How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.
Why did you have to come into my life,
So Perfect and Pure?
Why did they have to partner you with me?
The truth is, we couldn't understand, each other
So I left and didn't look back
Your ideas and faith so familiar yet so foreign to me.
You beauty and love shining brighter then the sun.
So I ask myself,
Why do I love you.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return
I'm so dark,
Alone,
A coward in many other ways you would never understand.
A Monster like the one in the movies
With no heart,
No emotions,
Just Pain.
It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...
But some how some way,
You broke my barriers down.
Defeated the monster that devoured all my emotions.
Made me without even trying love you as well.
Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
Now I find myself willing to protect you,
give up my life for you,
even die for you.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being I never carry out my promises So long ago, I threw away my brightness And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return