Ch. 2
My Immortal
~ = song lyrics * * = flash back '' = thoughts "" = talking ________________________________________________________________________
I put the lock on my small, pink, flowery diary and set it on my bedside table. Then I jumped onto my queen-sized bed. My red and gold comforter was under me cooling off my back. I looked around my room when my eyes stopped on my slightly open closet, after passing the room door and my five-foot mahogany wood dresser. Sticking out of the closet door was something I wanted to throw away after I got home from Hogwarts after my seventh year. It was a comforter from a slytherin bed. Draco had given it to me at the beginning of the year when we started to go out. I walked over to the closet, and picked up the blanket. Then I walked back to my bed and sat down while taking a big whiff of it. Of coarse, it still smelled like the muggle brand of cologne that I got him for his birthday in seventh year. Adidas for men. I absolutely loved how he smelt in it. I draped the blanket over my body as I lied on my back on my bed. Just then I closed my eyes, heard a song, and along with the song memories started flashing into my head.
~ I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my Childish fears ~
* I walked into Draco's room to try and surprise him. When I opened the door a girl screamed, pulling Draco's sheets over her and Draco. "Draco! Ginny!? What the hell are you doing?" I screamed, tears pouring down my face. Ginny and Draco just draped blankets over each other to cover themselves up, walked up to me, and in unison said, "I'm not sorry about it either." I ran back to my dorm with tears rolling down my cheeks. 'Great, the one fear I've had since childhood. My one true love, cheating on me. HOW COULD HE?'*
~ And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave ~
* Draco was standing next to me in my dorm. "It wasn't me Mia! I swear! You know that you're the only one I love!" he said, trying to convince me that he wasn't in bed with Ginny, and that he never went out with her. "DRACO MALFOY! Just leave me ALONE! I just want you to leave. Leave and never come back. just leave me ALONE!" I cried, throwing a pillow at his face trying to make him go away *
~ Cuz your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone ~
* One year after I left Hogwarts, I was in my room Lying on the edge of my bed. I was thinking about Draco, when I turned onto my other side to see him lying next to me. I jumped off my bed and screamed. Then he got off the bed, came over to me, and looked at me as if he was going to kiss me. When his face got to mine, he disappeared. 'I guess I just imagined him or something.' I thought sadly to myself. *
~ These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just to real. There's just to much that time can not erase. ~
* It was 10:30pm on September 22, the year after I left Hogwarts. Even though everything with Draco was over, I still missed him. 'But why do you still miss him? I mean, he hurt you.' I thought to myself. I was lying on my bed thinking about him, like I had done every night since we broke up, and crying. *
~ When you cried I'd
Wipe away all of your tears ~
* Draco and I were head boy and girl, and we were in our common room, sitting on a half green and half red couch in front of the dancing fire. "Draco, It'll be okay. I'll help you get through this." I said trying to calm his tears. He had just received an owl from the ministry that his mother had died because of his father's actions. I wiped the tears off his cheeks and kept trying to calm him down. *
~ When you'd scream I'd Fight away all of your fears ~
* "NO! I won't do it! I won't come with you! I don't want to be a death eater!" I heard someone scream while I was waiting for Draco on a bench by the lake. I could tell it was his voice, so I slowly and carefully drew my wand, and ran over to where I heard his scream. When I slowly and carefully crept around the corner, I saw Lucius with his hand tightly wrapped around the top Draco's right arm. I had to do something quickly so I could stop Lucius. So, I pointed my wand at him (Lucius) and yelled, "STUPIFY!" Lucius fell to the ground in a full body bind while letting go of Draco's arm. After that, Draco and I went running at top speed to go get Dumbledore before the spell wore off. *
~ And I've held your Hand through all of these years. But you still have. All of me. ~
* Draco and I were late for dinner, so hand-in-hand, we ran quickly to the great hall. When we walked in, everyone stared at us amazed (no one knew that we were going out. In fact, everyone still thought we hated each other). "I guess it's about time the truth about us came out any ways. " I whispered to him nervously, after seeing the worried look on his face. After I said that he looked at me, with more love in his eyes than he ever had before, and then he nodded happily. *
~ You used to captivate me By your resonating light. And now im bound by The life you left behind. Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams ~
* I was sleeping in my bed when my eyes darted open. My body was drenched in cold sweat, and I leaned over to my clock to see what time it was. When I looked at the clock, it was really blurry, but after I stared at it for a while, the numbers became clearer. The clock said that it was 2:33am. I walked groggily to the other side of my room to go to the bathroom. When I got in there I looked in the mirror to see if I could figure out why I had woken up. When I looked in the mirror I saw that there were tear stains on my face, so I ran back to my bed to see if my pillow was wet. When I slowly placed my hand on the pillow, my pillow was cold and damp. My pajamas were starting to get cold from the drying sweat. I usually don't get up this early, and I definitely don't usually wake up in a cold sweat with tear stains on my face. So I tried to remember what my dreams were about that night. After about five minutes of pondering over what I could have woken me up at this time of night, it all came flooding back into my head. I had, once again, dreamt about the night that I had caught Draco and Ginny in bed. I can never seem to get over that night. *
~ Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me ~
* It was a couple of months after I had broken up with Draco. I'm sitting on the beach with Harry, Ron, and Ginny talking about random stuff that popped into our heads. Ron started telling us a joke, when I heard Draco's voice calling my name. "Draco?" I said hopefully, while jerking my head in the direction I had heard his voice. "Mia? What are you talking about? Draco's no where near here." Harry said sounding worried about the fact that I was starting to hear voices. "Oh. It's. it's nothing. I guess I heard I person that sounded like him." I lied. I knew I heard his voice. I don't why or how, but I did hear his voice. For the next two weeks I heard Draco's voice calling me where ever I went. Harry and everyone else started to think I was going mental because I kept telling them that I could hear Draco's voice. *
~ These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just to much that time can not erase When you cried I'd Wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd Fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have. All of me. ~
* I was sitting on the wooden stairs for my porch in front of my house crying, when Harry walked up to me. "What's wrong sweetie?" he asked sounding concerned. "I can't see you any more." I muttered sadly to him through tears (we had been going out for one month). "WHY THE HELL NOT!?" he screamed in surprise. "Because. I. I still love D-Draco." I stuttered softly, tears pouring down my face. "Even thought he betrayed me, I still have feelings for him. Draco was the only guy who really ever had my heart. And he still has it. I'm sorry Harry, I never really loved you. I just thought if I started to go out with you I would forget about him. I'm really sorry but the only guy who can have my heart is Draco." *
~ I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me I've been alone All along. ~
* "I still can't believe he did that." I randomly said to Ginny, Ron, and Harry while sitting on a park bench. "Well Mia, at least you still have us. Always remember that Mia. You will always have us as your friends." Ron said, patting me on the back. "I know." I told him with a slight smile on my face. "It's just. I still have this alone feeling. I mean, even when I'm with you guys, I still have an alone feeling that only Draco seemed able to feel. I never felt it when I was with him, but now that he's with me, I constantly have that feeling." I told them truthfully, though they seemed to take it pretty hard, the never did like him. *
~ When you cried I'd Wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd Fight away all of your fears. And I held your Hand through all of these years. But you still have. All of me. ~
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A/N: so, how do you like it so far? I know the first chapter was kind of short but it was only a diary entrée so. yeah. Please review other wise I won't continue the story. This is the first fic that I've written that I actually want to go to the end before I stop it. But if people don't like it than I guess there's no point in it. If you could please give me some pointers on how to improve my story, I would love that. Thank you for reading my story it really means a lot to me.
My Immortal
~ = song lyrics * * = flash back '' = thoughts "" = talking ________________________________________________________________________
I put the lock on my small, pink, flowery diary and set it on my bedside table. Then I jumped onto my queen-sized bed. My red and gold comforter was under me cooling off my back. I looked around my room when my eyes stopped on my slightly open closet, after passing the room door and my five-foot mahogany wood dresser. Sticking out of the closet door was something I wanted to throw away after I got home from Hogwarts after my seventh year. It was a comforter from a slytherin bed. Draco had given it to me at the beginning of the year when we started to go out. I walked over to the closet, and picked up the blanket. Then I walked back to my bed and sat down while taking a big whiff of it. Of coarse, it still smelled like the muggle brand of cologne that I got him for his birthday in seventh year. Adidas for men. I absolutely loved how he smelt in it. I draped the blanket over my body as I lied on my back on my bed. Just then I closed my eyes, heard a song, and along with the song memories started flashing into my head.
~ I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my Childish fears ~
* I walked into Draco's room to try and surprise him. When I opened the door a girl screamed, pulling Draco's sheets over her and Draco. "Draco! Ginny!? What the hell are you doing?" I screamed, tears pouring down my face. Ginny and Draco just draped blankets over each other to cover themselves up, walked up to me, and in unison said, "I'm not sorry about it either." I ran back to my dorm with tears rolling down my cheeks. 'Great, the one fear I've had since childhood. My one true love, cheating on me. HOW COULD HE?'*
~ And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave ~
* Draco was standing next to me in my dorm. "It wasn't me Mia! I swear! You know that you're the only one I love!" he said, trying to convince me that he wasn't in bed with Ginny, and that he never went out with her. "DRACO MALFOY! Just leave me ALONE! I just want you to leave. Leave and never come back. just leave me ALONE!" I cried, throwing a pillow at his face trying to make him go away *
~ Cuz your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone ~
* One year after I left Hogwarts, I was in my room Lying on the edge of my bed. I was thinking about Draco, when I turned onto my other side to see him lying next to me. I jumped off my bed and screamed. Then he got off the bed, came over to me, and looked at me as if he was going to kiss me. When his face got to mine, he disappeared. 'I guess I just imagined him or something.' I thought sadly to myself. *
~ These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just to real. There's just to much that time can not erase. ~
* It was 10:30pm on September 22, the year after I left Hogwarts. Even though everything with Draco was over, I still missed him. 'But why do you still miss him? I mean, he hurt you.' I thought to myself. I was lying on my bed thinking about him, like I had done every night since we broke up, and crying. *
~ When you cried I'd
Wipe away all of your tears ~
* Draco and I were head boy and girl, and we were in our common room, sitting on a half green and half red couch in front of the dancing fire. "Draco, It'll be okay. I'll help you get through this." I said trying to calm his tears. He had just received an owl from the ministry that his mother had died because of his father's actions. I wiped the tears off his cheeks and kept trying to calm him down. *
~ When you'd scream I'd Fight away all of your fears ~
* "NO! I won't do it! I won't come with you! I don't want to be a death eater!" I heard someone scream while I was waiting for Draco on a bench by the lake. I could tell it was his voice, so I slowly and carefully drew my wand, and ran over to where I heard his scream. When I slowly and carefully crept around the corner, I saw Lucius with his hand tightly wrapped around the top Draco's right arm. I had to do something quickly so I could stop Lucius. So, I pointed my wand at him (Lucius) and yelled, "STUPIFY!" Lucius fell to the ground in a full body bind while letting go of Draco's arm. After that, Draco and I went running at top speed to go get Dumbledore before the spell wore off. *
~ And I've held your Hand through all of these years. But you still have. All of me. ~
* Draco and I were late for dinner, so hand-in-hand, we ran quickly to the great hall. When we walked in, everyone stared at us amazed (no one knew that we were going out. In fact, everyone still thought we hated each other). "I guess it's about time the truth about us came out any ways. " I whispered to him nervously, after seeing the worried look on his face. After I said that he looked at me, with more love in his eyes than he ever had before, and then he nodded happily. *
~ You used to captivate me By your resonating light. And now im bound by The life you left behind. Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams ~
* I was sleeping in my bed when my eyes darted open. My body was drenched in cold sweat, and I leaned over to my clock to see what time it was. When I looked at the clock, it was really blurry, but after I stared at it for a while, the numbers became clearer. The clock said that it was 2:33am. I walked groggily to the other side of my room to go to the bathroom. When I got in there I looked in the mirror to see if I could figure out why I had woken up. When I looked in the mirror I saw that there were tear stains on my face, so I ran back to my bed to see if my pillow was wet. When I slowly placed my hand on the pillow, my pillow was cold and damp. My pajamas were starting to get cold from the drying sweat. I usually don't get up this early, and I definitely don't usually wake up in a cold sweat with tear stains on my face. So I tried to remember what my dreams were about that night. After about five minutes of pondering over what I could have woken me up at this time of night, it all came flooding back into my head. I had, once again, dreamt about the night that I had caught Draco and Ginny in bed. I can never seem to get over that night. *
~ Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me ~
* It was a couple of months after I had broken up with Draco. I'm sitting on the beach with Harry, Ron, and Ginny talking about random stuff that popped into our heads. Ron started telling us a joke, when I heard Draco's voice calling my name. "Draco?" I said hopefully, while jerking my head in the direction I had heard his voice. "Mia? What are you talking about? Draco's no where near here." Harry said sounding worried about the fact that I was starting to hear voices. "Oh. It's. it's nothing. I guess I heard I person that sounded like him." I lied. I knew I heard his voice. I don't why or how, but I did hear his voice. For the next two weeks I heard Draco's voice calling me where ever I went. Harry and everyone else started to think I was going mental because I kept telling them that I could hear Draco's voice. *
~ These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just to much that time can not erase When you cried I'd Wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd Fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have. All of me. ~
* I was sitting on the wooden stairs for my porch in front of my house crying, when Harry walked up to me. "What's wrong sweetie?" he asked sounding concerned. "I can't see you any more." I muttered sadly to him through tears (we had been going out for one month). "WHY THE HELL NOT!?" he screamed in surprise. "Because. I. I still love D-Draco." I stuttered softly, tears pouring down my face. "Even thought he betrayed me, I still have feelings for him. Draco was the only guy who really ever had my heart. And he still has it. I'm sorry Harry, I never really loved you. I just thought if I started to go out with you I would forget about him. I'm really sorry but the only guy who can have my heart is Draco." *
~ I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me I've been alone All along. ~
* "I still can't believe he did that." I randomly said to Ginny, Ron, and Harry while sitting on a park bench. "Well Mia, at least you still have us. Always remember that Mia. You will always have us as your friends." Ron said, patting me on the back. "I know." I told him with a slight smile on my face. "It's just. I still have this alone feeling. I mean, even when I'm with you guys, I still have an alone feeling that only Draco seemed able to feel. I never felt it when I was with him, but now that he's with me, I constantly have that feeling." I told them truthfully, though they seemed to take it pretty hard, the never did like him. *
~ When you cried I'd Wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd Fight away all of your fears. And I held your Hand through all of these years. But you still have. All of me. ~
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A/N: so, how do you like it so far? I know the first chapter was kind of short but it was only a diary entrée so. yeah. Please review other wise I won't continue the story. This is the first fic that I've written that I actually want to go to the end before I stop it. But if people don't like it than I guess there's no point in it. If you could please give me some pointers on how to improve my story, I would love that. Thank you for reading my story it really means a lot to me.