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Note: this is the second part to Ayane's secret, I just wanted to add a bit more sadness to ayane's intriguing story! sorry if anything was messed up, my computer has been giving me serious problems! hopefully me and my computer's little disagreement is now sorted i hope!

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Ayane's Secret Part 2

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Beneath the sweet scent of lavender

Lye's the stench of a horrible past

It engulfs her very own childhood

Bringing back painful memories

In her silent slumber

She is a lost little girl.................

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Ayane tossed and turned on the couch as she slept, she felt a little cold as the double doors to the balcony brought in cold wind, her face was still somehow dripping with sweat despite just how cold she really was, as she remembered more of the horrible events that lead up to a murder she would never forget.

: Memory :

Hayate continued in the kitchen, leaving behind the angry Ayane, who switched off the television due to the horrible corny adverts, she looked over her books, they were all soaking wet now she won't be able to show him everything.

The farther had this thing, where the three of them would have to well in either school work, or ninja training, so once he got back from his hard days work of Mugen Tenshin leadership he could see just how well are doing.

Hayate would usually show off some of his new moved he had learnt, while kasumi would do every bit of her homework, and cook and clean the whole house, while Ayane would try her best to produce an efficient amount of homework, not wanting to reveal any of the secret moves Genra had taught her.

It was not totally her fault, she did not getting a nice little desk like kasumi, she would always have to sit in the dark corner, where she did her work in silence.

The only amount of approval she ever got from him, was a slight nod, if she did enough hard work, the rest of the time he would shake his head, saying that she is lazy and weak, not hard working like his sweet precious kasumi.

I am so sick of that big monkey! It's not enough that he has always blamed me for my mothers death, but now he wants to practically banish me from this family! I will make him pay, if he pushes me again I will be forced to do something I may regret!.

Just as she said those words, a tall dark figure entered the living room, he was dressed in the occasional dark red ninja suit, his glare aimed directly at Ayane, who was now sat up, the big pile of neglected soaking wet school books laid neatly on the table in front of her.

"So your still here huh!" he shook his head, it was obvious he believed that Ayane was not welcome to stay anytime, but acted as if he was forced to do so.

"Why didn't't you pick me up from school! It was raining you could of at least of made an effort!" her eye's were undaunted by his, as she stood, boldly looking at him, while her finger pointed to her wet books.

"Must have slipped my mind!" he said it in a sarcastic tone, this really sent angry nerves through Ayane's body, her level gaze looking outside for a second, kasumi who was in the other room had listened to the conversation, as her little head popped through the door.

"Kasumi, come here and greet your farther!" he waited for the shy little girl, as she ran up to greet her farther, he put both hands tightly around her waist, lifting her high in the air with excitement, this had not only hurt but angered Ayane who still stood glaring.

"I will make both of you pay! Just you wait....." as she whispered those words, she headed to her small room slamming the door hard, it was down the stairs in the basement, where as a girl she had always slept, where she could hear the thunder and rain and feel the darkness outside as she cried through out the night.

She crawled into her small dusty bed, the sheets were damp from the leak in the ceiling, she had only old brown boxes around the room, the rest was with Genra since she had moved out long ago, she hated the basement room, it brought back to many painful memories.

"Always kasumi! Sweet precious annoying kasumi" she said as she hugged her damn old pillow that was covered with old stains, she remembered watching kasumi late at night, when the thunder was loud, kasumi would always go and sleep in the fathers bed, where as Ayane had to stay in hayate's room, he was always warm and loving towards her since he knew what his farther was like.

"Mark my words you will pay, then later on I will destroy your precious kasumi then we will see who is the perfect one!" she could not remember crying that night, only feeling sad, trying to sleep but had trouble, she knew the next day would be a perfect day to express her anger.

She heard hayate and his farther talking, the farther was trying to ignore his words, while hayate was shouting, as she lay listening to them both.

"Why couldn't you have called me! I would have picked her up! Instead of making her walk home in the pouring rain!" he stood there glaring at his father, his arms crossed.

"Oh why do you even care about the little rat hayate! You are my son and kasumi's brother, not some half of a little rat like her" he stared at his son, as he saw hayate's face turn red with anger, this could turn into a long night of arguing for them.

"She may not be related to you, but she is related to me, that is why you took her in remember she is family!" hayate was trying desperately not to shout, but his anger took control of him like some kind of robot, he was unable to stop him self.

"your wrong hayate! I took her in because your mother was dieing, through all her pain Ayane was the result! I remember as soon as I saw her I could not bare to look at her, the baby that was full of evil just like her farther!" he was trying not to shout to, only shaking his head softly.

"How can you say that! It is not her fault! She is still apart of mum! Me and kasumi live with that, why can't you?" hayate looked pleadingly at his farther, who stood there glaring, hayate decided he had had enough and headed for his room leaving his farther a few words to think about.

"How would you feel in her place!" he had said before heading up stairs, his farther angry, clenching his fists, before slamming them against the wall, Ayane could feel the angry vibration from all the way in the basement.

"I would have killed myself hayate...long ago!" he departed to his own room, not realising that Ayane had heard the whole of the conversation from the downstairs basement.

"Kill myself huh....I bet if I was willing I could be just as cruel as you!" she cried herself to sleep, hearing the fathers cruel words mixed with hayate's kind words, all echoing in her mind as she slept.

:Memory Ended:

Ayane woke up, walking towards the pink book she had thrown before, it was like still being in a dream, she felt a little dizzy, her vision was not totally clear, as she picked up the book, the little crystals that had been stuck on were falling off, she glared at it.

"To think this once belonged to me!" she remembered when she had brought it, she had seen it in a shop on the way home from school, she thought that if she got something that was like kasumi's taste the farther might actually pay attention to her.

But he only laughed, saying how she was nothing like the mother, only liked dark things just like her farther, who he always related her to.

"All what's left of that bad night!" she through the book in the fire, as she stood by the fire plays, the light making her face even more radiant, the heat from the fire shown in her eye's as she watched the book burn, it was the last thing she would want to remember, the night she had for the first time killed someone.

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Note: well that was the second part of Ayane's secret, and sorry to say but as you can tell there is one more part, the 3rd part, see I thought my story was to predictable, so I wanted to add a little suspense, so hope you tune in next time the chapter is updated! Thanks again please R/R and the 3rd part should hopefully be the last, so it should reveal everything, I really wanted to touch on the subject, and I could picture Ayane between both families at the time, so that's what I created enjoy!.