Authors note: updates will now only be on the weekends. I started school so I don'y have the time.

Chapter 15: had to tell you

Amy heard it straight from Matt's mouth she wouldnt find the love she was looking for in him, she couldn't find it in Jeff either so where would she find it.

Matt telling her he didn't like her crushed her heart so much. She just layed around miserable all day.

It was Monday and Amy finally had to get up to go to work. She rolled out of bed and throw on a hoodie over her clothes she slept in and walked down to the lobby to check out.

Amy drove to the arena and sat in the locker room she shared with Matt and Jeff.

A couple minutes later Matt and Jeff came into the room. Amy just sat there quiet she didn't know what to say.

"Hey Amy." Jeff said sitting next to her.

"Hi." Amy said low

"Well i'll see yous two later." Jeff said getting up.

"Where are you going?" Amy asked not wanting to face Matt alone

"To see Trish. Not that it's any of your business." Jeff says and leaves.

Amy and Matt sat in silence for 10 minutes.

"This is akward." Amy said breaking the silence.

"Yeah it is." Matt said looking at the pain on Amy's face. The pain he was the cause of he promised he would protect her from getting hurt and here he is the one hurting her.

"Matt why don't we be friends again I really miss you alot." Amy said

"I miss you to Amy." Matt said

Amy got up from the chair she was sitting on and went and sat next to Matt on the couch.

"Matt." Amy said looking into his brown eyes.

"Yeah." Matt replied.

"I love you." Amy said

Matt didn't say anything. He didnt know what to say and what not to say.

"I know you don't love me but I love you Matt and thats something I had to tell you." Amy said grabbing Matts hand.

"Amy I really don't know what to say." Matt said confused

"I knew you wouldn't." Amy said.

"hope I'm not hurting your feelings not saying anything." Matt said

"No i knew you didn't love me but I had to say it to let it go, so I can move on and find someone who loves me." Amy said

"So your gonna move on." Matt said knowing he would have to tell her soon or he would loose her forever.

"Yeah I can't wait around forever for something thats never going to happen.
You told me yourself that what i'm looking for i'll never find in you." Amy says with a little smile.

"Are you sure moving on so quick is a good thing?" Matt says moving closer to Amy.

"Yes Matt it's not like you care so i'll find someone new." Amy says leaning in towards Matt.

"Amy I care about you, I don't want you to make a mistake."Matt says

"Matt is there are reason why you don't want me to see anyone else?" Amy asks and then gets up.

-Will matt let Amy walk out of his life forever?