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On My Own
Chapter One
The Thunder Storm
Ok, here is my story. The story of a girl that could past through times. Five hundred years into the past to be exact. A girl who left a child and came back a woman who has loved and lost. My name is Kagome, and I plan on writing my story, to tell all the girls out there that life is not over, over a lost love. As they say 'there is always more fish in the ocean.' Okay, well I guess I should start with my story, from the only place I know I should.
He was with her again. My reincarnation. The woman I wish I was. The woman he wants. But this time, I wasn't going to put up with it. They were in front of me embracing yet again. They had there lips locked on each others, moving forcefully at one another. But I wasn't going to cry over him. Not again. I promised myself the last time this happened I would never cry over someone who doesn't love me. Even if it felt like my heart was being sliced into thousands of shreds, by a just one glance.
Slowly I took my body that was sprawled over the ground and brought myself to my feet. While adjusting my green and white school uniform, as I walked away calmly and slowly. Not even turning around when I heard my love say my name in shock from me seeing him and his love together yet again. I didn't even look at him when he came besides me. The only thing I thought of was the last time we were in a situation like this.
flashback
"Inu Yasha… I just… I can't do this anymore," the words stuttered out of my mouth.
"Kagome, I'm sorry, I don't know why it happened. I promise it will never happen again," saying what I knew would probably be another lie.
"If it happens again, I will leave you, and forever. There will be no more us."
"I promise, it wont happen again. I don't want to loose you." He walked over to me, and wrapped his arms around me, and for what seemed like forever it was just us. But I knew if are companions were there, that he'd not even talk to me, like he loves me. Yet I bet he would with Kikyo. He tells us how much he loves her all the time. Well not really saying he loved her. But he talks about her, like he loves her.
end flashback
When I finally returned to our camp, our companions where waiting by the fire. Sango was beside a tree with Kirara in her arms, Miroku was on the opposite side of the flames with a red hand print on his face. Probably because he was being… well himself, a womanizer. The fox kit, Shippo was yelling at Miroku for being a stupid monk. Inu Yasha was still besides me, but now he was quite, because he didn't want the others to get into this.
Well not knowing what I should do, I grabbed my large yellow backpack, and started to walk off. Not caring that it was night, and there were demons out there. I didn't even follow the road that we were camping next to. When I finally did snap out of it, I noticed that everyone, even Inu Yasha were trailing behind me. Well everyone but Sango. She was beside me trying to be there for me, but knowing that I needed some quite time.
All of a sudden, rage grew from within my body, and all of it was towards one half demon. Inu Yasha. With a quick turn, I walked quickly to The half yokai who would never feel the same towards me, that I do towards him. "SIT." I yelled as load as I could, so even Ireland could hear what I had to say. "I told you last time, and I mean to go through with what I have to say. I'm not a liar, not like you. I don't ever want to see your face again. I'd rather be with the devil himself, then ever be with you." I turned around once again, so I wouldn't have to see the hurt in his eyes. Well that's if he was even willing to show any emotions, but hatred. With that, I left with Shippo, Sango, Miroku, and Kirara. Shippo was Now in my arms, because he was much like an adopted child of mine. Even though I was just in high school, and way to young, I always considered myself the mother of this fox demon. Ever since we found him.. Well ever since he found us. Sango was like a sister, always telling my what's on her mind, and Miroku, well I don't know where to place him, but he was a good friend, someone you could always get advise from.
A few days past, more peaceful then normal. Mainly because a certain person was no longer with us. And we haven't stopped to rest yet. I haven't even eaten for those days. But finally we decided to stop and rest besides a cool calm river. Well, it wasn't really because 'we' all chose to stop. More of less, it was because I passed out while crossing the same river as the one we were staying near.
When I woke up, the group was all to the side of my, looking down at me, as if I were dead. But that wasn't even the worst part of it. The man I swore I would never cry about was at my left side, holding my hand. Before I could even react, a wolf demon was to the other side of me, holding my other hand, while caressing my cheek with his right hand and arguing with Inu Yasha about who was going to be my mate. I was at shock from all of what was happing around me, and I couldn't take it. I just stood straight up, and screamed at the top of my lungs, "SHUT UP."
With that all lips ceased to move, and all eyes were large, and staring upon me. Not caring about what the others were going to do, I started to speak once again. "I'm leaving here, but this time, it will be with only one person." Inu Yasha and Koga looked up excitedly. Then the next words the when out of my mouth shocked all, "Shippo, get your stuff, we're leaving in a moment." With that, everyone started to ask me questions, but I didn't even pay attention. I took out half of the Raman, handing it to Sango because she was the only other person in the group who knew how to cook it. After I said my good byes to Sango, Miroku and Kirara, I walked over to The sobbing wolf demon, who was still in upset from my out burst. I offered him a hand up, but he didn't even notice that I was in front of him, tell I said his name, "Koga… I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you, its just I'm stressed and need some time to myself."
He looked up at me, whipping away what tears had fell down his face. But He still did not except my being helped up. Instead me patted the ground next to him, so I would sit beside him. I did as wanted, but only to tell him good bye… for good. But to the shock, he was kissing me. But with his eyes open, staring behind me. I could tell why he kissed me, it was in the reflection in his eyes, it was Inu Yasha. I pulled back, while bringing myself to my feet. And with that, I said what I needed to, "Good bye Koga, and to you too Inu Yasha."
Its been a week since I seen my friends last. Almost to where I wished we were at. Shippo, Kirara, and myself. Sango had Kirara come with us, in case we meet up with some demon. But what she didn't know, is that I wanted to meet up with a demon, well at least one certain demon. Only a few miles away from Lord Sesshomaru's fortress, I decide to wait tell Shippo to stay hear, tell someone come looking for him. Also Informing him, that I may not be the one coming to get him. Then I take up the hillside, and start to look for a tall light haired demon. Well, to my fright, I was able to get to the gate, before he came out of know where, and started to speak to me, with no emotions in his face, and in his words. "What are you doing hear, and without my brother."
"Can you do me a favor. I know longer wish to live. But that is not the favor. There is a young fox demon about two miles from hear. I wish for you to take care of him. Not for me, but for Rin and for him." The words seep out of my mouth as I look down, not knowing what to really do or say. For a few moments, there was silence, but that was soon broken when Rin came out running through a door to Sesshomaru. She latched onto His long legs, and forced him to kneel down, so she could whisper something into her ears. But she wasn't careful enough, and said it load enough so that I also heard what she had to say, "Lord Sesshomaru have you brought me a mother? Is pretty lady my mother?" With that a huge blush formed over my face. But it quickly left. But all Sesshomaru told her was the truth, "Rin, this lady's name is Kagome, and she is here to give you a play mate, named Shippo, the leave and die." The truth range from every word, but the only thing that was on my mind was 'why does it sound so terrible coming from his mouth. When I've thought about it, it sounded much better then that.' Rin then ran to my legs and clenched onto them, with strength that seemed beyond a child.
"Don't go pretty lady. Stay hear, and be my Mother."
"I'm sorry Rin, but I can't stay. After I get the rest of the jewel shards, I will pass on, so it can't destroy the future of other children." I had to come up with any other excuse to die. The truth was, I only wanted to die, because I knew a future would seem empty when I got back to my time.
"I wish you not to lie in front of Rin." Sesshomaru said to boldly.
"I'm sorry my Lord." 'Okay, so I'm sucking up, what do you else do you expect from me?'
"Now come."
"Where are we going?"
"To get Shippo. Rin, go back inside." With that, Rin ran back inside, as if something horrible was about to happen.
"Um.. Why am I going with you?"
"If you must die, at least tell the one, that is your cub."
"Wait. Shippo isn't mine. He just comes along with us, to help if possible."
"They way you watch over him, is much like the way I watch over Rin."
"So you consider Rin your child?" But no answer came with that comment.
After retrieving Shippo, Sesshomaru walked both of us to one room, with two beds. Before he left, he told us, "This is where you'll be staying. Dinner will be in an hour. Get dressed properly, and meet Rin for dinner." He said that in a way, that was threatening, yet showed no emotion.
Once he was gone, I turned to Shippo and said, "well I guess we'd better get ready first. Lets see… now what should we…" But before she even could finish the line, Sesshomaru walked back into the room, handing them each matching kimono's that were a black, with white flowers decorated throughout the material. Shippo turned to the man who was at the door, and asked "Do I have to wear this? It's meant for a girl."
The silver haired man just gave a small smirk and walked away. With my eyes wide open, I stated, "He just smiled."
(back with Inu Yasha)
"What did you do to her Inu Yasha?" a very unpleasant demon exterminator was asking him.
"Nothing okay. She's probably in one of those girl moods." Inu Yasha said sarcastically.
"Nothing. So you did nothing, and she yelled at you, telling you she'd rather be with satin then you, and her yelling that to you means you did nothing. Am I right?" She said with a killer look in her eyes.
"Humph" he sadly let out, but trying to show his emotions. Then he pounced off.
"Do you think you could have been a little nicer to him Sango?" Miroku asked gently.
"No. He did something to Kagome, and she's the only person that keeps us all together." The demon exterminator clamed.
"Well now that we're here all alone.."
THUMP "PERVERT"
"I'll take that as a no then."
After Dinner, Kagome and Shippo both strode off to there room, to fall asleep. The storm that was brewing outside made the fortress smell of rain. But with a strike of lightning and the thunder that they heard, Shippo was terrified, and refused to move by himself. I had to bring back the fox kit to out room, in my arms. He wouldn't even sleep in a bed by himself. Instead, he was sleeping to my side, with his arms clamped around my arm.
After a few minutes I was on the verge of wakefulness and sleep, Rin walked into the room, asking if she could sleep with me. But I couldn't say no. So now the bed was full, with Shippo to the left of me, and Rin to the right. 'If only Sota was here now, I'd have three kids in my bed, and I'd probably be the one falling out.' But once again before I could fall asleep someone came into the room. Or at least I thought someone came into the room. But once looked carfully through the room I realized it must have been my imagenation. But then there was a note under my hand, that I never noticed there before.
Kagome,
You need to come to the well from where you came from. Do this, or your family will all be disposed of one by one. Meet me there tomorrow, ore else.
Hope to see you there. But remember I'm not the bad guy. On no I'm the one with all the answers.
On My Own
Chapter One
The Thunder Storm
Ok, here is my story. The story of a girl that could past through times. Five hundred years into the past to be exact. A girl who left a child and came back a woman who has loved and lost. My name is Kagome, and I plan on writing my story, to tell all the girls out there that life is not over, over a lost love. As they say 'there is always more fish in the ocean.' Okay, well I guess I should start with my story, from the only place I know I should.
He was with her again. My reincarnation. The woman I wish I was. The woman he wants. But this time, I wasn't going to put up with it. They were in front of me embracing yet again. They had there lips locked on each others, moving forcefully at one another. But I wasn't going to cry over him. Not again. I promised myself the last time this happened I would never cry over someone who doesn't love me. Even if it felt like my heart was being sliced into thousands of shreds, by a just one glance.
Slowly I took my body that was sprawled over the ground and brought myself to my feet. While adjusting my green and white school uniform, as I walked away calmly and slowly. Not even turning around when I heard my love say my name in shock from me seeing him and his love together yet again. I didn't even look at him when he came besides me. The only thing I thought of was the last time we were in a situation like this.
flashback
"Inu Yasha… I just… I can't do this anymore," the words stuttered out of my mouth.
"Kagome, I'm sorry, I don't know why it happened. I promise it will never happen again," saying what I knew would probably be another lie.
"If it happens again, I will leave you, and forever. There will be no more us."
"I promise, it wont happen again. I don't want to loose you." He walked over to me, and wrapped his arms around me, and for what seemed like forever it was just us. But I knew if are companions were there, that he'd not even talk to me, like he loves me. Yet I bet he would with Kikyo. He tells us how much he loves her all the time. Well not really saying he loved her. But he talks about her, like he loves her.
end flashback
When I finally returned to our camp, our companions where waiting by the fire. Sango was beside a tree with Kirara in her arms, Miroku was on the opposite side of the flames with a red hand print on his face. Probably because he was being… well himself, a womanizer. The fox kit, Shippo was yelling at Miroku for being a stupid monk. Inu Yasha was still besides me, but now he was quite, because he didn't want the others to get into this.
Well not knowing what I should do, I grabbed my large yellow backpack, and started to walk off. Not caring that it was night, and there were demons out there. I didn't even follow the road that we were camping next to. When I finally did snap out of it, I noticed that everyone, even Inu Yasha were trailing behind me. Well everyone but Sango. She was beside me trying to be there for me, but knowing that I needed some quite time.
All of a sudden, rage grew from within my body, and all of it was towards one half demon. Inu Yasha. With a quick turn, I walked quickly to The half yokai who would never feel the same towards me, that I do towards him. "SIT." I yelled as load as I could, so even Ireland could hear what I had to say. "I told you last time, and I mean to go through with what I have to say. I'm not a liar, not like you. I don't ever want to see your face again. I'd rather be with the devil himself, then ever be with you." I turned around once again, so I wouldn't have to see the hurt in his eyes. Well that's if he was even willing to show any emotions, but hatred. With that, I left with Shippo, Sango, Miroku, and Kirara. Shippo was Now in my arms, because he was much like an adopted child of mine. Even though I was just in high school, and way to young, I always considered myself the mother of this fox demon. Ever since we found him.. Well ever since he found us. Sango was like a sister, always telling my what's on her mind, and Miroku, well I don't know where to place him, but he was a good friend, someone you could always get advise from.
A few days past, more peaceful then normal. Mainly because a certain person was no longer with us. And we haven't stopped to rest yet. I haven't even eaten for those days. But finally we decided to stop and rest besides a cool calm river. Well, it wasn't really because 'we' all chose to stop. More of less, it was because I passed out while crossing the same river as the one we were staying near.
When I woke up, the group was all to the side of my, looking down at me, as if I were dead. But that wasn't even the worst part of it. The man I swore I would never cry about was at my left side, holding my hand. Before I could even react, a wolf demon was to the other side of me, holding my other hand, while caressing my cheek with his right hand and arguing with Inu Yasha about who was going to be my mate. I was at shock from all of what was happing around me, and I couldn't take it. I just stood straight up, and screamed at the top of my lungs, "SHUT UP."
With that all lips ceased to move, and all eyes were large, and staring upon me. Not caring about what the others were going to do, I started to speak once again. "I'm leaving here, but this time, it will be with only one person." Inu Yasha and Koga looked up excitedly. Then the next words the when out of my mouth shocked all, "Shippo, get your stuff, we're leaving in a moment." With that, everyone started to ask me questions, but I didn't even pay attention. I took out half of the Raman, handing it to Sango because she was the only other person in the group who knew how to cook it. After I said my good byes to Sango, Miroku and Kirara, I walked over to The sobbing wolf demon, who was still in upset from my out burst. I offered him a hand up, but he didn't even notice that I was in front of him, tell I said his name, "Koga… I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you, its just I'm stressed and need some time to myself."
He looked up at me, whipping away what tears had fell down his face. But He still did not except my being helped up. Instead me patted the ground next to him, so I would sit beside him. I did as wanted, but only to tell him good bye… for good. But to the shock, he was kissing me. But with his eyes open, staring behind me. I could tell why he kissed me, it was in the reflection in his eyes, it was Inu Yasha. I pulled back, while bringing myself to my feet. And with that, I said what I needed to, "Good bye Koga, and to you too Inu Yasha."
Its been a week since I seen my friends last. Almost to where I wished we were at. Shippo, Kirara, and myself. Sango had Kirara come with us, in case we meet up with some demon. But what she didn't know, is that I wanted to meet up with a demon, well at least one certain demon. Only a few miles away from Lord Sesshomaru's fortress, I decide to wait tell Shippo to stay hear, tell someone come looking for him. Also Informing him, that I may not be the one coming to get him. Then I take up the hillside, and start to look for a tall light haired demon. Well, to my fright, I was able to get to the gate, before he came out of know where, and started to speak to me, with no emotions in his face, and in his words. "What are you doing hear, and without my brother."
"Can you do me a favor. I know longer wish to live. But that is not the favor. There is a young fox demon about two miles from hear. I wish for you to take care of him. Not for me, but for Rin and for him." The words seep out of my mouth as I look down, not knowing what to really do or say. For a few moments, there was silence, but that was soon broken when Rin came out running through a door to Sesshomaru. She latched onto His long legs, and forced him to kneel down, so she could whisper something into her ears. But she wasn't careful enough, and said it load enough so that I also heard what she had to say, "Lord Sesshomaru have you brought me a mother? Is pretty lady my mother?" With that a huge blush formed over my face. But it quickly left. But all Sesshomaru told her was the truth, "Rin, this lady's name is Kagome, and she is here to give you a play mate, named Shippo, the leave and die." The truth range from every word, but the only thing that was on my mind was 'why does it sound so terrible coming from his mouth. When I've thought about it, it sounded much better then that.' Rin then ran to my legs and clenched onto them, with strength that seemed beyond a child.
"Don't go pretty lady. Stay hear, and be my Mother."
"I'm sorry Rin, but I can't stay. After I get the rest of the jewel shards, I will pass on, so it can't destroy the future of other children." I had to come up with any other excuse to die. The truth was, I only wanted to die, because I knew a future would seem empty when I got back to my time.
"I wish you not to lie in front of Rin." Sesshomaru said to boldly.
"I'm sorry my Lord." 'Okay, so I'm sucking up, what do you else do you expect from me?'
"Now come."
"Where are we going?"
"To get Shippo. Rin, go back inside." With that, Rin ran back inside, as if something horrible was about to happen.
"Um.. Why am I going with you?"
"If you must die, at least tell the one, that is your cub."
"Wait. Shippo isn't mine. He just comes along with us, to help if possible."
"They way you watch over him, is much like the way I watch over Rin."
"So you consider Rin your child?" But no answer came with that comment.
After retrieving Shippo, Sesshomaru walked both of us to one room, with two beds. Before he left, he told us, "This is where you'll be staying. Dinner will be in an hour. Get dressed properly, and meet Rin for dinner." He said that in a way, that was threatening, yet showed no emotion.
Once he was gone, I turned to Shippo and said, "well I guess we'd better get ready first. Lets see… now what should we…" But before she even could finish the line, Sesshomaru walked back into the room, handing them each matching kimono's that were a black, with white flowers decorated throughout the material. Shippo turned to the man who was at the door, and asked "Do I have to wear this? It's meant for a girl."
The silver haired man just gave a small smirk and walked away. With my eyes wide open, I stated, "He just smiled."
(back with Inu Yasha)
"What did you do to her Inu Yasha?" a very unpleasant demon exterminator was asking him.
"Nothing okay. She's probably in one of those girl moods." Inu Yasha said sarcastically.
"Nothing. So you did nothing, and she yelled at you, telling you she'd rather be with satin then you, and her yelling that to you means you did nothing. Am I right?" She said with a killer look in her eyes.
"Humph" he sadly let out, but trying to show his emotions. Then he pounced off.
"Do you think you could have been a little nicer to him Sango?" Miroku asked gently.
"No. He did something to Kagome, and she's the only person that keeps us all together." The demon exterminator clamed.
"Well now that we're here all alone.."
THUMP "PERVERT"
"I'll take that as a no then."
After Dinner, Kagome and Shippo both strode off to there room, to fall asleep. The storm that was brewing outside made the fortress smell of rain. But with a strike of lightning and the thunder that they heard, Shippo was terrified, and refused to move by himself. I had to bring back the fox kit to out room, in my arms. He wouldn't even sleep in a bed by himself. Instead, he was sleeping to my side, with his arms clamped around my arm.
After a few minutes I was on the verge of wakefulness and sleep, Rin walked into the room, asking if she could sleep with me. But I couldn't say no. So now the bed was full, with Shippo to the left of me, and Rin to the right. 'If only Sota was here now, I'd have three kids in my bed, and I'd probably be the one falling out.' But once again before I could fall asleep someone came into the room. Or at least I thought someone came into the room. But once looked carfully through the room I realized it must have been my imagenation. But then there was a note under my hand, that I never noticed there before.
Kagome,
You need to come to the well from where you came from. Do this, or your family will all be disposed of one by one. Meet me there tomorrow, ore else.
Hope to see you there. But remember I'm not the bad guy. On no I'm the one with all the answers.