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Ch.1 the diary entry

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Dear Diary,
It's been 2 years since I left Hogwarts and Draco. I still don't know if I can forgive him for all he did to me after I gave him all of my love. For our entire 7th year we were going out, and he said he loved me. yeah right. And I thought I loved him, but then I found him and Ginny in bed together at the end of the year. Ginny told me they had been going out for about two years. I never really got mad at her though, Draco never told her about me, and its really hard to stay mad at your best friend's sister. I broke it up between Draco and me after that. I have cried myself to sleep every night since then. I don't know why though. I mean sure, I never have loved anyone as much as I loved him, he helped me get over my mother beating me after my dad died in a car crash coming to pick me up from a friend's house. Sure, he was the only one who approved of me not being as much of a bookworm in my 7th year. You know, I still think I love him, I really do. I just don't know if I can ever trust him again. Well, I'm going to lie on my bed and think of the life I almost had with my first and only love. Draco Malfoy.

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