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Chapter 2,

In which Lily makes some friends and an enemy

"Lily you have got to get some sleep!"

"I'll sleep when I'm dead." Lily muttered as she opened another book.

"LILY!" James shouted, getting annoyed, "If you do not sleep how will you be ready for N.E.W.T's?"

"How will I be ready for N.E.W.T's if I don't study?" Lily shot right back.

"Face it mate, there's no reasoning with her in this state of mind." Sirius Grumbled to James, "why don't we just leave her be?"

"You can go but I'm staying so I can make sure she doesn't kill herself."

Sirius smiled and walked out of the Library with a huge smile on his face.

They where in their 7th year, after the little escapade to the Hospital Wing, Lily and James had become fast friends, going everywhere together. After a while Lily had made friends with the rest of the Marauder's and was constantly helping them with homework. Her dreams had pretty much stopped, she still had one every once in a great while, but since she had told James about them and he had talked to her every night about why she was having those dreams, they stopped being so frequent. Lily was truly happy. She really was. Except for the fact that, you know, she was in love with her best friend, but hey! That was a small detail, not that important really.

An exert from the Diary of Lily Marie Maura Evans.

September 15th, Girls dorm, 5th floor, 9:15 P.M.

Obviously I have gone completely mad. I mean I was sitting in the common room, innocent as a rose, talking with James, when I heard this really rude girl behind me. "So James, what's this I hear about you going for short, ugly, red-headed, short tempered, pale-as-moonlight-but-not-half-as-good-looking, girls?" James ignored her and went on talking as if she hadn't said a thing, but she had said it, and I couldn't ignore it. I am so embarrassed to say that my eyes filled up with tears! I hate it when people make fun of James for being nice to me, I absolutely loathe it! But anyway, back to what happened. So you know I started crying real quietly so James wouldn't notice, only he did notice, I felt his callused thumb run under my eye, catching my tears. And I looked into James beautifully blue eyes, and I just melted, I took in his full lips that must be so wonderful to kiss, and his straight stubborn chin, his nose with a slight crook in it from a bludger, and I just melted. I then excused myself to come up here on account of needing to sleep. I am so totally not in like with my best friend, so totally not… oh who am I kidding, I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH JAMES POTTER, THE HOTTEST MOST SEXYEST GUY IN THE WHOLE FREAKIN UNIVERSE! Excuse me now I must go cross out everything I just wrote.

See, that is why Lily Evans can never, really, truly be happy.

JAMES'S POINT OF VEIW

I smiled as I watched Sirius walk away with that stupid grin, he hated the Library. Anyway, I turned and looked at Lily my best woman friend. She really is quite beautiful but I am not attracted to her in that particular way, at least, not yet. In fact I am perfectly happy with my current dating situation. I'm finally going out with Bethany Allway! YES! Annnnnnd I lover her dearly, don't forget it.

NARRATOR.

Lily looked over at James with a huge grin, he was really hot. Did you know that? She wanted to laugh at her own stupidity. Just then James put "Animagi, what you didn't know" and turned and stared at me, just stared. Finally he said

"Lily, have you thought about what you're going to do when you get out of Hogwarts?" Lily glanced at him.

"Well I was thinking of a career in the Ministry." She said, knowing she was touching upon a soar subject with James, you see his dad want's him to be a Professional Quidditch player but James want's to go to Auror training camp in the summer and pursue a career in that.

"F*** You." James muttered under his breath, Lily knew he was upset that Lily had a choice and that no one was bossing me around. A/N this part right here is sorta going to be Lily's P.O.V ok.

"Sorry Lil, it's just…" I put my hand over his and smiled at him.

"I know James, I understand ok?" He smiled his lopsided grin at me.

"I don't care what he (he being his father) says, I'm going to Camp weather he wants me to or not." James stated firmly, without a trace of guilt or worry in his stunning Blue eyes. I just smiled at him as I packed up my stuff, he had a strange sense of determination. When I got the common room I was unhappy to discover that the very rude girl from the beginning of the year was there, and that she had made some rather rude posters and hung them on the walls. The first one was a quite sleazy display of me in a leather cat suit, holding a whip while James, in absolutely nothing, crawled around in front of me, moaning and groaning like some sort of evil rapist or whatever. The second one had me wearing nothing holding onto James like I would die If he didn't so something soon. I just stood there with my mouth wide open. James started screaming his head off at the rude girl while the idiotic Bethany Allway stood crying at his side, accusing him of cheating on her and breaking up with him. Then James tore down the posters and started cursing rude girl back to last Tuesday. Rude girl, who I later discovered has the very gruesome name of Josh, Josh girl seems to have a crush on James and is very jealous of me even though she has no right since James and I are not dating. Right now James is in his room being consoled by Sirius on the loss of his Girlfriend Bethany. I haven't talked to him yet, I am way to embarrassed! So now I leave you with the somewhat evil thought that when I see you again I will have no more friends, except for Maybe Marly, who just came in and wrapped her arms around me so I can "have a good cry" so that's what I'm doing, crying I mean.

A/N, Thank you to my most treasured reviewer's! I just wanted to let you know I am working hard over the next chapter and I will sorta summarize it for you. Lily makes a best friend who is a girl, gets her first kiss, but not from who she expected it to be and Josh makes another bad play. And now I will explain the name Josh on rude girl. I just wanted to make fun of her and I didn't want to name her after my enemy who I loathe desperately!

Thanks to all, much love, peace out, Julia