Disclaimer: all these characters belong to J.K Rowling, I just made up the plot.
October 23rd- 3:34 pm -
I just go back from Hogsmeade… I spent the entire time with Harry, and lucky for me Draco wasn't to be found. Harry and I actually spoke to one another. He apologized for being so distant and rude. He said he had a lot on his mind, what with last year and everything, and he said he was just stressed out about school. Even though I didn't believe him, I could still relate. School is very stressful.
We went to The Three Broomsticks for some flavoured soda and then we went looking at Halloween costumes.
"You're still my date right?" Harry wanted to know as I was looking at sliver faerie wings.
"If you want me to be." I responded without even glancing at him.
"Of course I want you to be. Cho, what's going on?" Harry inquired moving closer to me.
I looked up at him, "what do you mean?" Of course, I knew right away what he meant. I should have asked what was going on with him. He was the that was being so secretive and all.
"Are you still my girlfriend?" He wanted to know, ignoring my last statement.
"Yeah, I think so…" I trailed off, I didn't know what we were anymore. He just stood there staring at me and I wanted to scream, 'hey I'm cheating on you! And I think you're cheating on me!'… but I just couldn't find it in my heart to break up with him right then.
"Good because I still want to be your boyfriend." He told me.
I smiled and turned back away from him. Of course I was thinking, 'you mean don't want to be Ron's boyfriend?' After we paid for our costumes, (I was a faerie and he was a Quidditch player…surprise..surprise) We left the store and walked back to Hogwarts in complete silence.
When I got back to the common room it was completely empty. I was glad about that. I put my bag on the leather sofa and then walked around the room. It was then that I noticed a picture of Cedric Diggory hanging up on the fire place mantel. Why hadn't I noticed it before? I walked up to it and glared into Cedric's baby blue eyes.
It were as if the photograph was staring back at me, asking me what I was doing and why I was doing it.
"Leave me alone!" I snapped at the picture, "You know if you hadn't of died none of this would have happened!" I glared at him. I knew it wasn't his fault that he died, and I knew it wasn't Harry's fault that Cedric couldn't be saved. I sighed and turned away from the picture.
I swear it was asking me why I was doing this to Harry. I spun back around and telepathed the words, "leave me alone." then out loud, "Fuck off will ya?!"
I grabbed my stuff and stormed up to my room. I tossed my bag on the ground then took my pillow, as hard as I could I screamed loudly into it.
10:57 pm - my room
I missed dinner…and I'm starving. Every has been questioning my behaviour since my return from Hogsmeade. I've been in my room so I don't blow up at anybody. I blew up at Cedric and that was enough… I'm yelling at dead people. What is wrong with me. Oh, I know what's wrong with me. I'm stuck in a very weird love triangle!
Okay, so I wouldn't exactly go so far to say that I love either Harry or Draco. I don't even know if I'd say that I loved Cedric… perhaps… but it doesn't matter now. I just have to break up with Harry after the Halloween Ball, and then I will have to talk seriously with Draco, just to figure out what is going on between the two of us.
I am so glad today is Saturday… that gives me one more day to avoid the world. Oh, Padma and Su Li just came in here. I've got to go diary.
October 23rd- 3:34 pm -
I just go back from Hogsmeade… I spent the entire time with Harry, and lucky for me Draco wasn't to be found. Harry and I actually spoke to one another. He apologized for being so distant and rude. He said he had a lot on his mind, what with last year and everything, and he said he was just stressed out about school. Even though I didn't believe him, I could still relate. School is very stressful.
We went to The Three Broomsticks for some flavoured soda and then we went looking at Halloween costumes.
"You're still my date right?" Harry wanted to know as I was looking at sliver faerie wings.
"If you want me to be." I responded without even glancing at him.
"Of course I want you to be. Cho, what's going on?" Harry inquired moving closer to me.
I looked up at him, "what do you mean?" Of course, I knew right away what he meant. I should have asked what was going on with him. He was the that was being so secretive and all.
"Are you still my girlfriend?" He wanted to know, ignoring my last statement.
"Yeah, I think so…" I trailed off, I didn't know what we were anymore. He just stood there staring at me and I wanted to scream, 'hey I'm cheating on you! And I think you're cheating on me!'… but I just couldn't find it in my heart to break up with him right then.
"Good because I still want to be your boyfriend." He told me.
I smiled and turned back away from him. Of course I was thinking, 'you mean don't want to be Ron's boyfriend?' After we paid for our costumes, (I was a faerie and he was a Quidditch player…surprise..surprise) We left the store and walked back to Hogwarts in complete silence.
When I got back to the common room it was completely empty. I was glad about that. I put my bag on the leather sofa and then walked around the room. It was then that I noticed a picture of Cedric Diggory hanging up on the fire place mantel. Why hadn't I noticed it before? I walked up to it and glared into Cedric's baby blue eyes.
It were as if the photograph was staring back at me, asking me what I was doing and why I was doing it.
"Leave me alone!" I snapped at the picture, "You know if you hadn't of died none of this would have happened!" I glared at him. I knew it wasn't his fault that he died, and I knew it wasn't Harry's fault that Cedric couldn't be saved. I sighed and turned away from the picture.
I swear it was asking me why I was doing this to Harry. I spun back around and telepathed the words, "leave me alone." then out loud, "Fuck off will ya?!"
I grabbed my stuff and stormed up to my room. I tossed my bag on the ground then took my pillow, as hard as I could I screamed loudly into it.
10:57 pm - my room
I missed dinner…and I'm starving. Every has been questioning my behaviour since my return from Hogsmeade. I've been in my room so I don't blow up at anybody. I blew up at Cedric and that was enough… I'm yelling at dead people. What is wrong with me. Oh, I know what's wrong with me. I'm stuck in a very weird love triangle!
Okay, so I wouldn't exactly go so far to say that I love either Harry or Draco. I don't even know if I'd say that I loved Cedric… perhaps… but it doesn't matter now. I just have to break up with Harry after the Halloween Ball, and then I will have to talk seriously with Draco, just to figure out what is going on between the two of us.
I am so glad today is Saturday… that gives me one more day to avoid the world. Oh, Padma and Su Li just came in here. I've got to go diary.