Kagome sat with tears on her face, letting the air dry them and wipe them away. Her diary was held closely against her chest feeling betrayed more than anything, when it seemed he loved and cherished Kikyo more than he ever did her. Her head dug into her lap, grasping her knees tightly together lightly whimpering trying her best to keep a stiff upper lip and be strong.
"Why am I wasting my time crying over him? I know he's just gonna run off and see Kikyo again no matter what. I shouldn't let my heart break in pieces each in every time. I love Inuyasha, but why does he hurt me?"
Her salty tears dripped through the boards while her young concerned brother, had his face pressed against the window realizing his sister was extremely upset and in dying pain. But he knew, after she'd find out the secret that pain wouldn't subside it would continue and he knew this was the only way to get things done even if it would hurt her in the process...
Sota wanted to comfort his older sister in the worst way possible, but he just couldn't do that without telling the secret he swore he promised he'd keep from her. Kagome's mother proceeded walking down stairs after an hour feeling the lush violet carpeted stairs underneath her feet. Her hands gently placed on his shoulders while he looked up at his mother, thinking whether this was a wrong idea to lie to her. " Why can't I tell her? She deserves to know!"
She gave a enlighten smile that faded for a moment, she thought this was the only way to make things clear to her even though it was hurtful. She was a mother, and she knew some decisions weren't always the best and it would inflict pain and further more but she knew deep down she had to pull through with it. "Sota, this is the easiest way, even if it's gonna hurt Kagome. Please call your sister in." Sota just sadly agreed sliding open the porch door standing outside in the cool gentle breeze, hearing his sister whimpering from the small shrine. Sota just took a couple of quiet steps until his hands touched the wood that framed the opening, and saw his sister with her head raised to her knees. "Umm Kagome, are you alright? Did you have a fight with Inuyasha?" Kagome's heart was ready to beat out of her chest when she heard that name no matter what mood she was in. Her head gradually lifted slowly wiping the tears from her face placing on the cheery fake smile she used all the time. Her hands dug into her young brother's darkened hair with a huge smile and the redness around her cheeks. "Nah, Inuyasha aren't fighting. Don't you worry about that."
She lied straight through her teeth, even though her younger brother could read her like an open book. Sota gave a light smile while she placed her diary at the side of the well. "Mom wants ya to come in now." Kagome nodded standing up straight with the sadness shining in her eyes. "I'll be there in a minute Sota." Kagome sat at the ledge of the well with her feet dangling forbidding herself to even attempt to jump in to see his face for long period of time. Her hazel gazed at the darkness of the well, she hoped he'd go after like always it was something expected but he didn't come anymore for her or to retrieve her it seemed. Kagome grabbed her pencil writing the last sentence she could think of before dinner would come and go.
"Inuyasha, you mean a lot to me. As much as you hurt me I still love you. No matter what. No matter what you are demon or not, doesn't matter. You mean everything to me.."
Kagome gently dropped her pencil and placed her pink covered diary in the corner of the shrine hidden by the darkness, ready to return to write more after dinner was done. Her diary was full of pictures of Inuyasha, clipped everywhere she possibility could. Her hands softly placed in down onto the rough wood, and slowly wiped the remaining residue of tears from her eyes. " I might as well go eat, I'm starving as hell." Kagome thought running as her skirt gently flipped up from the soft summer breeze upon her.
Kagome threw her black shoes into the corner feeling the cold titled floor beneath her, trying to rattle and break the thoughts of Inuyasha dancing throughout her head. Kagome's sat there with a beaming grin on her face and no food prepared on the table as usual. Kagome blinked for a moment and gave a blank stare at her mother who cleaned the kitchen counters. "I thought we'd go to that restaurant you enjoyed Kagome. Plus it's less work for me!" Kagome just gave a sigh and a enlighten smile while she fixed her tangled black raven hair that proceeded down her back. "Sounds good!" Kagome seemed alittle bit happier, considering that was her favorite eatery while she rushed herself towards the small blue car parked at the end of the sidewalk.
Her head softly laid against the seat, looking aimlessly down to the ground she missed Inuyasha but she wasn't gonna dare talk to him not after how she felt and what he had done to her. "Why is he so complicated? The one minute I hate him and the next I can't...Inuyasha..." She heard self talking about him trying to change her own mind about how she felt, trying to clear his name for a moment so she could breathe. Her eyes gazed at the blossom trees with the pink petals that were raining down imagining Inuyasha laying against the tree branch like she usually found him waiting on her.
Silence was completely filled the car, accept for the radio that was playing soft music at a low volume. Sota and his mother knew exactly what was going to happen when Kagome realized the big secret and they were just nervously waiting for the reaction they imagined.
Kagome felt herself gently resting her eyes for a moment, feeling the car gently rocking her to sleep. Her eyes opened widely when she realized the car hadn't stop anywhere and she realized they were on the wrong road for sure. "Umm Mom isn't the restaurant back that way?" Kagome softly question as her mother gave a sigh, and her brother was half way into the seat while she pulled over for gas.
"Kagome sweetheart.. we were going to tell you this earlier.. but we didn't know how to break this without hurting the relationship between you and Inuyasha.. This was for the best Kagome, believe me it was. Kagome we weren't going to the restaurant... were..moving..."
( Maybe some of you guessed this maybe not. But I told ya it's gonna hurt the relationship of Inuyasha and Kagome.. you'll see what else will happen. Please R&R!)