Buffy
awoke and felt different somehow but the blonde slayer couldn't place
it. She sat up and glanced at her clock, it read 11:23. She groaned
and fell back onto her bed. She felt a rush of energy go through her,
and she knew she wouldn't be able to sleep with it, so she deiced to
go out and patrol. She figured she might as well get some of this
energy out by staking vamps and yes making the world a safer place.
She was actually getting tired of that cliche, "Making the world
a Safer Place'. She felt like she was the poster child for children
deputies. She got out of bed and pulled on her jeans and a black
shirt. She looked around for her favorite leather jacket but it was
nowhere in sight. She blew it off thinking she left it in the
basement. She grabbed a hair tie off her dresser and pulled her hair
in a bun before heading out.
Spike sat up quickly in
bed. The dream he just had was disturbing, he never had dreams like
that about Buffy. What had happened? It felt like sometime in the
middle of the night these feelings and urges just blew into his head
without his consent.
"Like magic." Spike mumbled to
himself as he ran his hands over his face. The dream was beyond
normal for him, in it he had Buffy naked in his bed and they were
doing unspeakable things to each other. He didn't understand it at
all and it ate him up inside. He knew that him and the slayer played
and teased around with each other, but out of the blue he felt love
for her. Spike looked around and grabbed his cigarettes, but his
lighter seemed to be missing. He got out of bed, got dressed and went
out. He desperately needed to clear his head.
Buffy
walked out of her house and headed to one of the many cemeteries in
Sunnydale, without realizing it she ended up in Spike's cemetery,
just what she needed now. Her feet had walked their way into what she
secretly desired and she hadn't realize it. She just continued in and
looked around for vamps but the cemetery seemed completely empty.
Usually there were at lease a few walking around looking for some
victims, were they taking the night off, or did some mystical force
drive them away? Buffy didn't know but that all escaped her mind the
moment she saw Spike coming in her direction. He didn't seem to
notice her because he practically ran into her.
"Sorry,
Luv." He mumbled then he looked up and noticed that it wasn't
just any girl but Buffy, the girl of his dreams, literally. Those new
feeling were coming back for both Spike and Buffy and it was starting
to urge them to do something, they weren't sure what,
just
something. Still extremely close to each other and without the others
consent their hands started towards the other. It felt like they had
no will of their own and desire was taking over. Buffy touched
Spike's sharp cheek gently, causing him to close his eyes. His hand
traveled from her shoulder to her quivering wrist, Spike leaned in
and whispered into her ear.
"Imagine it Buffy, think
about how we fight, the grace, the intensity, and passion. Imagine
what we could do to each other." His lips were right to her ear
and warm blows of air caressed her skin causing her to shake. "All
these muscles working their own magic, our stamina directed to one
thing only, each other" Buffy without realizing it
touched
the back of his neck as he spoke to her.
"Never having
to go easy or holding back being with someone who has the energy and
strength you do. We could go for hours even days. Not having to stop
within ten minutes like you probably had to do with Captain
Cardboard. What was it like with him, Buffy? Having to treat him like
a porcelain doll scared of hurting or breaking him, never being able
to use your full passion and strength. We could live out every
fantasy and whim that passes through your pretty little head and not
worry about any kind of injuries." Buffy was thinking about the
way they could treat each other without worries or anything of that
nature. This was definitely having more of an effect on her then what
they had did a few days ago, just listening to this would have made
her kill herself if she knew that she would want everything the
vampire was saying to her.
"Do you want that, Buffy?"
He asked as he looked into her now opening eyes. She nodded sucking
in a breathe of air. He always seemed to know what she wanted and
what she was thinking and that annoyed her, but not at the moment.
She knew that if she did what she wanted to do this very moment she
would regret it for the rest of her life,
whether that be the
next few decades or the next few days. If she was going to stop
herself she knew she had to do it now. She took all the will power
she had and pulled away.
"I can't." She breathed
her eyes looking into his light blue ones. "Sorry." She
muttered. He looked crushed but he nodded. They both turned and
started to head in different directions.
Tara sat in her
room, she was just finishing her second spell, she had never tried an
incantation like this before and she prayed to the goddess that it
worked. Tara looked over at the sleeping red head in bed then she
shoved Buffy jacket and Spike's lighter under the bed. She then
muttered."Let the fun begin." She smiled
The
blonde couple were only about ten feet away when they both suddenly
stopped and turned around to face the other. Mutual musical urges
rushed through them both. Before either of them knew happened when
Buffy started singing.
"How can you see into my eyes like
open doors?" She started to walk towards to him. "Leading
you down into my core where I've become so numb." Spike started
to sing in the same tune.
"Without a soul my spirit's
sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back
home." They didn't know what was going on but they were letting
it take over them. Buffy went on singing.
"Wake me up,
wake me up inside. Wake me up, wake me up inside, call my name and
save me from the dark." They were now only a few feet away and
they continued walking becoming extremely close to each other. Spike
took over.
"Bid my blood to run, before I come undone, save
me from the nothing I've become." They were now face to face but
stepped back a few once Buffy started to sing.
"Now that
Ii know what I'm without you can't just leave me." Spike took
over from there.
"Breathe into me and make me real."
They were now again face-to-face and lips only inches apart. "Bring
me to life." There lips were so close and the moment they
lightly touched the two suddenly pulled apart as Spike sang. They
were turning the graveyard into their own personal stage.
"Wake
me up inside! Wake me up inside! Call my name and save me from the
dark." He was now on his knees in front of Buffy as if praying
to her. Buffy violently pulled him up and slammed him against a crypt
wall before singing.
"Bid my blood to run before I come
undone save me from the nothing I've become." She sang as she
pulled away from the vampire and started to walk in the other
direction as she continued to sing and she also seemed to cry. "Bring
me to life. There's nothing inside!" Spike walked up behind her
and turned her around wiping the tears away from her face and lifting
her chin with his finger making her pay attention to him as he sang
more.
"Frozen inside without your touch, without your
love, darling. Only you are the life among the dddeeeaaadddddd."
Buffy pulled away and walked over to a tombstone jumping on top of it
as she sang another verse.
"All of this, I can't believe
I couldn't see. Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me."
Buffy jumped off the tombstone. Spike walked over to her and
continued to sing the song they were both now lost in.
"I've
been sleeping a 1000 years it seems got o open my eyes to everything.
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul!." Spike
stopped yelling and walked close to her and looked into her eyes in a
pleading manner. "Don't let me die here. You must accept the
fall. Bring me to life." Buffy sang in response.
"Wake
me up inside."
Spike- "I can' wake up."
Buffy-
"Wake me up inside."
Spike- "Save me."
Buffy-
"Call my name and save me from the dark. Wake me up."
They
walked around the graveyards as they sang.
Spike- "Bid my
blood to run."
Buffy- "I can't wake up."
Spike-
"... before I come undone."
Buffy- "Save
me."
Spike- "Save me from the nothing I've become.
Bring me to life."
They walked closer and closer to one
another and were now only inches away. They started to sing in
unison.
"I've been living a lie! There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life." Their lips had been getting closer and now
touched as they shared a passionate kiss. Their tongues caressed as
the world around the melted away. Spike had his hands on her hips and
Buffy had her arms around his neck as she played with the hair on the
back of is neck. They parted breathing heavily and panting. Then
Buffy did the only thing she could think of, she ran off as Spike
stood there stunned.
Authors note- Hope you like it the song
is by Evanescence - bring me
to life.
