Okay here's part two...i hope u all enjoy it
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Disclaimer: These character belong to the great Meg Cabot
Chapter Two
My eyes filled with tears, I guess Jesse must have thought that something was wrong cause he quickly got off of me and stood by my bedside. I sat up and just stared at him. It couldn't be real, could it? I mean there's just no way possible.
Before I could say anything Jesse said, "Querida, I am so sorry. Please forgive me, I should not have come to your room while you were asleep." He looked at me with those big brown eyes, "I'll go now."
"No Jesse!" I grabbed onto his arm before he could leave.
"Susannah, I must leave. It was not right of me to come here, I apologize." He would not look me in the eye.
"Jesse, you can't tell? Don't you feel any different?"
"What are you talking about Susannah?" Jesse seemed really confused, like he had no idea what I was talking about.
I took his hand and placed it where his heart was beating from inside his chest. "What...." But then he felt his heart beat and the look on his face was priceless. I guess it's kinda scary to feel your hear beat after one-hundred and fifty years or so.
"Jesse you're alive." I whispered it, I was almost afraid something would happen, like I would wake up and find that this was all a dream.
"How could this be? Susannah, I'm...no...wait...alive?"
I couldn't hold it in anymore, the tears came fast and hard and I threw myself into Jesse's arms and cried tears of joy into his chest. We just stood like that for what seemed like a long time, me holding on to Jesse and Jesse holding on to me.
Finally we broke apart and Jesse wiped my tears away from my face with his hand. "Now, now querida do not cry."
"I'm sorry Jesse I'm just so happy, I mean you're alive." I tilted my lips towards his and he kissed me. He kissed me like it was the first and last time he would ever kiss me. I mean this time it was just perfect. He put his hands on my hips and pulled me closer to him.
Jesse's lips were warm and wet and they captured mine with a relaxed, sensual expertise that took my breath away. He tasted and tempted, licked and nipped, Tenderly, patiently, but only when I opened my mouth to sigh, Jesse eased his tongue inside mine and explored my mouth. We slowly made our way to my bed where Jesse laid me down and then straddled me.
Jesse finally pulled away from my mouth, but then he kissed my neck and said in-between those kisses, "Querida, you were everything I wanted and the one woman I knew I could never have. You were alive but I wasn't. How I craved to be with you. Every minute of every hour of everyday since the day I met you."
"I can't believe you ever felt that way about me." My heart was beating erratically, but my love for Jesse was bursting inside me, like fireworks exploding into the sky.
"I never said anything because I thought that you were better off not knowing."
I stroked Jesse's smooth check. "You are my everything Jesse." I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him down to me. "I dreamed that you would love me, I wanted you to be mine."
Jesse smiled and so did I and then he close the distance between our lips. Then Jess rolled over so he was lying on the bed, his breathing ragged, and then he pulled me up and on top of him. For one long, endless moment we stared at each other, but we didn't speak. I laid my head in the crook of his shoulder and snuggled against him. Then Jesse pulled me closer to him and kissed me on the top of my head.
I wanted to tell him that I loved him. That I had always loved him, even though I thought we could never be together. But instead we both fell asleep.