Disclaimer: I do not own Inu Yasha, and it's characters so don't bug me about it.

To my Reviewers: Thank You!! To all of the wonderful REVIEWS, btw the next story I'm working on is going to be up soon, so to those of you who like this story will be bound to like that one. You reviewers are my inspiration, because usually I'm very lazy but your wonderful reviews get me up and going!!!

To Super Ceech: Yes you did get it kinda correct, but that was not the answer I was looking for.. You were very close so I give you my praise! It was actually said in Inuyasha episode 124 (That's the episode Kikyou died in LoL!) Naraku was talking with Kikyou before he killed her.

A/N: I changed the summay a little hope you don't mind!!!

Summary: AU. College life is not always as simple as it may seem.. After Kagome and Sango meet the boys next door, Inuyasha and Miroku, life seems to be a little too chaotic! But wait! What does this have to do with Kagome's and Inuyasha's past? InuKag MirSan

P.S: I'm going to include the Inu Yasha theme song's from the anime into my story at the beginning, and at the end. If you do not like this new change please tell me!! And lawyers once again I tell you I do not own Inu Yasha or any bit of it, nor the theme song, so don't sue me!

(This is in Japanese romaji)

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Theme Song from 'GRIP!':

Aiiro ni chirabaru nanatsu no hoshi yo

Sorezore ni ima omoi wa tsunori

Uchikudakarete ai o sakenda

Nigidasu koto mo dekizuni

Yume ni sugari tsuku

Ikasamana hibi nado ni wa mou makenai

Mesameyou kono shunkan o

Yagate bokura o torimaku de arou

Musekaeru you na rearu na nichijou

Taisetsu na mono wa...nan da?

Seitaku na sekai no naka ni

Miekakure suru eien no kakera

Sawatte tsukande

Bokura no ima o kicchiri aruite kou

Saigo ni warau tame

Bokura no ima o kicchiri aruite kou

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~*It Goes to Show How Much I Love You*~

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Chapter Five: Mixed Emotions

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Previously: Kagome's past was revealed a little, Inu Yasha is outside the girl's dormitory while Kagome's voice "I HATE YOU!!!" is ringing through his mind, Sango is shocked and is staggering on what she should say, and Miroku, well he's in the boys dorm being a pervert. What kind of madness is about to occur? Find out on this chapter!

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~*Inu Yasha's POV*~

Why does Kagome hate me?.... WHY?......

Inu Yasha felt thoroughly miserable..

His breathing grew ragged....

Suddenly he felt as if a wound that was held back for a strange reason reopened. It felt like a big important part of him that was missing suddenly came back. He shook his head to stop himself from making all the painful memories from his childhood flood back in.

NO! He said to himself, I will not be weak! He thought but it was no use, all the memories started to piece together one by one like a puzzle, to reawaken his painful memories, the memories he had kept hidden deep inside the chamber of his heart...

Memories started to flood back into his mind randomly....

~*Flashback*~

A younger Inu Yasha was in the backseat of a custom made Mercedes-Benz, he was arguing with Sesshoumaru who was also in the backseat.

"InuYasha Takahashi stop arguing with your brother!!" A women's voice rang through the car.

The two brothers stopped bickering at once.

But suddenly a loud screeching was heard, a bright light shone through to Inu Yasha's side of the car.

A truck had crashed into the car all of the Takahashi's were riding in....

~*End Flashback*~

Inu Yasha's gasped for air as his breathing became heavier and heavier.

Why? After almost eight years had he suddenly remembered the events of that tragic day..

A week had passed after the accident, but he was still in the hospital, the doctor's had told him that he had been in a crash and that his parents had died, but he and his brother, Sesshoumaru had been saved. They also said that he had suffered partial memory loss.

I understand why I couldn't remember the crash.. But why is it all coming back to me?? Why now?? He thought frantically sweat covering his entire face, but before he could think anymore another piece of his memory from his past had revealed.

~*Flashback*~

Inu Yasha the one even younger than the one from the car crash smiled, he was hand in hand with a pretty raven haired girl, they were amongst a beautiful field filled with flowers, the sun was setting.. The girl he was with was around his age, 8 years old to be exact...

The little girl had sadness in the depth of her chocolate brown eyes as she asked, "InuYasha, do you really have to leave?"

"I do Kagome, my parents have gotten a big business deal in Tokyo so we have no choice but to move with them." He replied, the smile he had on a while ago was long gone.

Kagome pouted but said "Promise me Inu Yasha, promise me that we will see each other again?"

"I promise."

"Good! But we only have this day left to be with each other." She said, yet again with sadness.

A moment of silence went on between them...

A car horn cut through the air as Inu Yasha's mom called out through her open car window, "Inu Yasha, we had an urgent call and we have to leave today, so get inside the car."

"But, I want to stay with Kagome,.." Inu Yasha whined.

"I know you do sweetheart, but we have no other choice, I'm really sorry honey.." Inu Yasha's mom called out, sadness evident in her voice.

"I guess I have to go then.." Inu Yasha hugged her as he said that.

Kagome returned the embrace while saying, "I'll really miss you!" she started to cry softly.

Inu Yasha wiped the tear away from Kagome's baby soft face, "I'll miss you too." He said softly.

Kagome watched as Inu Yasha walked to the car, got inside and waved sadly to her. Kagome waved back and whispered "I'll wait for you,.. Always." As she said that Inu Yasha's car drove off and disappeared into the distance.

~*End Flashback*~

"It can't be!" he gasped.

This means I've known Kagome when I was a child..

Now I understand... That car crash we had, made me forget that I knew Kagome, but that memory was always there in my heart locked up, waiting to be opened..

He laughed softly, "No wonder I feel so comfortable around her, she makes me feel special, she felt important to me but I didn't really understand why... Now I do."

"When we were children we were the best of friends, and now I think it's something much more, but why didn't she remember me? Why does she hate me?" he whispered.

"Ka-go-me." He said as darkness overtook him and he slumped hard against the door to the girl's dormitories.

~*Back with Kagome and Sango*~

Kagome was still close to tears while Sango was trying to think of what to say.

Suddenly they both heard a loud thump on their door.

"What was that?" Kagome said, trying to stand.

"I don't know. I think we should check.."

Kagome simply nodded, they both walked quietly to the door. As they opened it gently they both gasped. Inu Yasha was lying face down on the ground (A/N: Hey that rhymes, *Starts singing "face down on the ground!"* LoL, anyways back to the story!) Sango turned him over gently and they found out that he had lost consciousness, sweat covering his entire face.

"Quick Sango, go get Miroku I'll take him inside our dorms!" A look of panic flashed across Kagome's face.

Kagome dragged Inu Yasha inside her dorm and tucked him in her own bed, She went to the sink and got a bowl to put some water in it, she also grabbed a dry towel from the bathroom. Kagome walked to her bed where Inu Yasha lay, she bent down and dabbed the dry towel wiping the sweat from his face.

After a while....

Inu Yasha slowly began to regain consciousness, as he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was Kagome.

~*Meanwhile*~

Sango ran next door and pounded on the door. A very tired looking Miroku appeared at the door.

"Hello my lovely Sango," his sleepiness evaporated at once when he saw who it was.

"Shut up Miroku, Inu Yasha is unconscious, do you know why? And why was he holding my leftover shopping bags?" She said all this with an urgent look on his face.

"He was carrying your shopping bags because I accidentally forgot to give the rest of your bags back to you. WHAT HE'S UNCONSCIOUS!!!!???" he didn't seem to register the first part of Sango's question until he had answered her second part.

"Yes he is, so come on lets go, he's resting next door, come on!"

They hurried next door and Sango opened the door to her dorm very quietly, she peeked in the room, one glance told her all she needed to know, she closed the door quietly without going in.

"What's going on?" Miroku asked quietly.

"Inu Yasha's awake now, and their talking, lets go next door," seriousness in her face.

"Ok."

~*With Kagome and Inuyasha*~

"Are you ok?" Kagome said worriedly.

"Kagome, do you really hate me?" Inu Yasha gasped.

Kagome's eyes widened from shock.

"How do you know." She said, apparently shocked.

"I heard you," he said weakly.

Kagome looked away..

"Why do you hate me?" he asked again.

"I.. I don't." she trailed off.

Inu Yasha closed his eyes again.

Why is it that I remembered those memories, after all these years... He thought.

And why doesn't Kagome remember me?

~*Back to Sango and Miroku*~

"So fill me in on what happened,"

"Well, for starters Kagome and I found Inu Yasha unconscious, by our door"

Miroku had a thoughtful look on his face, after awhile he said, "I wonder why.."

"Were you by any chance talking about him?" Miroku asked while staring off into space still deep in his thoughts.

"Um.. Yes.." Sango said uneasily.

"Why were you talking about him?"

"Well, we were discussing how Kagome liked him, but she started to get mad and she yelled, "I hate him." And he must have heard, but why would he be unconscious?" Sango had a confused look on his face.

"Let me tell you something very important Sango, let me tell you about Inu Yasha's past." Miroku said grimly.

"His past?" Sango asked.

(A/N: Miroku's not going to be a pervert this chapter, lol!!)

"Yes, Inu Yasha's parents had died in a car crash when he was only 10 years old, he's suffered partial memory loss in the crash, he also lost his parents in that crash." Miroku said dead seriously.

"That's horrible.." Sango said sadly.

~*Now Back To Kagome and Inu Yasha*~

Inu Yasha was now fully conscious but his eyes were still closed. He was deep in thought...

He slowly opened his eyes.. The first thing he saw was Kagome's face, which looked really worried.

"Inu Yasha...!" now noticing that he was awake. Inu Yasha slowly sat up. "Can I have a glass of water?" he asked.

"Of coarse." She went to the kitchen to get some tap water.

She came back with the glass, and gave it gently to him. "Drink up." She said quietly.

"Thanks," he said as he gulped down the water.

"I'm really sorry about what I said earlier!!" She suddenly blurted out and started to cry softly.

"I don't hate you, it's just that, I don't want to be hurt again." She said sadly.

"Please don't cry," as Inu Yasha wiped a tear away from her soft baby skin face.

Kagome gasped as Inu Yasha's finger wiped away her tear, somehow it seemed really familiar to her, as if it had happened before, but how?

"Hurt from what?" Inu Yasha asked gently.

More tear's started to roll down Kagome's face, she looked away.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have asked!" Inu Yasha was beginning to get angry, first she say's she hate's him, then he finds out he once knew her when they were little but Kagome doesn't seem to remember him, then she apologizes, now she's crying because he asked her something nicely!

"Stop crying!" Inu Yasha yelled.

"You could at least be a little nicer, and don't yell I'm right next to you!!" Kagome shouted, starting to get angry herself, her tears had stopped.

"Talk about mood swings! Only pregnant people get mood swings!" Inu Yasha retorted, he didn't even know why he was angry at her.

"What's that suppose to mean you big jerk!!"

"It means nothing wench!!"

"I'm not a WENCH, you stupid BASTARD!!"

"Keh!"

"You're so mean!!" Kagome started to cry again.

"Stop crying, I hate to see girls cry!!" Inu Yasha said thoroughly irritated.

Kagome didn't even say anything she just sat there crying.

"Okay, I'm sorry I was a little mean." Inu Yasha started to say but Kagome interrupted him, "What do you mean a little!?!!?" she spat.

"You have no idea how I feel right now do you? You have no idea of the pain I've went through and the 'guy' troubles I've had, you've got absolutely NO idea, your just a rich boy who asks his parents for anything you want!!" Kagome said bitterly glaring at Inu Yasha.

Silence.....

"My parents are dead, they died when I was ten years old, actually I'd have died too if I hadn't been so lucky, though I did suffer partial memory loss." He said, his hair covering his eyes.

Inu Yasha slowly got up and headed toward the door he opened it quietly and left without another word.

I've done it again!! I've hurt his feelings again without really meaning to. Just my luck. She sat down on her bed, and thought, I'm really sorry Inu Yasha, its just I don't want to be hurt again..........

She sighed, I think I need some fresh air she thought, so she got dressed in some casual clothes and headed out of her dorm. She walked by Inu Yasha's dorm but hurried on.

When she finally got outside, (after getting lost twice.) The cool night breeze that hit her soothed her and released all of her thoughts, she stayed like that for a couple of moments.

Kagome took a quick glace at her digital watch and it read 8:26 P.M. Well maybe I should get a bite to eat.. I wonder where Sango is, I haven't seen her since I told her to go get Miroku, Oh well.

She walked down the steps, and decided to eat at one of the on campus diners......

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Whew that was sooo tiring!!!! My fingers are sore from all that typing. *Wipes sweat off forehead*

Okay.. so Kagome and Inu Yasha have a little conflict. Why doesn't Kagome remember about Inu Yasha, and why did Inu Yasha's memory come back a little?.... Miroku and Sango are talking. And we all want to know where are favorite hanyou is, but you all have to wait and find out on the next chapter!!!

GIVE ME LOTS OF REVIEWS EVERYONE!!!! That was a REALLY looong chapter!

The next chapter's title is going to be: Dinner for Four

I'll make a really quick update if you give me TONS of REVIEWS!!

Well I g2g!! Bye everyone hope you enjoyed it!!

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This is the ending song 'Fukai Mori':

Bokutachi wa ikiru hodo ni

Nakushiteku sukoshizutsu

Shinjiteru hikari motome

Arukidasu kimi to ima

Fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto

Okizari ni shita kokoro kakushiteru yo

Toki no rizumu wo shireba

Mou ichido toberudarou

Bokutachi wa samayoinagara

Ikiteyuku dokomademo

Shinjiteru hikari motome

Arukidasu kimi to ima