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Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now
You're so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I'll always stay
Girl, lately
My sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed
What it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath and my life ended
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
'Cause my sun doesn't shine,
Sun doesn't shine without you
Without You, Charlie Wilson
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August 27, 2000
Gin,
I know you received my last letter. But it's okay that you didn't reply. I would have been shocked if you did. You have a right to be angry with me, I know that.
Please Gin, I know you loved me, I just didn't know if we were both holding on to the last thread pf the almost hopeless relationship. I'm about to cry now. Funny, how much I've changed since I was with you. I cry all the time now. Why, a Malfoy, a crybaby? It would be tomorrow's headlines if anybody found out...
Ginny, I still feel for you.... In layman's terms I STILL LOVE YOU... I don't know just how to hold on... Everyday I keep on longing for you... To this day, the longing is unbearable. How about tomorrow? It makes me wonder if I should go through another day....
Well, sad to say but Alexia and I are officially an item. Time flies so fast. Why am I sad? That I've been asking myself, too... But I can never get answers...
I promised myself not to fall for anyone else but I did. I promised myself that I would never forget you because whatever I may say, I cannot deny that you have been a major part of this frustrating life of mine... And so I keep you in the deepest portion of my heart... I love you, but I'm starting to fall for Alexia too... Confusing... I feel very awkward saying this, but I try to be as honest as possible. Most especially, if it involves my loved one, what more if there's two?!
Anyway, I love you.
I STILL LOVE YOU.
I hope you understand that. Please still be my angel and my Angel in every little way. I'm crying now...the tears that threatened to spill a while ago are going down already... First tear down, lots more to follow... I'm such a crybaby, huh? Till next time, my Angel...
I LOVE YOU.
-Draco
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