Finally!
I've posted this so you guys (all three of you) can read the next
part. Hope it's not too much of a dissapointment.
Pressing
her shoulder hard against the shelves, the chairs and every last bit
of anything that could be used to block the library doors, Buffy
grunted and groaned as the vampires on the other side of the doors
tried harder and harder to get in. Giles was next to her, showing
surprising strength for a man of whatever age he was.
"Push!"
he ordered her through a firmed jaw and gritted teeth.
"What
do you think I'm doing? Pulling?" Buffy snapped at him, not
bothering to keep her biting remarks in check, no matter the
seriousness of the situation. She was starting to wonder whether or
not she had made the right choice.
If this was the end of the
world, she wondered if she was spending her last moments with the
right people. When she looked at Giles through her strained eyes she
saw the unwillingness to give up.
Across the room she saw
Jenny Calendar, the computer teacher who surprisingly was muttering
something in Latin, standing beside Willow who was also talking in
Latin. Something about doing a spell that'll help Cordelia and
Angel find each other if they're separated. Both looked nervous,
afraid even, but also strong enough to do what they were trying to
do.
Then it happened. A bright light, as if lightening had
struck, flashed throughout the room and Jenny and Willow, gripping
each other's hands as they continued chanting, tried to stand still
as the ground shook.
"That's not us!" Jenny yelled,
referring to the ground splitting in half throughout the
library.
The two flew to different ends of the room, both
looking quite disoriented. Willow shook it off and stood up,
stumbling slightly as the ground continued to shake.
"That
was so cool!" she actually screamed, adrenaline obviously seeping
through every inch of her.
All of a sudden, something exploded
inside of Buffy. She felt it coming, like heartburn leading up to a
heart attack. But still, when it came she was as disoriented as
Willow was after being thrown across a room and straight into a wall.
Her entire life flashed before her eyes as a hand smashed through the
circular hole in the library door and grabbed at her hair, her
precious hair.
She let out a growl and her hand shot up
miraculously fast, snapping the hand in two, causing the vampire on
the other side to whimper in pain and retract his hand.
"We
need something to block the things, the circular window-things!"
Buffy informed the other three occupants of the room as the windows
shattered on the other end of the library where all the bookshelves
were. Something was going down on the roof of the school too, just
above the library.
For a second she thought she saw an ugly
looking, costumed freak who had had too much kool-aid to drink.
This
time when Buffy woke up it wasn't so violently. Neither was it a
peaceful awakening, but deep down in her subconscious she welcomed
the absence of intensity.
Buffy's eyes blinked open and she
gradually sat up in her bed. She rubbed her forehead thoroughly as
she shut her eyes, trying to destroy the images of that night at
Sunnydale High.
I'll be back at that hellhole
tomorrow.
It was a frightening thing to look forward to.
Usually she loved going back to school, seeing some of her 'friends'
and raising her popularity status. But this year...this year she was
afraid to even be touched. At least until she figured out what was
going on with her. She could lift her bed without breaking a sweat.
She could hear dogs barking a mile away and could see through the
night sky without squinting her eyes.
She was no superman, she
found out. She couldn't lift her house up from its foundation but
she could move her refrigerator from one spot to another without
breaking her back like the man who installed it did.
"Ugh!
What the hell's going on?" was the question she asked herself
every time she woke up in the middle of the night from one of her
stupid dreams where she relived that night. Sometimes it wasn't
just a recreation of that night though; sometimes it was some creepy
vision of something.
Sometimes it was something. What a
nice description for the psychiatrists I'm going to have chasing me
around if I let anyone know about whatever's going on with me.
Cordelia crept quietly to the edge of the rocky lip,
peering over to see the path that few walked down, a short cut to the
side of Sunnydale where the Bronze was located that teenagers usually
preferred.
In the distance she saw two recognizable faces,
ones that belonged to her friends, Xander Harris and Willow
Rosenberg. Willow looked outright bored and Xander desperately tried
to change that by teasing her with some ice cream to the
face.
Cordelia couldn't help but grin at the sight of them
so innocently enjoying each other's company, strolling absently
down a path, just wandering along, minding their own business. But
the tingling sense along her spine gave off a warning signal and she
couldn't help but scan the area around them.
She'd
convinced her parents a week earlier to allow her to take the bus
back to Sunnydale. Informing them that it was a test for her, to see
if she could handle being alone for a long period of time. And she
aced that test. Except for the part where she checked in with her
father.
Ten minutes earlier she had arrived at the bus station
and caught onto something, a whiff of bad, old cologne that could
only belong to a badly styled vampire. She'd followed the trail and
there she was, gazing upon her friends.
Using the darkness as
her ally, she narrowed her eyes, as if magnifying her vision, and got
a closer look at Willow and Xander, who'd stopped walking and were
talking about something.
Then she saw the vampire. One that
was wearing an ugly brown, suede jacket and blue jeans, totally not
matching or even looking good paired with one another. He crept and
crawled like the animal he was proving himself to be. Finally, he
narrowly escaped their view by hiding behind a tree.
Cordelia
pushed herself up and stood perfectly still after that, waiting till
one of the streetlights flickered. Timing herself, she tucked and
rolled behind a row of bushes, easily providing herself with some
cover until she counted to twenty, saw the first flicker of many on
the street light that might reveal her, and sped across the grass
hill as silent as a mouse.
In a matter of seconds she was
about a foot or two behind the vampire, who surprisingly was showing
patience as he waited for his own moment to pounce upon the
unsuspecting teenagers.
Cordelia didn't give him a chance
though, coming up from behind and wrapping her arm around his neck.
With one quick movement, she forced his neck to go too far in one
direction, snapping it in two just as Angel had taught her.
Wiping
the dust off the front of her brand-new jacket, Cordelia brushed her
hair behind her ears and tiptoed around the tree before jumping onto
Xander's back, scaring him shitless.
He didn't fall
straight to the ground, like she expected him too. He actually
supported her weight and ran around yelping like a crazy man.
Cordelia couldn't seem to stop laughing.
No matter what
troubles she was going to face, she was glad to not only be home, but
to be with her friends again.
Licking his lips
and perusing the long line of books in his bookshelf, Giles blinked
several times, rubbing his eyes with one hand to keep his eyes open
while the other lifted a few more books onto the shelf.
The
sound of his phone ringing stopped his chore and he placed the books
on his couch before walking over to where his living room met his
kitchen at a small little island. Picking up the phone, he tried to
sound as warm as possible. "Hello?"
"Giles...hey," a
familiar, feminine voice sounded on the other end of the line.
Butterflies fluttered in Giles' stomach involuntarily and he sat
down, stuttering to say hello back while also wondering why the
sudden sound of Jenny Calendar's voice was such a relief.
"Jenny.
It's nice to hear a familiar voice," he greeted, his voice
softening without thought.
"You haven't had a social
summer, I'm guessing?"
"I can't say that I have,"
Giles admitted, a smile tugging at the crease where his bottom lip
met his top. "Not to sound rude and unwelcoming, but may I ask why
the out-of-the-blue phone call?"
Jenny laughed, hesitating.
"I can't say why because I don't know why I called you. I got
home an hour ago and the first person that came to mind was
you."
Giles nearly fell off his stool when the words
fluttered into his ears. It'd been a long while since a woman had
told him he was on her mind. And Jenny, he soon discovered by delving
deep into his thoughts, was the last person he wanted to forget
him.
"R-Really?" he stuttered, his cheeks flushing a soft
shade of pink.
Again, Jenny laughed. A melodic sound that not
only brought more butterflies to Giles' stomach but also melted his
heart a little.
What am I, a teenager? Five minutes ago I
was wondering whether I should organize my tomes by alphabetical or
by age. Now I'm sitting here, falling out of my seat and stuttering
like a hormone crazed teenager.
"Well, Giles...you have
to admit. You and I are about the only tolerable people over the age
of twenty-five in Sunnydale," Jenny admitted.
Nodding to
himself, Giles found the sudden urge to continue the conversation
until time ended. Talking to an interesting person who also actually
wanted to talk to him was a rarity and he wasn't going to
pass up the chance. "How was your summer?"
"Mind-numbingly
boring," Jenny admitted with a sigh. "I guess with all that
happened the night Cordelia killed the Master I got a little
accustomed to eventful things happening. Then I come here
and...blech."
"Is that even a word?" Giles teased,
easing into the conversation.
"How was your summer?" Jenny
asked, ignoring his baiting.
"As exciting as yours," Giles
said sarcastically into the phone. "Even if you'd stayed here for
the summer you'd have had just as much entertainment."
"No
vampire activity?"
"Not that I'm aware of," Giles
explained, not that sad about it. "The Hellmouth isn't closed, so
it's quite easy to guess that our problems have yet to end."
Jenny
took a silent minute before speaking and Giles had the strange
feeling that she had a sly smirk on her face. "Our problems?
So you're finally including me in the situation?"
"I
guess you can say that," Giles whole-heartedly replied. A lump
formed in his throat and he was quiet for the longest time until he
realized it was too emotionally dangerous for him to be left alone
with his thoughts and began speaking once again to detract away from
them. "You said you didn't know why you called me. Were you
telling the truth?"
"It's killing you, not knowing why,
isn't it?"
"If I say yes will you tell me?" Giles
asked, sounding like a little boy, so innocently wanting an answer
without being too desperate.
Jenny sighed into the phone, not
exactly frustrated but obviously contemplating whether to give
classified information to him or not. "Truthfully?"
"Always."
"Over
summer I had a lot of time to think about things," she explained,
her voice getting quieter as each word slipped out of her mouth into
Giles' ear. "My opinions...my feelings."
Again, Giles
lost his balance and nearly fell from his seat. Perhaps it was
wishful thinking but the way she was speaking to him about it, he had
the notion that the 'feelings' she was thinking about were in
relation to him.
"I've never believed in crossing the line
between friend and lover, maybe because I've never had to really
consider it," Jenny continued and Giles swore he could hear her
heart beating over the phone. Or maybe it was his, beating and
thumping against his chest so loudly that it echoed throughout his
head. "Giles?"
"Yes?" he asked, his voice almost
leaving him.
"You and I...are friends right?"
The
silence was breaking by the bookshelf falling forward, crashing onto
the floor loudly.
"What was that?" Jenny asked,
concerned.
"Um...nothing." Giles lied, wanting to get back
to the topic at hand more desperately than he'd ever suspect
himself to be.
"No, I heard it. Sounded like something fell,
something broke."
Giles sighed, looking over his shoulder at
the damage. "It was my bookshelf. It fell."
"Oh. Well,
you should really clean that-"
"It can wait," Giles cut
her off, forgetting any sense of control over his emotions.
And
Jenny let out a small laugh, obviously noting how much he wanted to
continue the conversation. "I'll talk to you tomorrow. First day
of school, remember?"
"Right," Giles ran a hand through
his hair, smiling. "Come to the library after school if you can't
get away from your classes, if you like."
"I
will."
"Good."
"It's a date then," she
dared to say, causing Giles to sit up straighter, his free hand
gripping the counter.
"Yes...a date."
Buffy
ran a hand down the front of her shirt, smoothing the wrinkles that
she discovered before anyone could see any fault with her outfit.
Sneaking out in the middle of the night after waking up from
one of those weird dreams was exactly the remedy to get it off her
mind. Shouldn't have gone to bed so early anyways.
She
cleared her throat, popped her knuckles and started to walk again
towards the Bronze. Something weird was going on with her but she
wasn't going to let it ruin her social life.
Better to
act as if nothing is wrong with me; she had reminded herself
while sneaking out of her house. The sign that read 'Bronze'
flickered as she neared and the door leading inside creaked open. A
slight chill ran up Buffy's spine but she ignored it, gathering as
much nonchalance as she could.
Showing no sympathy for the
door she pushed it open with a thrust of her hand, almost knocking it
off of its hinges as she sauntered into the room, gathering as much
attention as she always did.
The first person she saw in there
wasn't one she expected. It was Angel; the cute guy who drove her
home after Cordelia killed Jesse. Or 'staked' him, whatever.
Stake. Kill. Tomato. Tom'ato.
"Angel?" she acted as
if she didn't know him and didn't know anything about him besides
his name. But truthfully, she always wondered about him after that
night. And even when Cordelia fought the Master she caught sight of
him, caring after her, being with her. A slight amount of jealousy
found its way into Buffy's bloodstream and flowed through her for a
moment before she took control.
"Buffy?" he seemed
genuinely surprised at the sight of her, his chocolate eyes lighting
up for a moment as short as Danny Devito. It was plain to see that he
was at the Bronze for other reasons, but he wasn't necessarily
going to tell her to buzz off, which was a relief. "What're you
doing here?"
"I come here all the time."
"Really,
haven't seen you around." He surprised her by saying that.
I
guess he's here every night. Never figured that.
Something
in her expression obviously gave her away. It didn't bother her
that he could read her so well only because something else was
distracting her. Something about him. A feeling in the pit of her
stomach that alarmed her. He seemed nice so she ignored it,
scratching off the possibility that he was bad news.
"This
is part of my patrol. You know about vampires, right? I swear that
you were there that night..."
"Oh boy, was I!" She would
have spoken further had she not caught sight of Bobby, his nose
bruised and covered by a bandage. He immediately backed into the wall
and tripped over himself trying to find the exit before she even
blinked.
Angel watched him go curiously. "What was that
about?"
He's a curious fella isn't he? "Nothing.
We broke up a few months ago. Still a little weird between us."
"Oh,
okay." Angel nodded, glancing back at the doorway and replaying the
image of the teenage boy running like a girl from a girl. He
couldn't help but allow a ghost of a smile to pass over his face.
"I have a feeling it wasn't mutual."
"Good guess,"
Buffy tried to hide her discomfort, which was slipping fast through
her defensive wall. Angel was being nice to her, even if he was a
friend of Cordelia's. The slight sparkle of friendliness in his
entrancing, dark eyes surprised her and undid her in a way that she
didn't like, making her uneasy instead of confident, anxious
instead of cool.
Plus, the feeling that there was something
about him she should know, and if she did she wouldn't have stuck
around, was still floating around in the back of her mind, still
gnawing at her insides as if she were hungry. She would have
complained about it, lying and saying that she ate bad food and
needed to sit down. But to Buffy's annoyance she didn't want to
bestow her 'Queen B' persona upon Angel.
Angel caught
sight of the hesitance in being around him, and scratched the back of
his head. "You don't have to stick around and talk with me. You
probably have a lot of other people you need to speak with, don't
want you to miss out on some much-needed fun."
"I guess
you're right..." Buffy sighed, as if disappointed. She looked
over his shoulder, then over hers, seeing a lot of familiar faces yet
not one that she wanted to approach. "Or, if you're not in too
much of a rush, I can keep you company."
At first, Angel
didn't respond, as if too embarrassed to turn her down. Before he
could say anything, though, Buffy took it as she saw and cut him off
with an apologetic tone. "Or not. I mean I'm sure there are lots
of vampires for you to...exterminate. Besides, I don't want to
deprive everyone else of my presence."
She cleared her
throat, nodded and then turned to go, thinking whatever
conversational relationship she had with Angel ended for good. But
Angel's hand grabbing her shoulder, his grip far from tight,
perhaps even comforting, stopped her.
"Don't," his voice
sent tantalizing chills up her spine but at the same time the touch
of his hand to her shoulder weirded her out. The coldness of his
hands finding its way through the threads of her shirt to her skin
gave off another variation of a warning signal in her mind. Again she
ignored it. "I was planning on staying a while. I'd love the
company. Unless you really do need to go hang out with your
friends."
"I don't need to do anything," Buffy
said to him bluntly. "Besides, they can live without me for a
night."
"When'd you get back?" Xander
asked Cordelia when she slipped off his back, still catching his
breath.
"Ten or twenty minutes ago."
"And you
came to give us heart attacks first? How generous," Xander said to
her in a mock voice, still rubbing his chest.
Willow nudged
Cordelia and whispered, "He's been a little...testy lately. His
lung capacity isn't so good either."
"My lung capacity
is...dandy!" Xander tried to argue but gave in and smiled, mostly
at Cordelia. "Glad you're back. You'd be surprised at how dull
it's been."
Cordelia shook her head in disbelief, "You're
kidding. Vampires can be dull?"
"We haven't seen one all
summer," Willow explained. She seemed so pleased at that so
Cordelia decided to leave out the vampire she just dispensed of a
minute prior. "Hence the dullness."
"I actually
preferred it," Xander muttered under his breath. "With the
exception of you missing all summer, I enjoyed the line of
nothingness we've experienced these past months."
Cordelia
nodded. "Sorry if my arrival brings it all back, but I got a
feeling that it hasn't come to an end yet. No matter how much we
all want it."
"Maybe we'll have some fun now," Willow
said, starting to walk down the path.
Before Cordelia could
follow her, though, Xander's hand grabbed at her shoulder and kept
her from moving any further.
Not once blinking or tearing his
eyes from her, utmost concern shining in his deep brown eyes, Xander
lowered his voice as an indication of the importance of his question.
"You doing okay?"
"Now that I'm back, I think I'll
get a lot better."
"Are you lying?"
Narrowing her
eyes challengingly, Cordelia grinned wryly, keeping it to herself
when she turned away in response to his question, leaving Xander with
nothing to do other then follow right behind her.
"Goodnight, then." Buffy turned to walk in the direction
towards her house, knowing Angel would go the other direction. But
once she walked a few feet, she felt him still behind her, and could
hear him trying to form words. Finally she decided to not ignore it
anymore and turned around quickly, actually startling Angel. "Is
there something else you want?"
"I just...I hate letting
you walk home alone," he admitted timidly, stuffing his hands in
his jacket pockets and shuffling his feet. "It's nighttime, and
no matter how safe you might think it is, it's not."
Buffy
nodded, motioning for him to walk beside her and not behind her.
"Guess I'd like the company. Just don't get any funny ideas and
jump me when we go around the corner."
"Why would I do
that?"
"Just kidding," Buffy looked at him curiously.
"You don't joke around much, do you?"
"I guess I'm
not a joking kind of guy," Angel shrugged, walking along side of
Buffy.
For a moment he was distracted as they left the alley
and were walking along one of the more used streets. Street lights
flickering and store signs being turned off were just some of the
many reminders that not only was it dark, but it was getting to the
time that the creatures who stalked through the night would be coming
out of their hiding places. "Maybe it's because I haven't
really been around people a lot lately."
"I thought you
went to the Bronze every night. That's the gist I got anyways."
"I
do. What I meant was that I'm not a friendly guy. I don't have a
lot of people to talk to, to make jokes with and stuff that...people
like you do," Angel turned left down a street, remembering out of
the memory of driving Buffy home that she lived just a few streets
and up a hill from where the movie theatre and the Bronze
were.
"People like me? Is that a compliment or an insult?"
Buffy asked, forming her tone into an inquisitive one, instead of her
usual challenging, sarcastic one.
Angel looked down at her,
realizing how short she was compared to him. "Somewhere between the
two."
Buffy scoffed; shocked that he actually was willing to
risk his physical health by saying something like that. "You have a
lotta nerve!"
"Now that..." Angel stopped walking,
turning to face her, a mischievous grin creeping onto his pale, yet
handsome face. "Was a joke."
It wasn't the funniest one
in the book, but Buffy still laughed, and actually blushed a little
when his eyes remained on her. For a moment she was positively
petrified that her knees would buckle; something she hadn't felt
since before high school.
Not bothering to grab
her keys out of her bag, Cordelia walked up the pathway to her house,
hoping that her father wouldn't be too mad about her taking a
detour on the way home.
Maybe I can lighten the mood and
knock, pretending to be like a rude saleswoman who goes to people's
houses in the middle of the night. The idea sounded ludicrous but
Cordelia did it anyways, tapping on the door in some offbeat pattern.
In the corner of her eye she caught sight of some daffodils
along with various other flowers along the porch. They weren't
there before but she chalked it down to her father trying to bring
life to their house, even if the choice of flowers seemed a little
too feminine.
The door opened and while she expected,
rightfully, her father to greet her, she was devastated and confused
to discover a woman who looked to be in her thirties with a smile on
her face that made her look too happy.
Trying to hold onto her
ability to stand, Cordelia blinked several times, laughing absently
to relieve the sinking feeling in her heart. "Um...Hi."
"Hello,"
the woman greeted her with a flowing voice, deep and throaty. "Would
you like to come in?"
"Sure," Cordelia couldn't help
but smile, thinking to herself that this was all some huge mistake
and she should make light of it. "This is still my house
right?"
"Of course it is, Cordelia."
Cordelia's
smile faltered, "Okay. It's not the fact that you know my name
that's weirdin' me out. It's the fact that I don't know who
you are."
"Well, your father talks of you quite a
bit. I'm surprised that he hasn't mentioned me on one of your
phone conversations."
Never taking her eyes off of the
woman, Cordelia, with more then a little fright in her voice, yelled
into the house. "Dad!"
A moment of silence passed and
while Cordelia waited for her father to appear she looked at the
woman with incredulity while she, oddly, looked at her with an
innocent, wide-eyed expression.
It wouldn't have bothered
her if she wasn't so caught off guard, but for some reason Cordelia
had the notion that the woman was acting a little too innocent while
she kept her eyes on her.
Finally her father appeared in an
apron, looking just as innocent as the woman, only more natural.
Cordelia would have pointed out his apron and laughed but it wasn't
the time.
"Cordelia, you were supposed to be home over an
hour ago," he said to her, glancing at the woman for a quick
second. "So I automatically presumed you'd be at least two
hours late."
Cordelia took a hesitant step inside, hoping to
get near her father, to slap him upside the head and make him realize
there was a strange woman in the house. But she knew what was going
on. The sad thing was that she just wasn't willing to accept it
quite yet.
She spent three months away from her father,
feeling bad for him spending the entire summer alone and wishing she
could keep him company and here she comes home to find out he wasn't
alone at all.
"Oh," he said, realizing the lack of
introductions. "Cordelia, this is Sandra. Sandra, this is my
daughter."
Cordelia didn't even bother to offer a polite
smile, only a small nod of her head in acknowledgement.
"She's
my...friend."
"A friend? Like a business friend?"
Cordelia's words were running into each other as she started to
lose the ability to breath. The pieces were falling together so damn
quickly that her mind was fogged. She wasn't going to stop talking
until her father managed to speak up and say that the woman was a
distant relative or the first lady visiting their house to give them
a check for being such a top-notch, albeit dysfunctional, family. "No
offense meant by this, but is she our maid?"
"No,
Cordelia. She's-"
"Our real-estate agent?" Cordelia
glanced back across the lawn, looking for a FOR SALE sign to relieve
her of the tightness in her heart, the sickening feeling in her
stomach. "Dad, did you decide to sell the house and move to Malibu
without telling me? Is this just a surprise that I've
ruined?"
"No-"
"Next-door neighbor coming over
to welcome me back from L.A.?
"Cord-"
"You're
getting me a gynecologist?" That should have been a perfect
question, but unfortunately it did Cordelia no good, causing her dad
to finally raise his voice, stopping her from trying to prevent the
inevitable.
"Cordelia! Sandra here is..." he seemed
unable to say it at first, acting just as mature as his daughter and
having difficulty with it. "Sandra and I are dating."
TBC...
