A/N: Ok I promise I am going to make this chapter longer! I'm going to have
a minimum of 2000 words cause I usually only have a minimum of 1000! Heehee
hope you like.
Disclaimer: ok FIGURE THIS OUT ALREADY! Lol. I own NOTHING that is associated with Harry Potter! Nada! I don't own the song either!
Lily's eyes slowly fluttered open as she awoke from the deep sleep. She lifted her head off her pillow and took in her surroundings. //Where the hell am I? \\. That's when she noticed the sleeping figures in the chairs beside her bed, Sirius, Remus, Melissa, Emma, and James. Sirius slowly awoke as well and noticed that Lily was awake.
"Hey sleepyhead" said the dark haired heartthrob.
"Hey yourself" she replied. "What time is it?"
Sirius lifted his watch to his face to obtain the time. "3:30 in the afternoon"
"Then why aren't you in class!"
"Calm down! It's the weekend! Sheesh" Lily's outburst had awoken the others as well. James realizing that she was awake immediately jumped to the scolding he had been planning in his head earlier.
"Lily! What were you thinking? Do you have any idea how scared I was...how scared we were?" he said gesturing to the others. Lily did not feel like answering so she simply rolled on to her side facing the wall and ignored him.
"Lily?" His voice was calmer now, like he was pleading. Lily rolled over to face them, her eyes shining with the tears she would not shed. She couldn't hold it in any longer though, she finally just burst into tears mumbling things incoherent. James immediately came to her rescue and held her in his arms soothing her as the others watched.
"Lily it's ok, it's ok" Her mumbling became clearer now.
"No it's not! I don't deserve anyone. It was all too much to take. I can't deal with that..."
To calm the mumbling Lily down James began to sing quietly to her rocking her back and forth in his arms.
Time, Sometimes The Time Just Slips Away
And You're Left With Yesterday
Left With The Memories
I, I'll Always Think Of You And Smile
And Be Happy For The Time I Had You With Me
Though We Go Our Separate Ways
I Won't Forget So Don't Forget
The Memories We Made
Please Remember
Please Remember
When I Was There For You
And You Were There For Me
Please Remember
Our Time Together
When Time Was Yours And Mine
And We Were Wild And Free
Please Remember Please Remember Me
Good-Bye, There's Just No Sadder Word To Say
And It's Sad To Walk Away
With Just The Memories
Who's To Know What Might Have Been
We Leave Behind A Life And Time
We'll Never Know Again
Please Remember
Please Remember
When I Was There For You
And You Were There For Me
And Remember Please Remember Me
Please Remember
Please Remember
When I Was There For You
And You Were There For Me
Please Remember
Our Time Together
When Time Was Yours And Mine
And We Were Wild And Free
Then Remember Please Remember Me
And How We Laughed
And How We Smiled
And How This World Was Yours And Mine
And How No Dream Was Out Of Reach
I Stood By You, You Stood By Me
We Took Each Day And Made It Shine
We Wrote Our Names Across The Sky
We Ran So Fast We Ran So Free
And I Had You And You Had Me
Please Remember.
Lily was quiet now. She did remember, that was what was bothering her so much. That she had all these memories with him and she knew she couldn't have anymore.
"Lily?" He brought her out of her thoughts.
"Yes?" she said weakly, barely audible.
"Look at me" she turned her face towards his beautiful one, the one she couldn't have.
"Why did you do that?" Her answer you could almost not hear.
"Because James, you're my whole world, I know I've been denying that for so long but I just can't keep up the act anymore. You're the one thing in this world that I can't have." James had a single tear sliding down his cheek. "Why are you crying?"
"Because you're so beautiful." He said quietly "But you can be so dumb sometimes" he laughed. "What makes me think you can't have me?"
"Because I don't deserve you," she said, silently crying now.
"Lily you deserve the whole world" Lily and James heard a muffled sob from behind them. They both turned to see Melissa and Emma crying and Sirius and Remus had their eyes shining with tears they would not shed, them thinking it would be too girly.
"Who died?' asked Lily
"It's just so beautiful!" exclaimed Emma.
"You guys are pathetic" said James, directing his comment to Sirius and Remus who were now crying openly.
"But it's so romantic!" shrieked Sirius. James shook his head and turned back to Lily.
"Lily?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I ask you a question?"
"You just did" she laughed.
"Well then can I ask another?"
"Sure"
"Lily I would be the happiest man in the world and be so honored if you were my girlfriend. Will you go out with me?" Lily had to think of it for a few seconds. // Well I really do want to, but I don't want to get hurt again. But he wouldn't hurt me again would he? \\ James was becoming impatient.
"Yes"
"Really?!?!?"
"Yes"
"WHOOPEE!!!!" He screamed. Madam Pomfrey came in and began to shriek at them.
"She needs her rest!! You're going to wake the other patients! Get out! GET OUT!" she exclaimed. She ushered everyone out except for Lily.
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Lily was now out of the Infirmary and fully healed 3 days later. Everyday Emma, Melissa, Sirius, Remus, James, had come to visit her. Even peter did one day but he didn't say much. She was on her way to her first class of the day, Potions....with the Slytherins. There was no doubt in her mind that gossip had already traveled through out the whole school about what happened and the Slytherins no doubt were going to tease her. It was going to be one hell of a class. She walked in and took a seat next to James. As she sat down she could see people pointing at her and whispering, she had no doubt what about. Then Malfloy started in on her.
"Oh dear whatever shall I do?" said Malfloy. "The world is much too hard for a mudblood like me to handle, I think I'll just kill myself!" James started shaking angrily then out of nowhere just exploded.
"FUCK OFF MALFLOY! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT!" He looked taken aback but was quick with a comeback.
"Oh is little potty defending his wee wittle girlfriend?" he said in a mock baby voice.
"YES I AM SO JUST SHUTUP!" He had horrible timing, at the exact moment he said that the professor walked in.
"15 points from Gyriffindor for yelling during class" he said airily.
"But that's not fair professor!" he protested. Malfloy had a look of pure glee on his face.
"Another 10 points for arguing with a professor" said professor Riley. That's when lily cut in.
"Professor he was just defending me!"
"Another 20 points and I'll make it 50 next time if you don't shut up" Lily and James huffily sat down as the Slytherins were sniggering silently.
"Ok now that were all quiet, today we will be making a potion that connects you with the person of your choice. What it does is that while you are both sleeping you will be having the same dream that will tell you about your future together. Like if you don't keep in contact the dream will tell you, or if you and the other person get married lets say, then the dream will show you. Understand?"
"The class all said, "yes" in unison.
"Good, the instructions are on the board, get started." He waved his wand and the directions began to write themselves. The students began to pair up. Lily went with James, Melissa with Emma, and Sirius with Remus.
"Ok so it says that we simmer the cauldron to a temperature of 234 Celsius...."
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The class was now coming to an end and everyone was finishing their potions.
"Ok when you are all done pour your potion into a vial and each of you, you and your partner take some before you go to sleep. I want you to write en essay for me, no less then 1 foot of parchment about the dream. To be handed in on Fri. You are dismissed." The bell rang and the students rushed towards lunch.
"Well this is going to be interesting" said Emma as she sat at the table.
"Yeah I know!" exclaimed Sirius.
"I wonder what's going to happen???" asked James directing his comment to Lily, this weird glint in his eye.
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That night before they went to sleep each student took a drink from the potion they made and drifted off to sleep....
The dream did not come for a while for Lily and James, but it did eventually, and they were surprised at what they saw. The dream was passing by in a flash but they could still tell what was happening. They saw Lily and James graduating...James on one knee proposing to Lily...Them getting married...them making love for the first time...Lily having a baby boy with James holding her hand...the baby walking for the first time at only 8 months old...Then abruptly the dream went into slow motion and the sounds were clearer now. She could hear herself and James screaming.
"Lily go! Take Harry! I'll hold them off as long as possible."
"But James!"
'Lily I love you and Harry so much. You're both my whole world! No GO!" Lily ran up to him and gave him a quick passionate kiss, their last and ran up the stairs Harry in her arms. She could hear James battling them and then silence. She heard footsteps up the stairs. She cowered in the corner. The door opened.
"It's over mudblood" said a cold voice that chilled you to the bone. "Move"
"No! Please take me!, Leave Harry. Leave him! Take me!" She was sobbing. And then a bright green light, everything faded to black...
Lily and James both woke at the same exact time in a cold sweat. Lily ran down to the common room as James was coming down the stairs as well. She ran into his arms and just sobbed began crying; crying that seemed like it would never stop...
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The next morning, the couple was really quiet while the others talked about their dream. It seemed that Emma and Melissa would stay friends forever and Remus and Sirius would always stay close to each other.
"So what was your guys dream about?" There was a silence.
"Hello?" Sirius waved his hand if front of their glazed eyes. They came back from their trances. They had to make something up quick.
"Ummm, me and him go out for a while then we break up but were still friends," she said quickly.
"Oh really? I could have swore you guys would get married." Said Remus airily.
"Oh shut up" said Lily knowing that Remus was right. After the others left lily and James came to a silent agreement...they needed to tell Dumbledore. They both walked up to his office, having been there many times they both knew where it was. Upon arriving at the gargoyle, James said the password (sour plum) and moved onto the moving staircase as the gargoyle moved to the side. They knocked on the door and heard a familiar "Come in" They sat in the red chairs in front of his desk.
"How may I help you?" asked Dumbledore a twinkle in his eye.
"Um professor, in Potions yesterday we had to make the 'futerign draught' and well me and James took and there were some um very interesting results."
"Like how?
"Well, um lots of stuff, like we got married, then we had a kid named Harry, and then...then-" James cut her off.
"Some death eaters came and killed both of us" he said in a rush....
A/N: WOOHOO! 2064 words! And 7 pages!" That's the longest chapter so far! Aren't you so proud of me! Well you know you could reward me with a review....
Disclaimer: ok FIGURE THIS OUT ALREADY! Lol. I own NOTHING that is associated with Harry Potter! Nada! I don't own the song either!
Lily's eyes slowly fluttered open as she awoke from the deep sleep. She lifted her head off her pillow and took in her surroundings. //Where the hell am I? \\. That's when she noticed the sleeping figures in the chairs beside her bed, Sirius, Remus, Melissa, Emma, and James. Sirius slowly awoke as well and noticed that Lily was awake.
"Hey sleepyhead" said the dark haired heartthrob.
"Hey yourself" she replied. "What time is it?"
Sirius lifted his watch to his face to obtain the time. "3:30 in the afternoon"
"Then why aren't you in class!"
"Calm down! It's the weekend! Sheesh" Lily's outburst had awoken the others as well. James realizing that she was awake immediately jumped to the scolding he had been planning in his head earlier.
"Lily! What were you thinking? Do you have any idea how scared I was...how scared we were?" he said gesturing to the others. Lily did not feel like answering so she simply rolled on to her side facing the wall and ignored him.
"Lily?" His voice was calmer now, like he was pleading. Lily rolled over to face them, her eyes shining with the tears she would not shed. She couldn't hold it in any longer though, she finally just burst into tears mumbling things incoherent. James immediately came to her rescue and held her in his arms soothing her as the others watched.
"Lily it's ok, it's ok" Her mumbling became clearer now.
"No it's not! I don't deserve anyone. It was all too much to take. I can't deal with that..."
To calm the mumbling Lily down James began to sing quietly to her rocking her back and forth in his arms.
Time, Sometimes The Time Just Slips Away
And You're Left With Yesterday
Left With The Memories
I, I'll Always Think Of You And Smile
And Be Happy For The Time I Had You With Me
Though We Go Our Separate Ways
I Won't Forget So Don't Forget
The Memories We Made
Please Remember
Please Remember
When I Was There For You
And You Were There For Me
Please Remember
Our Time Together
When Time Was Yours And Mine
And We Were Wild And Free
Please Remember Please Remember Me
Good-Bye, There's Just No Sadder Word To Say
And It's Sad To Walk Away
With Just The Memories
Who's To Know What Might Have Been
We Leave Behind A Life And Time
We'll Never Know Again
Please Remember
Please Remember
When I Was There For You
And You Were There For Me
And Remember Please Remember Me
Please Remember
Please Remember
When I Was There For You
And You Were There For Me
Please Remember
Our Time Together
When Time Was Yours And Mine
And We Were Wild And Free
Then Remember Please Remember Me
And How We Laughed
And How We Smiled
And How This World Was Yours And Mine
And How No Dream Was Out Of Reach
I Stood By You, You Stood By Me
We Took Each Day And Made It Shine
We Wrote Our Names Across The Sky
We Ran So Fast We Ran So Free
And I Had You And You Had Me
Please Remember.
Lily was quiet now. She did remember, that was what was bothering her so much. That she had all these memories with him and she knew she couldn't have anymore.
"Lily?" He brought her out of her thoughts.
"Yes?" she said weakly, barely audible.
"Look at me" she turned her face towards his beautiful one, the one she couldn't have.
"Why did you do that?" Her answer you could almost not hear.
"Because James, you're my whole world, I know I've been denying that for so long but I just can't keep up the act anymore. You're the one thing in this world that I can't have." James had a single tear sliding down his cheek. "Why are you crying?"
"Because you're so beautiful." He said quietly "But you can be so dumb sometimes" he laughed. "What makes me think you can't have me?"
"Because I don't deserve you," she said, silently crying now.
"Lily you deserve the whole world" Lily and James heard a muffled sob from behind them. They both turned to see Melissa and Emma crying and Sirius and Remus had their eyes shining with tears they would not shed, them thinking it would be too girly.
"Who died?' asked Lily
"It's just so beautiful!" exclaimed Emma.
"You guys are pathetic" said James, directing his comment to Sirius and Remus who were now crying openly.
"But it's so romantic!" shrieked Sirius. James shook his head and turned back to Lily.
"Lily?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I ask you a question?"
"You just did" she laughed.
"Well then can I ask another?"
"Sure"
"Lily I would be the happiest man in the world and be so honored if you were my girlfriend. Will you go out with me?" Lily had to think of it for a few seconds. // Well I really do want to, but I don't want to get hurt again. But he wouldn't hurt me again would he? \\ James was becoming impatient.
"Yes"
"Really?!?!?"
"Yes"
"WHOOPEE!!!!" He screamed. Madam Pomfrey came in and began to shriek at them.
"She needs her rest!! You're going to wake the other patients! Get out! GET OUT!" she exclaimed. She ushered everyone out except for Lily.
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Lily was now out of the Infirmary and fully healed 3 days later. Everyday Emma, Melissa, Sirius, Remus, James, had come to visit her. Even peter did one day but he didn't say much. She was on her way to her first class of the day, Potions....with the Slytherins. There was no doubt in her mind that gossip had already traveled through out the whole school about what happened and the Slytherins no doubt were going to tease her. It was going to be one hell of a class. She walked in and took a seat next to James. As she sat down she could see people pointing at her and whispering, she had no doubt what about. Then Malfloy started in on her.
"Oh dear whatever shall I do?" said Malfloy. "The world is much too hard for a mudblood like me to handle, I think I'll just kill myself!" James started shaking angrily then out of nowhere just exploded.
"FUCK OFF MALFLOY! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT!" He looked taken aback but was quick with a comeback.
"Oh is little potty defending his wee wittle girlfriend?" he said in a mock baby voice.
"YES I AM SO JUST SHUTUP!" He had horrible timing, at the exact moment he said that the professor walked in.
"15 points from Gyriffindor for yelling during class" he said airily.
"But that's not fair professor!" he protested. Malfloy had a look of pure glee on his face.
"Another 10 points for arguing with a professor" said professor Riley. That's when lily cut in.
"Professor he was just defending me!"
"Another 20 points and I'll make it 50 next time if you don't shut up" Lily and James huffily sat down as the Slytherins were sniggering silently.
"Ok now that were all quiet, today we will be making a potion that connects you with the person of your choice. What it does is that while you are both sleeping you will be having the same dream that will tell you about your future together. Like if you don't keep in contact the dream will tell you, or if you and the other person get married lets say, then the dream will show you. Understand?"
"The class all said, "yes" in unison.
"Good, the instructions are on the board, get started." He waved his wand and the directions began to write themselves. The students began to pair up. Lily went with James, Melissa with Emma, and Sirius with Remus.
"Ok so it says that we simmer the cauldron to a temperature of 234 Celsius...."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The class was now coming to an end and everyone was finishing their potions.
"Ok when you are all done pour your potion into a vial and each of you, you and your partner take some before you go to sleep. I want you to write en essay for me, no less then 1 foot of parchment about the dream. To be handed in on Fri. You are dismissed." The bell rang and the students rushed towards lunch.
"Well this is going to be interesting" said Emma as she sat at the table.
"Yeah I know!" exclaimed Sirius.
"I wonder what's going to happen???" asked James directing his comment to Lily, this weird glint in his eye.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
That night before they went to sleep each student took a drink from the potion they made and drifted off to sleep....
The dream did not come for a while for Lily and James, but it did eventually, and they were surprised at what they saw. The dream was passing by in a flash but they could still tell what was happening. They saw Lily and James graduating...James on one knee proposing to Lily...Them getting married...them making love for the first time...Lily having a baby boy with James holding her hand...the baby walking for the first time at only 8 months old...Then abruptly the dream went into slow motion and the sounds were clearer now. She could hear herself and James screaming.
"Lily go! Take Harry! I'll hold them off as long as possible."
"But James!"
'Lily I love you and Harry so much. You're both my whole world! No GO!" Lily ran up to him and gave him a quick passionate kiss, their last and ran up the stairs Harry in her arms. She could hear James battling them and then silence. She heard footsteps up the stairs. She cowered in the corner. The door opened.
"It's over mudblood" said a cold voice that chilled you to the bone. "Move"
"No! Please take me!, Leave Harry. Leave him! Take me!" She was sobbing. And then a bright green light, everything faded to black...
Lily and James both woke at the same exact time in a cold sweat. Lily ran down to the common room as James was coming down the stairs as well. She ran into his arms and just sobbed began crying; crying that seemed like it would never stop...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The next morning, the couple was really quiet while the others talked about their dream. It seemed that Emma and Melissa would stay friends forever and Remus and Sirius would always stay close to each other.
"So what was your guys dream about?" There was a silence.
"Hello?" Sirius waved his hand if front of their glazed eyes. They came back from their trances. They had to make something up quick.
"Ummm, me and him go out for a while then we break up but were still friends," she said quickly.
"Oh really? I could have swore you guys would get married." Said Remus airily.
"Oh shut up" said Lily knowing that Remus was right. After the others left lily and James came to a silent agreement...they needed to tell Dumbledore. They both walked up to his office, having been there many times they both knew where it was. Upon arriving at the gargoyle, James said the password (sour plum) and moved onto the moving staircase as the gargoyle moved to the side. They knocked on the door and heard a familiar "Come in" They sat in the red chairs in front of his desk.
"How may I help you?" asked Dumbledore a twinkle in his eye.
"Um professor, in Potions yesterday we had to make the 'futerign draught' and well me and James took and there were some um very interesting results."
"Like how?
"Well, um lots of stuff, like we got married, then we had a kid named Harry, and then...then-" James cut her off.
"Some death eaters came and killed both of us" he said in a rush....
A/N: WOOHOO! 2064 words! And 7 pages!" That's the longest chapter so far! Aren't you so proud of me! Well you know you could reward me with a review....