A/N Song to Play: Glycerine, not so much for the lyrics but for the mood

This Is Where

This is where Team 7 ended.

It's over. I've won. You're not breathing and for some reason, that's ok.

This is where Team 7 ended.

I'm standing and you're not and that's how I always thought it should be.

This is where. In circles of sunshine. This is where we end. My body and yours in a bright light. I'll be the one leaving first.

I'm tired. My arm burns with the fire of a thousand hells. It's scalding, devouring, and blood rises to my mouth, sweet, not sweet, and drops down to your face. I fall down to you. There's no sound. Just the hacking of my body, this disgustingly weak body, as it chokes on its own life.

I want to feel this pain forever. I want to stay in this moment forever because when I move on, then that's when everything will change for good. But who am I to stop anything? There are things ahead of me, waiting. There are men to kill, sins to commit. You will not be the last.

I cannot mourn you. I have no time, no right. But others will take my place. She will mourn, I'm sure. And this time, it will be you making her cry.

The rain falls and the fire is gone. What is left now? Nothing but the sky. Is it crying for you?

I can never go back. It doesn't matter; I never belonged anyway. Not to that village, not to anywhere. Only to you and her. If I had let you, you could've kept me. If I had let her, she could've loved me.

My eyes search your face. Can you hear my thoughts? Don't say a word, don't move a muscle, let me pretend that you are dead. Death makes things so much easier.

Let the rain fall. It will wash away the blood, after all. Funny how I'm the one bleeding when you're the one who was killed.

This is where Team 7 ended, destroyed from within by betrayal. That's what they'll say, but they won't know the half of it.

They won't know how I let go, they won't know how hard you tried not to. They won't know what really died. They won't know what this place is, what it means. They will never know how people can care and hate each other at the same time, can love each other blindly without ever knowing why.

In circles of sunshine and a downpour of rain. A body, a boy, and a girl crying in the distance.

You're dead and so am I.

I can walk away now and they will never know how hard it was.

Thank you.