The Pain I Feel; The Song I Hear
Disclaimer: I don't own any thing of Yugioh or the song.
Sorry that I haven't updated in a long time. TOO many things going on.
Well here's the story.
This chapter's song is: Mandy Moore's "CRY"
Chapter 3: Memories and Forgiveness
*DREAM*
"Seto…." Yami yelled.
"Hey Yami."
"Seto…I have something I have been wanting to ask you for a long time."
"What is it?"
"Who…do you love more…Joey or…me?"
"Joey. Sorry Yami. You said you hated me, Remember?"
"But I lied. I didn't mean it. I LOVE YOU! SETO!" Yami yelled near tears.
"Don't you think it's a bit late for that? The damages been done. I'm sorry Yami, but you should have been careful what you say." Seto said turning around, not looking at Yami.
"No, Seto please. Listen to me."
"Farewell, maybe we'll meet in the future." Seto turn to Yami and smiled a faint smile.
Seto turned and ran. He ran as fast as he could.
"WAIT, SETO!" Yami ran after him.
Yami couldn't catch up to Seto the pain in his heart hurt so much, he couldn't run fast.
He put his hand on his chest as he ran. Soon Seto disappeared.
"Wait…please." Yami said tears running down his face.
*DREAM END*
The sun's rays shone through the window shining on Yami's face.
He had swollen eyes and a tear streaked face. He had gotten a room at a hotel for the next few days. Lucky, he had money on that day he tried to commit suicide. He knew he had to go to school, but he didn't want to. Going to school meant he had to see them and he had to go to Yugi's house to get his uniform and his bag.
Yami's face still beautiful even if he had swollen eyes. He looked like he was a fallen angel mourning to have someone help him up.
"NO…" Yami got up yelling.
"It was only a nightmare. It's not real." Yami looked at the clock and it said 6:30 am.
He had to be at school by 7:45, so he could be filled in by the teachers on what he missed. His school started at 8:00 am and ended at 3:30 pm.
He had only one pair of clothing right now and that was the clothes that he had on.
He walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror.
"O SHIT. I can't go to school with my eyes swollen."
He turn on the water and cupped his hands under it; catching the falling water. He lowered his head and splashed his face with the water. He raised his head and looked at the mirror one last time. He walked out of the bathroom and grabbed his keys. He walked out the door locking it behind him.
It was a 15 minute walk from the hotel to Yugi's house.
Yami looked at his watch. It read 6:45. In 15 minutes Yugi would be out of his house and on his way to school.
Yami had spent a lot of time with Yugi so he knew what time his light would leave. He just hoped it wasn't different today.
~about 16 minutes later~
He finally got to Yugi's house. He peeked inside looking if Yugi was still inside. Yugi was no where in sight.
"Thank Ra." Yami whispered under his breath.
He put his hand in his pocket looking for his key that Yugi had given him prior to the fight they had. He walked in quietly still. He locked the door behind him. He ran upstairs to the room Yugi and he used to share. It was still the same though. His clothes were on neat in his draw, his posters still on the wall. He felt a small pain in his chest.
Yami remember why he was there and quickly looked for his uniform. He found it seconds later. He got dressed how fast as he could. He started walking down the steps. The front door opened wide and Yami stop right on his tracks. He started going up backwards slowly. Yugi's walked into the room.
"Wait up, Joey. I forgot to get my lunch money."
Yugi walked toward the kitchen walking past the stairs Yami was frozen on. Lucky, for Yami he didn't see him.
"Yami has come home yet." Yugi said looking at Yami's bag on the sofa.
"Hurry up, Yugi." Joey shouted from outside.
"Coming." Yugi said putting money in Yami's bag.
"Thanks Yugi." Yami said forgetting he was trying to hide.
"Huh?" Yugi said. "I thought I heard Yami's voice. Man, I'm starting to hear things." Yugi said walking outside the door.
"Thank you so much Yugi." Yami said walking down the stairs.
Yami grabbed his bag and walked out the door.
Yami took a different route than the one he usually took.
He soon got to the school with about 10 minutes to spare.
He decided to go see his teachers early.
All the teachers told him the same that he didn't miss anything important and all he had to do was do the work he missed.
Soon the bell rang everyone had to go to class. His first class he had with Seto and the others. His heart started to beat fast. He felt like it was going to pop out of his chest. He was so nervous.
"Good-morning class." The teacher said.
"Yami Mouto has finally come to class today. Try to help him out if he has any problems."
It was already morning and he wanted to leave. Time passed slowing. He felt like everyone behind him was staring at him and they were.
Yami looked back seeing Seto looking straight into his eyes. Seto smiled, but Yami turn around quickly.
'Ok it was just your imagination.' Yami said trying to convince himself it was his imagination.
"Ok, class time to do you project. I will put you in pairs. First pair Joey and Yugi, Yami and Seto, Anzu and Malik, Honda and Duke, Ryou and Bakura, Marik and Mokuba." (In this story I made them all the same age.)
The teacher called all the pairs and assigned a project to each pair.
Today was block schedule so they had two hours to practically finish the project.
'OMG, what am I going to do. I'm stuck with Seto for 2 hours!' Yami screamed in his mind.
"This is fate, Yami. You and I are meant to be together." Seto chuckled.
"Umm…" Was all Yami could say.
Seto and Yami were assigned a computer project; since they aced the Computer test 2 weeks ago.
"Seto, Yami, go to the computer room and do your project. I know you would do an outstanding project to show the class."
"Come back in 2 hours. Not sooner or later, ok boys."
"Yes…Sensei." They said bowing and walked into the hallway.
"Let's forget the project. We can do it later at my house. Come on lets go do something fun, like we used to do." Seto said with a smirk. Yami knew exactly what he meant and blushed.
"You're so cute, Yami." He said leaning over and kissing him. Yami pulled away.
"Seto…umm I don't think that we should do this." Seto and Yami were now walking side by side.
"Come on, Yami. Let's make up. So I made a stupid mistake. Joey wasn't as good as you. Come on, Yami." Seto turned his head to see Yami.
Yami was already going to open the door to the computer room. Seto ran pushed the nearly open door close and leaned his body weight on the door, so Yami couldn't open it. He turned Yami over making him face him. Now Yami was in the middle of Seto's arms.
"Listen, Yami. Let's make up. Let's stop this suffering. I love you and I know that you still love."
He said kissing him.
"Seto…I can…I can't. I'm not worth loving. I said so much horrible things to everyone." Yami said in tears.
"I don't care. No one cares that you said horrible things. We all still love you." Seto said hugging Yami.
"No…stop it." Yami pushed him and opened the door. He looked around the room seeing a sign in the front desk saying. 'Computer teacher not here today. Feel free to use the computers.'
Yami was all alone with Seto in the room!
"Yami…listen, I'm not going to wait 9 days for you to listen. I'm gonna make you listen now."
"Seto…" Yami said fearful.
"Yami…I love you so much. I can't take it when you say you hate me. I don't want to be hated by you. You are everything to me. I'm sorry I made a mistake. I was drunk that night. I didn't know who I fucked. Yami you got to believe me." Seto said getting closer to Yami.
"Seto…"
"Yami…."he said looking at the ground.
"Seto…l-look at m-me." Yami shudder.
Seto looked up tears ran down his face.
"Seto…"
*Flashback*
~freshmen year~
Yami's POV
It's now September, the school years going fast. I made new friends. Everyone seems to be close, except one person. That person's name is Seto Kaiba. Everyone says he's cold and mean. I really want to get to know him better. He's so HOT! I know it's weird to think that but he is. I really want to know him. I want to get up close and personal with him. I'm on my way to where he
hangs out after school. He hangs behind the school near the old big tree.
It was dark today because the clouds cover the suns rays.
Sometimes go and watch him from afar, but not this time. I'm gonna talk to him.
"There he is. Today I can't see his face. I wonder what's a matter."
I walked toward the tree and tapped him on the shoulder. His eyes shot open and he turned around. Tears were streaming down his face.
~Cry~
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon (yeah)
You were all by yourself
Staring at the dark grey sky
I was changed
*chorus*
In places no one would find
All you feeling so deep inside (deep inside)
Was there I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (cry)
The moment I saw you cry
It was late in September
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at the dark grey sky
I was changed
In places no one would find
All you feeling so deep inside (deep inside)
Was there I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything…all right
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
In places no one would find
In places no one would find
All you feeling so deep inside (deep inside)
(Forever was in your eyes)
Was there I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (cry)
Baby…cry
The moment I saw you cry
Oh no no
I think I saw you cry
The moment I saw you cry
*fade out*
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
~Cry End~
'This is the coldest person in school. I wan to hold him
No he's no cold at all.' I thought.
"What do you want." He said.
"I just wanted to talk to you."
"You better not tell anyone you saw me crying."
"I promise I won't tell if I can hold you."
"What?!"
"DEAL?"
"Mm…ok."
We stood there talking and holding each other under the dark grey sky for hours.
*Flashback ending*
"You better not tell anyone you saw me crying."
"Seto…I promise I won't tell if I can hold you."
"Yes… Yami please hold me."
"Seto I love you so much."
"I love you too Yami."
They kissed and kissed over and over again.
"Seto... I'm sorry." Yami said through kisses.
"I'm sorry, too."
Seto's arm found his was up Yami's shirt, his hand roaming Yami's chest.
Yami's POV
He pressed his lips on mine. His hand searched all my body looking, longing for that place below my waist. I am acting like I was an innocent virgin, being touched for the first time. Still, kissing our tongues battled in each other mouth. We parted grasping for air. He started to take his clothes off then mine. He took his shirt off and started to unzip his pants. His long legs came out of his pants. He wears boxers and so do I. Now, that we are now naked our bodies pressed against each others bare skin. His lips were soft. His body warm. The heat of our bodies together was over whelming heat. His lips lowering and lowering down my body, starting from my lips and now on my neck and still going lower. This feeling; the feeling I hadn't felt for a long time since we parted. His handing still roaming my body, touch every inch of my body. I sat on the table in put me on. I sat there eyes closed, moaning slightly. My breath shorten I was really enjoying this and so was he. My lips quivered at the feeling of his mouth kissing my navel. The heat of his lips was greater than his body. I felt like I as in hell, but yet in heaven. He knew what to do and how to do it. He's remarkable. He is now below my waist. My breath quicken. Hi mouth kissing and no opening to let my erect member, in his hot mouth. His mouth pulling in and out was more overwhelming than the heat of our bodies together. I grabbed the nearest object, which were the side ends of the table.
"You like it don't you." He said.
I couldn't say a word. All I could do was moan. This was a yes to Kaiba. I arched my back so my member could go deeper in his mouth. He pulled out after a while of giving me a really awesome blowjob. As he pulled out saliva strings hanged to his mouth and my member.
"Don't stop now." I said like I was moaning that sentence out.
"But I have to or else you will come too quickly." He said with a smirk.
"Don't be a tease." It was like I was under his spell. I was longing for him to be in me. I didn't want him to stop it was like I was floating in the sky. It felt so good. He started to play with my right nipple, teasing me by biting it softly then pulling away.
"But it's fun." He answered.
He was handsome and had beautiful blue eyes. I just wanted to look at his face all day, but this pleasure is too much to give up now. He stopped playing with my nipple. He distracted me with a passionate kiss, as he slipped one finger in me. He didn't use lube because we didn't have any. So he used his saliva. Not that I mind or anything. I flinched at the feeling.
"Does it hurt?"
"No." I still had my eyes closed.
"Then I'm going to put the 2nd finger in. Okay?"
"OK, I'm ready."
He pulled out his 1st finger. He stuck both fingers in his mouth then mine. He slid them in really fast. I moaned loudly. My lips quivered again as he slid his fingers in and out of me faster then before. I loved him and he loved me. Our promise was to always love each other no matter what. I know it will always be this way. His tongue in my mouth our tongues battled for control. He took out his two fingers and slid three back in. I screamed and tiny scream. I know I done this before, but it still kinda hurt.
Kaiba POV
He's still tight. I know he's enjoying this much more then me. I loved seeing him this way. His lips shined with sweat. I so wanted to kiss him. I lowered my head to his, and kissed his red lips.
I fasten my speed sliding in and out faster then before. He moaned out loudly making my member faster and longer. Seeing him in so much pleasure made me horny, but knowing I'm giving him this pleasure made me hornier. I slid my fingers in once more then pulled them out.
"I'm going to stick in my member, ok."
He nodded with his eyes still closed, I pushed in him. He screamed and 'ahhh'.
Yami's POV
He trusted into me. I screamed and shot open my eyes. Tears coming out of my eyes.
"Does it hurt a lot?" He asked.
"Kinda."
"I'll stop if you want."
"No, don't."
"Don't worry I wouldn't even if you asked now." He said kissing me.
He thrusted into me. More tears came out of my eyes. The pain I felt became pleasure. I couldn't stop moaning. I arched my back letting him in deeper. We were all sweating. Drops of sweat fell from put heads and bare naked bodies. We kissed and kissed.
"I'm coming!" I yelled.
"Me too!" He said trusting into me harder hitting that special spot in me. I moaned as loud as I could. I cummed in Kaiba's mouth. He cummed inside me. It ended after that. He was on top of me. We were panting. We looked into each others eyes.
"I love you, Yami."
"I love you, Seto."
"Hey Yami, Are we still n school." He said looking around."
"Shit, we are."
He pulled out and got off of me.
He put on his clothes on quickly and so did I.
"I can't believe we forgot we were in school." He said.
"It was your fault. You got carried away. Now we can't get into class. Well, I won't go to class with cum dripping out of my ass." I said.
"We then let's not go."
"What?"
"Let's ditch."
"We're going to get trouble, Kaiba."
"That's if we get caught, but we won't."
"Okay. I'm trusting you."
"Okay. Let's go."
We went to the window across the room and opened it.
We heard footsteps coming toward the room in the hallway.
I couldn't lift my leg up the window shed. Kaiba lifted me up so I could get out the window. He followed after me.
"Wasn't that exciting." Kaiba said.
"Yes, it was. But let's go to your house."
But Yami had forgotten one piece of what he was wearing. Yami had forgotten his right shoe.
MEANWHILE IN THE SCHOOL
"Where the hell did they go?!" Yugi and Joey asked each other.
Chapter End
~ thanks for reading. Sorry for the long wait. It was kinda short don't you think.*LEMON*
Yes, I hoped you liked it. NINA Y