guys i was really stuck like i have been on nearly eveything i have been writing lately. But i have managed to write another chap of P.p.p.f

THnank you all for the co operation with all my fics i'm sorry about the lack of posts but...life is more than a little hectic. Thanks again. Enjoy and tell me what you think.

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here is chap 5....

PAIGE'S PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE

part 5

The spirits had done there job, now well into the night Paige was sat in the garden of a house which was banging with the sound of the base that filled it. The house stood back in the distance as the lights lit up the garden. She was alone, drunk and her head was not thinking strait. Standing up from the wall that she was sat on she stepped forward and took hold of the bottle next to her. Unsure what it was she was actually drinking, at this point of the night it didn't matter as long as it gave her a buzz, she lifted it to her mouth and took a swig.

"Matthews?" A guys voice sounded, turning around Paige caught sight of him,

"What do you want?" She shot taking another swig, standing as still as she could, with the intake of alcohol she had taken, this was not too still.

He came walking forward until he was practically inches away, "You know what I want" He smiled seductively as he moved his hand up her arm.

Paige pulled back, "Hay...mate...Dude! Back off" She said pushing him away and stepping back unsteadily, now against a tree.

He grabbed hold of her arm, his hand around it so tight. "Hay...just calm down...we are all mates here" He spoke pushing her against it. When he lowered his hand onto her leg that was it she had had enough. Pushing him backwards she smashed the half full bottle over his head, and tried to get away.

"Paige?" She hared Luke's voice, looking up although her vision blurred she saw him stood at the top of the steps.

"Luke" She called out then she hared him,

the guy she had just smashed the bottle over, "Hay bitch..." HE called, "You'll regret that" Paige then felt it the gun pushed against the back of her head. "Turn the fuck around"

She did this, slowly turned around until she found herself looking down the barrel. "...D...Dude" She spoke, her voice shaking.

Luke walked down off the steps, he saw the gun, the gun pressed against the head of the girl that he loved. "...Hay!" He called out

"Shut up or I'll blow her brains out" HE screamed, "...bet you wish that you never done that to me now hay. The whole bottle thing..." He pushed Paige to the floor and pointed the gun at her, "Say night sweet heart" He spoke smugly. Paige however was not ready to, she dived somewhat clumsily at him and that was it...the guy was flustered; shocked that Paige had done it.

He pushed his finger on the trigger and it spun through the air. Slicing through her blood sprayed over the garden as she screamed. Still struggling though she managed to nock the gun from his hand and wrestle ultimately he prevailed, pinning her to the floor and straddling over the top of her. Anger and a psychopathic glint in his eyes he gripped his hands around her neck and squeezed tight. She moved her hands around on the floor in the darkness until she felt it, the metallic coldness on her hands. Taking it she quickly, before losing consciousness, firing it into his chest and as her last bit of life left she pulled the trigger, BANG!, the guy fell limp onto her body. Luke who had called for the cops ran to them. He pushed the guy off of her and then pulled her into him. Rocking back and forth, he soothed her. Paige was looking down on the body. She had done that, took the life of a guy, took away his existence. His blood on her hands, and everywhere else. His eyes open, his body still. She had done it.

Back, in the present day...

Paige was sat on the chair her head rested against his chest; Luke was holding her against him. After telling them that, there was a silence that hung, and empty feeling. The youngest new found family member looked up at her sisters. "I killed him...last night when that guy touched me it came back. Fast and hard I was hit by a flashback...I swung for him, all my anger and everything at him. I'm sorry, so sorry and if...if you want me to leave then I will I'll get out of this place, and you'll never..."

"Paige" Phoebe called breaking the babbling, "Just... give us a sec...to process this. Let me get it straight, you killed a guy?"

Paige nodded, looking at where her hand was held tight in Luke's, "Yeah"

"How? I..." Piper mumbled, all three of them were in shock of all the things they thought they were going to hear from her this was not it. No where near it.

Luke felt something tight inside him, take hold, giving him the courage to speak. "Guys look, it was self defense the guy who she shot was so drunk so, drugged up that...he was a psychopathic lunatic. It was him or her. You need to understand that this was hard for her to tell you and that she isn't some ruthless killer. Look this is going to sound really, psychological thriller type stuff but, Serial killers kill with no remorse...to a serial killer you can say food, sleep, dinner, car, murder and rape and to him they are all the same, he feels nothing. Paige how ever has gone through year and years of stress...hate for her feeling like a murder, she isn't she saved her life. It was him or her...instinct thankfully kicked in and she save herself and god knows how many other people in that house..."

Piper stood up and walked over to Paige, she sat down and took the youngest free hand, "I'm sorry..." Was what she said, they were the words that escaped, "I'm sorry about the whole thing. That you never got the family, that you were so lonely and, that you were forced to do that but I think nothing less of you...you are my baby sister. I love you"

Prue stood up, "That goes for me to honey. I love you and your stuck with us. Nothing you have done, or will do is ever going to change that. This is a big shock but honey...I now understand it all. I'm glad that you felt you could tell to us and now that we know you have someone if you need to talk and we'll watch your back." Prue moved forward and stood looking down at the youngest.

Phoebe then stood also and walked over pulling Paige into a hug not saying a word, all three joined in. from that point Paige knew she's deal, with these people she'd be able to and maybe for once she would be able to move on.

She held tight, now wanting to let go. After a few minuets the hug started to break up and Paige stood back looking at her SISTERS, "You don't think I'm a lunatic?" She asked

"Never" Phoebe answered, "You're my baby sister, and we love you"

Paige smiled, "I love you" she said

"We love you too Paige" Piper spoke

"Yeah we do" They hugged again. Phoebe lent across and pulled Luke up to join them he complied and the five of them stood in each others arms. Things would be fine...they'd work it out.