Disclaimer: all these characters belong to J.K Rowling, I just made up the plot.
October 20th, 11:24 AM - Library
I think Harry knows! He has practically been avoiding me every since Monday night. I don't want to say anything, just in case he doesn't know…but it is bothering me. Why can't he just confront me or something so I don't have to keep worrying like this? Anyway, as it were, I made a note of avoiding Draco. Things have just been really weird.
He snogs my face off and then ignores me the rest of the time. He seems like the type of guy who'd like to play mind games with you until you go insane. If I am going to make a go of this thing with Harry then I have to try my best and be faithful. No more messing around behind his back. I can't believe I did it in the first place. I am just like my older sister, Lian. Of course she ended up pregnant… so maybe I am not exactly like her. She messed around a lot, got a bad rep at Hogwarts.
I don't want people to think I am just like her. Anyway, I have to get to Charms class. I will write more as soon as I can.
2:24 pm- my room.
Lunch was really awkward today. Draco kept staring at me and I was staring back, then I turned and look away and realize that Harry was staring at me. I smiled at Harry and then faced forward again. I think I will write him a note and send it to him tomorrow morning, so we can sort this whole mess out. The way we're not speaking to each other, I wonder if we're still even going out. Everytime I'd look at Draco, Pansy Parkinson would lean in front of him and shake her fist. Someone should let her know that I am not scared of her, nor will I ever be. The pudgy dog couldn't do harm to a fly.
After lunch I sauntered out of the Great Hall and was pulled into a dark corner by Draco. He didn't speak, he just started kissing me. I didn't know what to do at first, but after a while all I could do was kiss back. He tasted like sweet French chocolates… I wasn't sure why. He ran his hands through my jet black hair while I had my hands firmly on his shoulders. Though Draco was only a couple of inches taller than me I had to stand on my tippy-toes. He was kissing my so hard, like he needed it more than I did. After a couple of minutes he pulled away and stared at me. "I missed you…" he breathed heavily and walked away.
For a while I didn't move. I just stood in the corner feeling the tingle of my mouth. I fixed my vest and then I walked up the stairs to Potions class. Not even Professor Snape could take me away from my good mood.
11:50pm - my room again…
Oh god diary, why did I let him kiss me? I know that Harry knows! I mean at least I think so… I said I was going to give Harry a shot and then the second chance I get, I go off and kiss Draco. Maybe I should just end it with Harry, I can't just string him along… Of course if I do end it with Harry, he'll find out about Draco and that will not end well. After all Draco is Harry's rival. At least I know it's a sure thing with Harry. I don't know whether it's a sure thing with Draco. I just give in way to easily…
What makes me think Harry knows? Well it was after I wrote my last entry diary. I had just left Herbology class, and noticed Harry was standing outside Professor Hagrid's hut with his Care of Magical Creatures class. Unfortunately for me, Draco was in that class too. Hagrid was busy trying to put out a fire that had caught Lavender Brown's robes, so I walked over to say hello to Harry. He saw me and smiled and waved at me. Then at the same time Harry and Draco both go, "Hello Cho." It was horrible! I don't think I've ever run back to the castle so fast in my entire life. What am I going to do? I am an awful person!
October 20th, 11:24 AM - Library
I think Harry knows! He has practically been avoiding me every since Monday night. I don't want to say anything, just in case he doesn't know…but it is bothering me. Why can't he just confront me or something so I don't have to keep worrying like this? Anyway, as it were, I made a note of avoiding Draco. Things have just been really weird.
He snogs my face off and then ignores me the rest of the time. He seems like the type of guy who'd like to play mind games with you until you go insane. If I am going to make a go of this thing with Harry then I have to try my best and be faithful. No more messing around behind his back. I can't believe I did it in the first place. I am just like my older sister, Lian. Of course she ended up pregnant… so maybe I am not exactly like her. She messed around a lot, got a bad rep at Hogwarts.
I don't want people to think I am just like her. Anyway, I have to get to Charms class. I will write more as soon as I can.
2:24 pm- my room.
Lunch was really awkward today. Draco kept staring at me and I was staring back, then I turned and look away and realize that Harry was staring at me. I smiled at Harry and then faced forward again. I think I will write him a note and send it to him tomorrow morning, so we can sort this whole mess out. The way we're not speaking to each other, I wonder if we're still even going out. Everytime I'd look at Draco, Pansy Parkinson would lean in front of him and shake her fist. Someone should let her know that I am not scared of her, nor will I ever be. The pudgy dog couldn't do harm to a fly.
After lunch I sauntered out of the Great Hall and was pulled into a dark corner by Draco. He didn't speak, he just started kissing me. I didn't know what to do at first, but after a while all I could do was kiss back. He tasted like sweet French chocolates… I wasn't sure why. He ran his hands through my jet black hair while I had my hands firmly on his shoulders. Though Draco was only a couple of inches taller than me I had to stand on my tippy-toes. He was kissing my so hard, like he needed it more than I did. After a couple of minutes he pulled away and stared at me. "I missed you…" he breathed heavily and walked away.
For a while I didn't move. I just stood in the corner feeling the tingle of my mouth. I fixed my vest and then I walked up the stairs to Potions class. Not even Professor Snape could take me away from my good mood.
11:50pm - my room again…
Oh god diary, why did I let him kiss me? I know that Harry knows! I mean at least I think so… I said I was going to give Harry a shot and then the second chance I get, I go off and kiss Draco. Maybe I should just end it with Harry, I can't just string him along… Of course if I do end it with Harry, he'll find out about Draco and that will not end well. After all Draco is Harry's rival. At least I know it's a sure thing with Harry. I don't know whether it's a sure thing with Draco. I just give in way to easily…
What makes me think Harry knows? Well it was after I wrote my last entry diary. I had just left Herbology class, and noticed Harry was standing outside Professor Hagrid's hut with his Care of Magical Creatures class. Unfortunately for me, Draco was in that class too. Hagrid was busy trying to put out a fire that had caught Lavender Brown's robes, so I walked over to say hello to Harry. He saw me and smiled and waved at me. Then at the same time Harry and Draco both go, "Hello Cho." It was horrible! I don't think I've ever run back to the castle so fast in my entire life. What am I going to do? I am an awful person!