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Sorry I haven't written lately I've been busy and had writers block.
"I can't believe what happened last night. How could he do that? Trick
me into thinking he was looking for me."
888The night before888
There he was standing their looking up not even seeing me. "Where's
Samantha?"
"She's not here." Charlotte said giving me sympathy, you guessed it, it's
big. He didn't even notice me or look over to know he shouldn't say her
name.
my cheek, I let myself believe it was for me. I waved to him, and he began
to speak, "I didn't know you..."
I cut him off quickly, "No, no you didn't and I'm glad you didn't."
I walked away from the window and moved on. I went back to sleep when
Charlotte shut the window full of tears I shut my eyes. I knew he walked
away and knew he was very unhappy to see me. When Charlotte was
gone and dead asleep I walked to the window and saw that he hadn't left. I walked down stairs, I walked out the front door and he didn't here me I
stood behind him for twenty minutes when I heard, "I'm sorry."
I walked closer to him and we didn't look at each other as we stood side
by side. "I'm the sorry one. You two are together now and you seem so
happy. But you have to except my set backs for being happy for you."
"I know, but I still want to be friends?" He finally looked and me, but I
didn't look at him I just said "ok" and walked inside.
But the real truth was could I be his friend? Could I live through the pain
of talking to him everyday, or even worse seeing the together?
I went to bed for real that time while my eyes yet again teared.
888Present888
"Honey he wasn't tricking you he still loves you, just give it some more
time. And while your waiting for his sorry behind make him jealous too."
"Are you defending him?!?" I think I scared her, I did yell pretty loud, I
even scared myself a little bit. The way I was acting was crazy, why did I
care? She was only trying to help. We haven't even been together for 3
months. But maybe that was my problem? Maybe it was because it had
only been 3 months, how could he find someone that fast?
"Ok, I'm going to go over there and you stay right here and breathe."
I left her house and saw Samantha and Big kissing and turned the
corner. Was I doing the right thing? I stopped. No, no I wasn't I turned
around and began to walk towards Big and Samantha.