Chapter Three

"Made Of Glass."

By: Evil Clown

Song by: Trapt

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I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else

It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself

And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to see

That I think it's time to break down these walls that we throw

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Well, that detail with Ms. Peacecraft went over smoothly. It's only when that bastard does the detail that something goes wrong. I guess most people don't want to fuck with a guy that is easy going but with a look to kill. There's no tellin' when I'll snap and go psycho on everyone. The element of surprise always works.

I feel that I don't know anything else out side of battles and fighting with my fists. And ever since I started my "games" with the Princess, I don't think I'm me anymore. It's because I'm not with her. The only person that I'll ever be good with, one I lost a long time ago. She's the angel that a man of death could never touch or hope to be with. I can't change that, only she can... but she refuses to do such. I think that she might've found someone better than a stupid fuck like me. It's now been almost two years since she left me... it could almost take another two or four years for her find me, or me to find her. I still want to her hear talk to me and see her, but I can't torment myself.

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Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling

Am I made of glass 'cause you see right through me

I don't know who I am and you're the only one who sees that

I can't ask these questions that cannot be answered today
I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself

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When I realized it, I was at the dinner again. I walked in there and ordered another beer and some meal that looked good to me. I didn't care what it was. I looked up from my beer and saw her. Her stomach was growing and her hair was now passed her bottom, it was in a ponytail then braided down the back. She was giggling at something or another customer said and it was music my ears. It was what I missed about her the most.

"Hey, babe, I need another beer!" I called to her.

I knew by the uniform that she worked here. She stiffened at my voice but got me another beer. When she came with the beer and I motioned for her take the seat across from me. She reluctantly took that seat.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Nothing much," came a soft reply.

"Are you pregnant?"

"Yes," came even softer reply.

"Who's the father?"

"Heero and we're about to get married, shortly after the baby's been born," she snapped and got up.

I sucked in a breath and caught her wrist. She looked back at me with a pissed off look and began to swear at me in Japanese. I knew that language all too well because of that bastard who now took her away from me.

"Do you love him?" I asked through my gritted teeth.

"Yes," she breathed in the same manor.

"Does he love you?"

She nodded her head at me as I let go of my grip on her wrist. She turned to leave again and I told her that as long as she was happy, I was happy. She froze again and looked at me over her shoulder and then continued on. I polished off the rest of my beer and I threw down the money to cover my meal that I never eat and the two beers plus tip.

There were questions that I wanted to ask, but after I saw her growing happiness I couldn't ask questions that I knew were going to be rough on the both of us. Something that she doesn't need while in that condition, so to speak. But she's with who she wanted to be with and I have to come to cope with that.

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Like there are no boundaries at all

And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past

So I'll be here waiting for you

Will we ever feel this good again – Not today

Will we ever feel this real again – Not today

Will you ever be mine again – Not today

Will we ever feel this real again – Not today

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