Disclaimer: I don't own Wolf's rain but I'm sure you all know that.
A/N: Hi friends and those that I don't know. Here is another Wolf's rain fic for you all to enjoy. I have to warn you now if you don't want to know what's going to happen later on in the series then I tell you now not to read this fic it has a little spoiler in it.
Kiba's thoughts:
I tell them that its out there every time they ask. Then Tsume will ask why I keep going. Why do I push myself to find Paradise? That's when I never answer. I always look away from him. But then it gets me thinking, WHY do I push myself? WHY do I push others? It's not like we'll stay together once we get to Paradise. Out of the 4 wolves that started this journey only 3 will get to Paradise.
Never mind I'm wrong there was 5 of us and now there's only 4. If he would of just stayed with us he would of never died. Why did he go with that human, that hunter? Why did he have to die so young? He was just a pup, he never had a chance to live a life with much hope. That's all I wanted for him. He was so young I wanted him to have hope in this dying world. At times I was reminded of myself when I looked at him. Although it wasn't me who took his death hard it was Tsume. Tsume vowed out loud that he would have revenge for his death.
Why do I even care? They're not my pack. But over the months that I shared with them.........I......I grew fond of them. They became my friends. No they became my family. But why? Why did we meet? If I never came to that city then none of this would of happened. He would still be alive. At times I think that its all my fault. When I showed up at that city I dragged them all into this mess. Is finding Paradise really worth the pain that we're going through? Can Paradise erase all then pain? Can it bring back our friend?
Through out my thinking I realized that I never said his name. Why? Why can't I say his name? Does it hurt so much to say it? It hits me that it does hurt. The very mention of his name pains me to my core. Why can't I show the pain that I feel? Do I hide it to provide strength for the pack? No I think I know why. I don't show the pain because if I should one pain my whole life's worth of pain would come spilling out. I never meant to leave so much pain behind me.
I'm going to Paradise for myself now. I'm going to get there for him. For Toboe. I'll get to Paradise for Toboe. No longer will I push myself, and the others just to get there. I'll push us all for Toboes sake. I will.......no we will get there for Toboe. Paradise will be opened for Toboe.
A/N: So how did you all like it? I know it's a little short but I was bored in class and the idea just popped into my head. As always I love your reviews even the flames but remember not to make the flames to bad. Luv ya all.