I do not own Sex and the City. I will only be using there names and changing the whole life and personalities of the characters except a little difference between Mr. Big and Carrie.

"Where's Mark?" Said Carrie.

"I think he went to the market."

"Ok, well I'm going to go outside and get some fresh air."

I was at Meranda's house and we were having a sleep over, Charlotte, Samantha, Stanford, and Mr. Big were there. It was a get together that we always said we'd do. I went outside and sat on a lawn chair. The pool was still and there was a little wind in the sky. I heard voices and walked that way.

"Look Samantha I have to go to the market I said I would pick up candy and a movie."

"I know but can't you stay a minute longer?"

I heard him kiss her and peaked my head over the corner to catch a look. They were defiantly kissing, I sighed as he said he loved her.

I walked back to the chair I was sitting in before and relaxed my thoughts. I went inside and told them that it would be a little longer until we got our food. I lay on my sleeping bag and didn't say a thing to the others.

About a half-hour later Mr. Big walked through the door. I turned the other way, he was my ex-boyfriend and he had the nerve to kiss one of my, now old best friends. He handed Maranda a movie called "The Craft" which was supposed to be a horror movie. All of us girls wanted a romance but sense there was two guys here we knew that wasn't what we'd be getting. She popped in the movie and Mr. Big sat next to me, I knew it wasn't on purpose but he was still there so I excused my self and went to the bathroom.

I looked into the mirror and splashed water on my face. I breathe in and out and left the bathroom. I sat in a different spot next to Charlotte. "It's ok he wont bite you." She whispered in my ear.

"He was kissing Samantha."

"No way, Samantha?"

"Shhh."

We watched the movie and I glanced over at Mr. Big once and a while. I saw him glance at me from the corner of my eye and he glanced at Samantha, as if he was confused. When the movie was over I told Maranda I couldn't spend the night, so I grabbed my stuff and said good bye to everyone except Mr. Big.

As I walked out the door Mr. Big followed. "What, no good bye for me?"

"Actually I thought it would be a nice change for you. Not being the center of attention and all."

"Oh but I was Carrie."

He smirked at me, as if he knew somehow that I was looking at him through out the entire movie. "Well I figured sense you love to make me so mad that you would realize the front yard isn't so private."

I walked away and he stared in ah. He couldn't believe that I had seen him. I ran the rest of the way home and cried all over myself. My eyes were so blurry I could hardly see the street signs and I found myself lost. I started to run fast and tripped on the sidewalk. Screaming the word Big I fell flat on my face and passed out.