A/N: This is going to mostly be in letter format so no flaming. But, the song is also a letter, too.
Dean- Radames
I'm going to put the song in bold so no one gets confused.
(Dean)
I felt horrible about Lindsay. It took me another week for the guilt to wear off. The town was talking about me and Rory and Lindsay. They were giving me dirty looks. Some even gave me catty remarks. If I was going through this, then so was Rory.
Maybe, I couldn't fix the damage I did to Lindsay, but I could fix Rory's. The only way to talk to Rory was to write her a letter. I was living at my parent's again, so I went into my old room and sat down at my desk and took out a piece of paper and I started to write:
Rory,
I'm sorry for all the trouble I caused you. I swear, I never meant for all this to happen.
I'm sorry for everything I've said
And for anything I forgot to say too
I mean, that night was great, you know that. But, I didn't mean to do any of the damage I've caused you. I can only imagine what you're going through. It must be just as bad as what I'm going through if not worse. Maybe it's better for you because they love you.
When things get so complicated
I stumble at best and muddle through
I really wish things were different, Rory. If I could go back and do it all over again, I wouldn't have married Lindsay and we would probably be dating again. I wish it could be that simple.
I wish that our lives could be simple
I don't want the world only you
I wish I could've told you this in person so I could see your reaction, but I know we can't see each other anymore. I'm finally starting to see why you suggested it.
Oh I wish I could tell you this face to face
But there's never the time never the place
I guess this letter's just going to have to be my way of communicating to you. I just want you to know that I will always love you and I never wanted any of this to happen.
-Dean.
I put the letter in the envelope and put it in the mailbox. When I stepped away from it, Kirk opened the mailbox and made some catty remark, but I ignored it. I just hoped he wasn't treating Rory this way.
So this letter will have to do
I love you
To Be Continued............
A/N: That was actually hard to write. Two more chapters to go.