "I guess so but...what if Shikamaru falls for Temari? She lives in the sand village....." Kiba looked dumb founded. Naruto rolled his eyes, "Good one Kiba. GOOD one."
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A/n: The boys talk. ::Crings:: You never REALLY know what they talk about do you? Well that scene was hard at first but damn, I hang out with my brothers friends all the time and there always like, (example, Kiba and Naruto ) like that. Its really funny though. They make all these faces and leave me rolling in laughter. Anyways thanks for all the reviews everyone! I actually wanted to update this weekend...but I'm going to be going away from my computer.......=.=;; ::Clings to computer:: Well the plot is getting thicker in this story! Yay! And the ShikaTemari thing...is...odd...for...me. But its been planned out for like ever. You didn't think I was going to make it NejiTemari did ya? Hehe! And heres a little of the the explanation for ya Ninja Chic! And a little info for ya, if you remember when Temari kissed Neji? Thats the reason Tenten's all pissed off and what not! But In the next chapter theres a WHOLE like...5 paragraphs on them talking soo keep reading! And Blue S. Sasuke will come in the story very soon! VERY. Lets see...who else...erm....Trickmaster, lol Shikamaru is so cute isn't he!? Hes my fav. though so I'm keeping him...Ic...maybe...somehow...Eheh...=/ ANYWAYS! Until next update! BO-YA!
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