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Title: Unforgettable
Rating: PG
Genre:
Drama
Pairing: Josh/Sam, CJ/Danny
Summary:
Memories under a fog always escape in the end.
Notes:
Post-Administration.
She still gets vague flashbacks of the
White House, leftovers of her youth when she and her friends still
thought they could change the world. Days when they were idealistic
about what the future would bring.
Her hair has thinned
considerably, she's shrunk an inch or so, and her hands are gnarled
nearly into fists. She tries to flatten them out everyday when she
wakes, but continues to need to friendly man they tell her is her
grandson to help her eat because she can't grip the spoon.
The
morning prior the man had brought a woman with him, "Nana, this is
Marissa. She's Aunt Ally's daughter. Do you remember her?"
And
memories pushed to be released from the fog they were kept under. She
swore that she saw a brunette little girl prancing through desks and
smiling at her while a man called for her to return. Unknowingly the
old woman spoke, "Alison..."
A bright smile lit the young
couple's faces and they stayed with her until the orderly called
that visiting hours were over.
She woke the next day, aware of
something that had eluded her. A past she'd lost but seemed to have
returned, if only for a few hours. A grin lit her features as she
recalled the Oval Office, the First Daughters, and countless people
she swore she'd never forget.
Donna with her long pretty
hair and an ability to play her boss like a violin; Margaret's
gossiping nature that kept the entire building buzzing with
information at every corner.
Mrs. Landingham. A woman who was
an amazing organizer whom left them at a time they needed her the
most.
Quick to anger Toby, a man who'd given them all a
reason to quit at one time or another but always protected his
friends when they needed him to. He'd died the year after his twins
graduated college, and she had missed him dearly.
Leo, the
most formidable Chief of Staff that had ever held the position, who's
sudden heartattack a few weeks after they left office had stunned
all.
A redheaded reporter who'd become one of the staff's
greatest allies named Danny Concannon.
Josiah Bartlet had
privately admitted once that without the handpicked staff he'd
harangued for most of the campaign trail, he wouldn't have made it
to the White House, and without his wife, Abigail, he wouldn't have
even gone along with Leo when he'd first asked him to run.
Alison
shot into her mind, a glint in Josh's eye at first. It was their
sixth year when she became a picture that had been sorted into
Donna's mail instead of his. Out at meetings on the hill until
lunchtime, his post-administration plans were public knowledge when
he returned. The smile that he wore for the rest of the day had been
infectious.
It was months before the small child joined their
chaotic group, but with bright brown eyes and richly tanned skin, the
nearly-three year old became a miniature Donna who was often found
sitting in the Oval Office while the President spent time on the
phone.
And Sam. The man who'd journey away from his
makeshift family on a venture he twice claimed was to be nearer to
his mother but was in reality a long vacation from a brand of
politics that sucked the life from him. In the end, all it took was a
call from Cathy about the explosions in Gaza to bring back the
wayward son.
The scandal that followed his return had nearly
sent him back from whence he'd come; a stern talking to by Abbey
reminded him that in their years, the storms they had weathered – a
shooting, censure, Zoey's kidnapping – each had ended, if not
happily, but had ended better than it had begun. Running was not
their style, and when had he given the public the right to dictate
whom he loved?
She remembered the patience they had all given
while Josh and Sam quietly brought home a little girl from India,
leaving the rest of the crew behind to handle damage control. Then
she recalled the kiss the two men shared their last day in the
building, standing in the middle of the bullpen, which ended with a
crinkled nose and a "Eww! PDA!" from Alison.
Another day
she swore she'd never forget and suddenly she heard an aged voice
call, "CJ." A hand took her own, and she heard others clambering
around her.
Murmurs came and she heard in the fray of people,
"They don't expect her to go much longer."
Instantly, a
thought washed through her: if these were her final moments then her
recollection had not returned out of simple good luck. No, she was
getting her chance to linger in the past as she had wished each time
one of the elusive memories had crossed her mind.
Josh spoke
to her and she remembered the gaffe their second year with Mary
Marsh. "The God you pray to is too busy being indicted for tax
fraud!" floated into her mind. She let out a breathy giggle. How
many times she'd laughed whenever she heard the soundbite, played
over and over during their sixth year.
And one more memory
flashed before her eyes, perfect in its simplicity:
"You're
going to marry Danny, CJ. You're going to marry him and there will
be more children to run around this house, and god, won't that be
something?" Jed smiled, his illness weighing on his skin but he
stubbornly refused to let it slow him down.
She smiled,
"Unforgettable, Mr. President. It'll be unforgettable."
