Parchment
PG
"Every evening I sit here, Sirius, watching the moon as it comes up each night. Every full moon, I think of Remus, sometimes I even hear his howling. Tonight, however, I won't..."
Disclaimer: I do not own Remus, nor Harry Potter, I do, in fact, own Laini and this story.
A/N: This is the letter given to Laini by Remus... I don't really like the way this letter is, but I thought someone might be interested in what it had to say, I am, in fact, thinking about altering it completly...
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Laini Black,
By the light of the full moon, I will be with you; I will be the one to take your hand when darkness beckons for you to come. I will be the one there to catch you as you fall. If you ever need a hand to hold when the winter winds encircle you, I will be there. Please, don't try to hide your feelings; you wear them on your sleeve. I see them in each move you make like a movie that only I can grasp. You are my breath and my tears. You are the pleasure and sorrow that fill my soul. You are the only thing I need to exist in this world, for you hold all my lifelong dreams and fears. Your eyes light up and I know that you are the only one I can turn to for help when the moon is full. If I were to ever lose you, I think I'd lose myself as well. Laini Black, please take this message to heart, it is truthfully what I'm feeling and it's exactly everything I've ever wanted to say to you, but had been incapable to put into expressions. I'd understand if you refuse to ever talk to me again, though it would hurt me so much. Now as I am gradually dying I hope you can see, that all my life, all I've ever sought after, all I've ever desired, was you...
Yours Forever,
Remus Lupin
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A/N: I know, terrible, flames are welcome if you didn't like it. If you have any ideas for a better letter, I'd love to hear them... sorry this isn't what most probably expected, but here it is...