Once more, the light turned off for she and me. I wouldn't give up that easily. I am strong and will fight to the end. What was the end? The end of my life? The end of her life? (God forbbid) What was the end? Or was it the end of our relationship? When you get married to some other man and leave me behind to face this world all alone. What do people mean when love conqures all? Love isn't the conqurer, I am the conqurer trying to conqure love. Love isn't as easy as it seems. Love is never jelouse according to the bible. I find myself in jelousy everytime I think of love. Maybe my love for her isn't deep enough. I believe that my secret will have to stay alittle longer. Hopefully, another year. She looked at me strangy on the train the next day. I wonder what she was thinking of. She took a seat beside me and read to me in a very quiet voice. I was slowly drifted asleep. I woke with a start when she shoke me. I could imagine my life with her like this forever. L-O-V-E....I hate you.

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