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So wrong (Just listen)
Thinkin' I got it and left you sittin' at home
Thinkin' about me
Bein' a good girl that you are
But you prolly believe you got a good man
I mean I would never do the things I'mma 'bout to tell you I've done
Brace yourself
It ain't good or easy
Yama's POV:
A naseous feeling rose up my stomach just thinking of this hidden secret I'm bottling up. I'm laying here next to you. I'm looking into you, a smile was written across you face while you eyes closed. You are sleeping peacefully without a sound. It was a beautiful sight any man could get melted in.
If only you knew the truth, you'd be screaming at the top of your voice. You'd be weeping in the corner ripping off the wedding ring that I gave you.
But you don't. You have no knowledge in what's going on in my head since you're smiling in your sleep. Probably having sweet dreams knowing that, at last, I'm home.
For that I do not find myself any more relieved. You and I should not keep such things from each other. As people say, the deepest meaning of love is through the toughest times in a marriage, the best solution is to confess, to forgive, to start again and forget about the mistakes people make. If that's what it is, I don't think I'm really in love with you. I do not plan on telling you anything that went on while I was on tour.
This whole decision was made because I love you. I know what would happen if I tell you the truth. It might be easy for me to confess, but
I'm watching your beautiful sleeping form. The color of your skin has gotten paler since I left you. A layer of wrinkles slowly made it's way to a irresistable face. You have been feeling blue ever since I went away. Believe me, I discern your pain. That's why I can't risk ruining the happiness in store for our family.
"Forgive me Sora." I whispered from my side of the side in the softest voice imaginable.
I left your smile as it is and close my eyes to go through the rest of this night.
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Sora POV:
The phone scared us out of our sleep. "Who can be calling this early?" Yamato yawned and sat up.
I shrugged, sighing, I bent over to pick it up.
"Hello?" I answered it.
"Sora, it's me, Tai. I'm coming over right now." He stated impatiently.
"Wait, hold on. Why now? It's barely six in the morning."
"Because there's something important I have to tell you." Tai said.
"What?" I asked him. "Tai? You there? Hello?" The line went dead. He hung up.
"Tai's coming over." I said.
Yamato made a face. "He again? God, doesn't that dude ever get tired of chasing after you?"
I shrugged. "He said he has something important to tell me."
Yamato jerked, then he pulled on his clothes facing the wall. "Shit."
"What?" I raised a single eyebrow.
"Uh nothing. Are you sure this is a good time for him to come. It's not even morning yet. That guy seriously needs to get his own life."
"Tai's coming over, Yama." I told him sternly. "You may not know it but ever since you left to Miami, Tai's been a big help around the house. I'd say he's welcome in here as long as he wants to."
"Whatever, I just..."
"Just what?"
"Feel uncomfortable around him." He finished.
"Can't you have a better reason?"
"Never mind." He gave up trying.
"Then I should get dress. He's heading here right now."
In a couple minutes the brunette arrived at the door. Instead of ranging the bell like he usually does, he stomped up the stairway and pounded on the door. He kept banging until I let him in.
"Sora! Thank goodness, you're not going to believe it! I was at the plaza and I saw something in this cart on the street. Look at what I found--" Tai froze upon seeing Yamato over my shoulder.
"What is he doing here?!"
He pointed to my husband, who had his arms folded neatly across his chest. "I live here." He reminded him.
Tai rolled up what was in his hands and hid it behind his back, he eyed Yamato suspiciously, then turned back to me once again. "I need to talk to you... in private." He whispered.
I shook my head, "Just say it now." I said, thrilled to listen.
"Taichi, if you have something to say, say it now." Yamato told him.
"Fine!" He flailed his arms out and shaked the magazine in his hands before dropping it to the floor.
"You are a sick bastard, Yamato!" He snapped angrily.
"What the hell are you talking about?" Yamato protested and made a ball with his fist. I pulled him away to a limited distance before any fights could occur.
"Let me put it this way... Roses are red, voilets are blue, your wife is sweet, not as you! Nooo! Because you are a BAD person!"
"What?" I yelled, "Tai, did you lose your mind?"
"Ignore him, obviously, Tai had too much coffee this morning. He's talking crap just because he's jealous of the two of us together."
"Just look at it Sora! Look at the front news!" Tai fingered the magazine.
I picked it up. Before turning the cover, I glanced sideways to met two navy blue eyes. He covered his face as if he was clear of what I'm going to see.
I swallowed hard. "Yama?"
"Sweetheart, don't open it. I beg you."
"What's so bad about it?" I glimpsed through the cover. It was the last issue of the people magazine. Before I could respond to a normal picture of Yamato at the top right cover beside other celebrities I regconized, a voice cut me.
"I'm sorry....I.." This time it was him who spoke those pittiful words. It has always mean something more. Just a simple phrase can make me tremble.
"What are you saying 'sorry' for? Don't you know what's in here?"
"I don't want to lose you honey. Whatever you see. I just want you to know that I'm truely sorry. I didn't want to tell you because I was afraid of what might happen. But..."
"Heck, just turn the page Sora! You NEED to see this." Tai interrupted in an urgent tone.
It seems they both knew what was inside. I took a deep breath, mustered my confidence and lifted the page. A gasp escaped my horrified self.
Cut! Haha, cliffhanger! Don't you just love it? Well, plz leave a review. Thank you!
