Objection
I sit in the park waiting. Aniki is in a tree hidden from view. I asked for him to withdraw the threat he made to Kuwabara. I had taken a month to build up everything I wanted to say to him and I was ready to do it. But I also wanted my aniki there just incase I need him. I don't think Kuwabara would do anything to hurt me but the look in his eyes that day...well lets just say it made me rethink my faith in his kindness. I picked a day, yesterday, to answer his call personally. He asked me the same question, 'can we get together?' This time I said yes and he wanted to meet in a coffee shop but I said no. I didn't want a place where aniki couldn't be there. So I made him change it to the park. We got here an hour early so that I could rehearse to myself how I wanted this to go. I'm very nervous. I sit there and play with the string Keiko brought me. I think it's called 'cat's cradle.' I sigh as I wait. I look up at the branch at aniki and I smile. He makes me feel better when he's there. If he wasn't I'd be too afraid to speak for myself.
She's fidgeting below me. I see her look up at me and I smile. I know she can't see me but I know she can feel it. She's gotten out of wearing her custom kimono all the time. At least around me. I've noticed her change of attitude. Not that I'm complaining, but she's no longer so soft spoken. She talks to me as much as possible and she dresses in darker shades but still too light for my taste. Like now, for instance, she's wearing a royal blue sundress with light blue rose print. A gift from the fox on her last birthday. It fits very well to say he bought it from what he said was the junior section. I have no idea what the hell that is but I'm guessing it's a section below Yukina's age. I suddenly frown as I feel his presence. I see him coming through the leaves and I scowl. He's carrying flowers for her. How pathetic. I have a right mind to slice him to pieces and feed them to one of Mukuro's disgusting pets. But I have to do as Yukina asked me to and not interfere with this. I'll let her deal with him her way.
He's here. I stand up and straighten my dress. He has baby blue roses for me. I accept them graciously and invite him to sit down with me. Next thing I hear is a thousand apologies from him... unfortunately I'm not listening to a word he says. I simply let him say all the excuses he had for being with her. It's only when he hugs me that I snap back to attention. I suddenly smell something I remember smelling when he held me that night, perfume...and not just any...hers. According to the way Yusuke describes it I'm pissed! I push him away and stand throwing the roses to the ground. Taking it a step further, I smash the roses under the flat shoes I'm wearing.
It's not her fault that she's so irresistible.
But all the damage she's caused is unfixable!
Every twenty seconds you repeat her name.
"How dare you come to me smelling like her? I swear Kazuma, you are the sorriest ningen I've ever met and after being held prisoner by one that's saying a lot!" I shout.
But when it comes to me
You don't care
If I'm alive or dead!
"You say you love me but I bet if she were to walk by you'd leave right there just to chase after her!"
Objection!
I don't wanna be the exception
To get a bit of your attention!
"I don't want to be second just because some other woman looks better than me! I refuse to be the second one you love!"
I love you for free and I'm not your mother!
But you don't even bother
"I really loved you. I was in love with you Kazuma! All I asked was that you let me stay at your side. But you had to go off with another!"
Objection! I'm tired of this triangle
Got dizzy dancing' tango
"I don't want to be some kind of third wheel to this game you're playing Kazuma. I just want to be the only one you're with! That's all I ask for!"
I'm falling apart in your hands again.
No way I've got to get away!
I feel tears of frustration coming down my face. "Now, I don't want you back. I just want you to go away!" I say stomping the roses again.
Next to her cheap silicon I look minimal
That's why in front of you're eyes I'm invisible!
"I know I'm not as pretty or smart or have the endowments of other women but...I thought I was enough for you to not look through me!"
But you got know most things can't!
Better keep you're feet on the ground
And see what it's about!
"You shouldn't just look through every girl who doesn't have what you want just because you found some one better. That isn't fair!"
Objection! I don't wanna be the exception!
To get a bit of your attention!
"You've got to pay attention to what's in front of you instead of to the side!"
I love you for free and I'm not your mother!
But you don't even bother!
"There are those who'll love you the same regardless of what's bad about you...I was one of them!"
I'm tied to the angles of this triangle
Got dizzy dancing tango
"I was completely bound to you. I really wanted spend my life with you!"
I'm falling apart in your hands again!
I've got to get away!
He tried to grab my hands and I shove him away from me. I back away and pick up the tattered bouquet at him. The mangled flower petals explode in his face.
I wish there was a chance for you me
I wish you could find a place to be
Away from here!
"I really wish we could fix all this but there's too damage to save!"
"I've been trying to fix it!"
"Smelling like another girl's perfume isn't fixing this, Kuwabara!"
This is pathetic!
He's on his knees begging me to come back to him. How pathetic of him!
And sardonic!
I look down at him with anger as he still tries to talk his way back into my life
And sadistic
I slap him in that spot that I punched. It's a little sadistic and out of character to like the fact that I hurt him...but I did!
And psychotic
What an idiotic jerk, Kuwabara is! I can't believe he's trying to fix all this by crawling to me.
Tango's not for three
Never ment to be!
"If you want to go back to someone go back to her! I won't juggled like that, Kuwabara!"
But you can try it
Rehearse it
Or train like horse
"You can play three's company with her. I refuse to do this!"
But don't you count on me
Oh don't you count on me, boy!
"I hope you're happy with her Kuwabara. Because unlike you I have more than just one person to fall back on! And I'm very happy now!"
Objection! I don't wanna be the exception!
To get a bit of your attention!
"Don't' talk to me anymore Kuwabara. Unless you come to me wanting to be friends. I can accept that. But don't ever think we'll be anything more!"
I love you for free and I'm not your mother!
But you don't even bother!
"I don't love you that way anymore. I barely love you at all!"
Objection! I'm tired of this triangle
Got dizzy dancing' tango
"I'm not going to be swept into anymore lies from you!"
I'm falling apart in your hands again!
No way! I've got to get away!
"Goodbye Kuwabara." I say finally turning on my heels and walking away.
Get away!
A/N: Go Yukina! Go Yukina! Do the A-town stomp! Now do the A-town stomp! Now do da muscle! Now do the muscle. Hiei, thunderclap with it. Now thunder clap with it! Everybody rock away now rock away now rock away! And CUT!.....I think I'm starting to scare my readers! Anyway the turn is up next so grab on to you're seats and and in the chapter after that get ready to most likely flame the hell outta me. Just not to bad. I can't get the burn stains out that easily, I don't work at the cleaners! So anyway next up is Everytime!