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Chapter 5
I know what I need to do, but how do I go about doing it. My mind is a mass of confusion. She was my rock. She gave me my sanity. She was gone. It pained me to even think of it that way. If I could, I would believed that she was married to the blood traitor, Black, and never wants to see me again. It may be a horrible thought, but at least she was alive.
I think about all she did. She did what was right, even if that meant becoming an outcast her own house. She did what I was too scared to. She did everything I should have, everything I wish I did now.
I know that there is no way I can bring her back. I know there is no way to right the wrongs I did. At least I can make up for some of it.
I must talk to Albus. I, Severus Snape, shall be the new traitor. I will join the Order of the Phoenix, as a spy.
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