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Reaching the library door, Harry gathered his courage and knocked upon the door and entered.
When Harry entered the library he was amazed by the sheer size of it. The room was a circular tower that was covered in bookcases from the floor to the ceiling. The only light that illuminated the room was a small window high above the floor that had reflective mirrors all along the ceiling reflecting the natural light down into the room below.
"Sir," Harry began to say, his voice was reduced to a mere whisper because he was in awe of the library. "This is amazing. Fabulous."
Severus sighed, not knowing what to do about his feelings for Harry and the thought if Harry even liked him in return. Thinking about what to do about Harry's birthday. He wanted to make his birthday a special day but he was lost in his thoughts when Harry entered the library.
Severus let Harry stand there for a few minutes admiring the wonderful library that he owned. After getting tired of hearing Harry stutter at how wonderful the library was he began to speak.
"Mister Potter," Severus began to say his voice void of any malice. "I can understand that my library is very beautiful and I can imagine that you are going to be spending a lot of your free time in here going over your summer work to make sure that it is all correct."
Harry stood silently listening to the beautiful sound of Severus's voice bath him in wonderful sensations that made Harry go hard.
"I am also going to be working with you on potions and occlumency to help prepare for the inevitable," Severus said closely watching Harry's reaction to what they were going to do.
"Yes sir," Harry said. "I was also wondering if you could help me train my offensive skill because I will have to face Voldemort and I want to be prepared the best that I can."
Severus was shocked by Harry's request. Harry wasn't disheartened because he was working with Severus, but he was looking forward to the lessons that he was about to have.
"Okay," Severus said trying to make up his mind whether to call Harry by his first or last name. "I will be happy to work with you but on one condition."
"What," Harry said.
"That we are able to call each other by our given names," Severus said.
"Sir," Harry said. "If you don't mind, why are we going to call each other by our given names?"
"Well Harry," Severus said stressing the word Harry. "If we are to work together in a very personal way it would seem appropriate that we call each other by our true names."
"That is fine with me Severus," Harry said loving the way that the word Severus flowed out of his mouth like chocolate.
"Okay Harry," Severus said getting even more comfortable on the small couch that he was on. "Why don't you have a seat on the other end of this couch."
Harry sat down and shivered from the fact that he was only a few inches away from Severus.
"Harry I am going to go down to my potions lab and work on several potions that I have been asked to make for people, while I am doing that I would like to ask you to make yourself at home and work on your homework. I will meet you in the library this evening at nine-thirty to look at what you have done so far," Severus said while shifting his body a little closer to Harry while trying to hide his aching erection.
Harry sat there on the couch enjoying the sensation of being close to Severus. A sensation bliss and pure happiness.
Not wanting to get up and leave because he was so close to Harry, Severus summoned Lavender to him.
"Lavender, I would like you to send a letter to Dumbledore telling him that I will be unable to work on any of the potions that he has asked me to do because of a personal reason."
"Thank will be done right away Master Severus," Lavender said bowing to Severus while she disappeared.
"Why did you do that?" Harry asked Severus puzzled by his strange behavior.
"I am going to take the day off because it is your birthday and also because you had a vision last night that you are still recovering from," Severus said to Harry while placing his arm around Harry's shoulders.
Feeling Severus wrap his arm around him Harry leaned into the comfortable warm body of his once despised potions professor.
"Thank you for doing this for me," Harry whispered looking directly into Severus's dark onyx eyes. Feeling himself get lost in their depth Harry leaned into Severus's body and placed a soft gentle exploring kiss on his lips.
When Severus felt Harry place his lips upon his. Years of sexual isolation and control were suddenly shattered. Pressing back into Harry with sudden aggression claiming what was his, he drew out the tender kiss that was the only invitation that Severus had to push his aching body against Harry's.
Feeling Harry's own arousal beneath him, Severus moved his hips against Harry's causing the younger man to moan.
Breaking for some much needed air, Harry looked again into the eyes of Severus and saw the lust and passion that was looking back right at him.
"Harry, we can't do this," Severus said. "It's wrong. You are my student and I am your professor, you aren't even of age. This is wrong."
Looking at the ground Harry felt as if tears were about to fall because the love of his life was out right rejecting him.
"Harry," Severus said gently placing his hand upon Harry's leg. "Even if you were of legal age Dumbledore would find some reason to separate us."
Looking up again into Severus's eyes and seeing the mask of indifference Harry became fed up.
"Do you think that even though today is my birthday and I am going to be of age in just a few hours' means that you can play with my emotions as if I don't care? I have faced Voldemort six times and I have survived, seen my friends and family die in front of my eyes and felt the pain of a burden that I don't even want. Do you realize how much you have hurt me these past years? I have looked at you in a romantic view since I was a third year only instead of having these feelings go away, grow and consume my whole being. What are you?" spat Harry releasing all of his emotions. "Are you such a heartless bastard that you cannot even feel anything? Nothing? When you kissed me back I felt something. To have you deny everything that you have told me and done, you really are a bastard. Why do I even bother, you'll just die like the rest of my friends. Voldemort wants you dead and I can't even be happy with you."
Severus was stunned. Pulling his hand quickly to himself he watched as Harry got up and left the library without a second thought.
Going back up to his room Harry decided that he was going to go back to the department of mysteries to go through the veil that Sirius had fallen into. He was fed up with everyone trying to run his life while people were dying on a daily basis because of some god damn destiny that he wanted no part in.
Packing up his trunk and getting into his bed, Harry went to sleep knowing that this was the last night that he was going to spend here, in Snape's house.
Noting that Harry did not want to talk to him, Severus went down into his potions lab to start the work that he had cancelled to be with Harry. I was all Harry's fault. Falling in love with a teenager that had raging hormones did nothing to help Severus's predicament. He had hurt Harry and his inner voice told him to go up to Harry's room and talk to him before he did something rash and stupid.
Quickly looking down at the potion that was going to bubble over because his mind was else where, Severus shoved any thoughts of Harry out of his mind and directed all of his attention towards the potion.
Tossing and turning in his bed, Harry was soon awake. Looking out of the huge window that was in his room he saw that it was almost dawn and that he only had a few hours left to go to the ministry of magic and go through the veil and never have to deal with Voldemort or people dying again.
Pulling his firebolt and invisibility cloak out of his truck, Harry took one last look around the room silently saying goodbye to Severus, he mounted his broom and pulling the invisibility cloak closer around his body he flew out of the window into the nighttime sky.
Not knowing where he was going Harry pulled his wand out of his back pocket and said, "Point me." Using the locater spell to guide him in the right direction to the ministry of magic Harry flew away from his love never to return.
After flying for several hours towards London Harry was able to find where the leaky cauldron was and gently land himself down on the empty streets of London.
After several minutes of carefully looking around for the phone booth that was the visitor entrance to the ministry Harry walked over to the booth and shut the door. Harry picked up the phone receiver and placed his finger on the dial trying to remember the numbers that Mr. Weasley punched in last summer at his hearing.
"Six, two, four, four, two," Harry mumbled as he punched the numbers into the dial.
"Welcome to the ministry of magic," a smooth voice said inside of the telephone booth. "Please state your name and your business."
"Harry Potter, visitor the ministry."
"Thank you very much," the voice said again. "You will be asked to check your wand in at the front desk when you enter."
Harry felt him self be lowered down into the ground as if he were in a muggle elevator. When he arrived at the bottom the phone booth door opened and he exited the booth while clipping the visitor's badge on the front of his muggle tee-shirt.
Walking over the man standing behind the golden desk Harry presented his wand to the man who instead of taking the wand just waved him on to what ever he was here to do.
Walking down the empty corridors Harry stopped to again to find his bearings to the department of mysteries.
After what seemed forever walking through a maze of corridors and blank walls Harry found the door that would lead him to salvation.
Severus was in his lab when he heard the sound of someone leaving the protective wards of his home. Running as fast as he could to Harry's room he opened the doors only to find the window open and a small piece of parchment fluttering in the breeze on Harry's bed.
Dear Severus,
I am sorry to inform you that I have had enough of my friends and family dying around me and I have decided to put a stop to all of my suffering. I know that you don't care about what I feel for you, I think that this is all for the best because a lot of people would be so much happier with the savior of the wizarding world gone.
If you get this note it may be too late to save me. Here is your only chance, remember where Sirius died? I'll be waiting for you in the after life.
Love,
Harry
"No!" Severus shouted at no one in particular. Gathering his courage, Severus apparated away to the ministry of magic.
Thank you very much for being patient with me. I have been very busy with school and I have also has a major problem with my internet provider. I hope you enjoy this chapter.
Aikidobrat
Reaching the library door, Harry gathered his courage and knocked upon the door and entered.
When Harry entered the library he was amazed by the sheer size of it. The room was a circular tower that was covered in bookcases from the floor to the ceiling. The only light that illuminated the room was a small window high above the floor that had reflective mirrors all along the ceiling reflecting the natural light down into the room below.
"Sir," Harry began to say, his voice was reduced to a mere whisper because he was in awe of the library. "This is amazing. Fabulous."
Severus sighed, not knowing what to do about his feelings for Harry and the thought if Harry even liked him in return. Thinking about what to do about Harry's birthday. He wanted to make his birthday a special day but he was lost in his thoughts when Harry entered the library.
Severus let Harry stand there for a few minutes admiring the wonderful library that he owned. After getting tired of hearing Harry stutter at how wonderful the library was he began to speak.
"Mister Potter," Severus began to say his voice void of any malice. "I can understand that my library is very beautiful and I can imagine that you are going to be spending a lot of your free time in here going over your summer work to make sure that it is all correct."
Harry stood silently listening to the beautiful sound of Severus's voice bath him in wonderful sensations that made Harry go hard.
"I am also going to be working with you on potions and occlumency to help prepare for the inevitable," Severus said closely watching Harry's reaction to what they were going to do.
"Yes sir," Harry said. "I was also wondering if you could help me train my offensive skill because I will have to face Voldemort and I want to be prepared the best that I can."
Severus was shocked by Harry's request. Harry wasn't disheartened because he was working with Severus, but he was looking forward to the lessons that he was about to have.
"Okay," Severus said trying to make up his mind whether to call Harry by his first or last name. "I will be happy to work with you but on one condition."
"What," Harry said.
"That we are able to call each other by our given names," Severus said.
"Sir," Harry said. "If you don't mind, why are we going to call each other by our given names?"
"Well Harry," Severus said stressing the word Harry. "If we are to work together in a very personal way it would seem appropriate that we call each other by our true names."
"That is fine with me Severus," Harry said loving the way that the word Severus flowed out of his mouth like chocolate.
"Okay Harry," Severus said getting even more comfortable on the small couch that he was on. "Why don't you have a seat on the other end of this couch."
Harry sat down and shivered from the fact that he was only a few inches away from Severus.
"Harry I am going to go down to my potions lab and work on several potions that I have been asked to make for people, while I am doing that I would like to ask you to make yourself at home and work on your homework. I will meet you in the library this evening at nine-thirty to look at what you have done so far," Severus said while shifting his body a little closer to Harry while trying to hide his aching erection.
Harry sat there on the couch enjoying the sensation of being close to Severus. A sensation bliss and pure happiness.
Not wanting to get up and leave because he was so close to Harry, Severus summoned Lavender to him.
"Lavender, I would like you to send a letter to Dumbledore telling him that I will be unable to work on any of the potions that he has asked me to do because of a personal reason."
"Thank will be done right away Master Severus," Lavender said bowing to Severus while she disappeared.
"Why did you do that?" Harry asked Severus puzzled by his strange behavior.
"I am going to take the day off because it is your birthday and also because you had a vision last night that you are still recovering from," Severus said to Harry while placing his arm around Harry's shoulders.
Feeling Severus wrap his arm around him Harry leaned into the comfortable warm body of his once despised potions professor.
"Thank you for doing this for me," Harry whispered looking directly into Severus's dark onyx eyes. Feeling himself get lost in their depth Harry leaned into Severus's body and placed a soft gentle exploring kiss on his lips.
When Severus felt Harry place his lips upon his. Years of sexual isolation and control were suddenly shattered. Pressing back into Harry with sudden aggression claiming what was his, he drew out the tender kiss that was the only invitation that Severus had to push his aching body against Harry's.
Feeling Harry's own arousal beneath him, Severus moved his hips against Harry's causing the younger man to moan.
Breaking for some much needed air, Harry looked again into the eyes of Severus and saw the lust and passion that was looking back right at him.
"Harry, we can't do this," Severus said. "It's wrong. You are my student and I am your professor, you aren't even of age. This is wrong."
Looking at the ground Harry felt as if tears were about to fall because the love of his life was out right rejecting him.
"Harry," Severus said gently placing his hand upon Harry's leg. "Even if you were of legal age Dumbledore would find some reason to separate us."
Looking up again into Severus's eyes and seeing the mask of indifference Harry became fed up.
"Do you think that even though today is my birthday and I am going to be of age in just a few hours' means that you can play with my emotions as if I don't care? I have faced Voldemort six times and I have survived, seen my friends and family die in front of my eyes and felt the pain of a burden that I don't even want. Do you realize how much you have hurt me these past years? I have looked at you in a romantic view since I was a third year only instead of having these feelings go away, grow and consume my whole being. What are you?" spat Harry releasing all of his emotions. "Are you such a heartless bastard that you cannot even feel anything? Nothing? When you kissed me back I felt something. To have you deny everything that you have told me and done, you really are a bastard. Why do I even bother, you'll just die like the rest of my friends. Voldemort wants you dead and I can't even be happy with you."
Severus was stunned. Pulling his hand quickly to himself he watched as Harry got up and left the library without a second thought.
Going back up to his room Harry decided that he was going to go back to the department of mysteries to go through the veil that Sirius had fallen into. He was fed up with everyone trying to run his life while people were dying on a daily basis because of some god damn destiny that he wanted no part in.
Packing up his trunk and getting into his bed, Harry went to sleep knowing that this was the last night that he was going to spend here, in Snape's house.
Noting that Harry did not want to talk to him, Severus went down into his potions lab to start the work that he had cancelled to be with Harry. I was all Harry's fault. Falling in love with a teenager that had raging hormones did nothing to help Severus's predicament. He had hurt Harry and his inner voice told him to go up to Harry's room and talk to him before he did something rash and stupid.
Quickly looking down at the potion that was going to bubble over because his mind was else where, Severus shoved any thoughts of Harry out of his mind and directed all of his attention towards the potion.
Tossing and turning in his bed, Harry was soon awake. Looking out of the huge window that was in his room he saw that it was almost dawn and that he only had a few hours left to go to the ministry of magic and go through the veil and never have to deal with Voldemort or people dying again.
Pulling his firebolt and invisibility cloak out of his truck, Harry took one last look around the room silently saying goodbye to Severus, he mounted his broom and pulling the invisibility cloak closer around his body he flew out of the window into the nighttime sky.
Not knowing where he was going Harry pulled his wand out of his back pocket and said, "Point me." Using the locater spell to guide him in the right direction to the ministry of magic Harry flew away from his love never to return.
After flying for several hours towards London Harry was able to find where the leaky cauldron was and gently land himself down on the empty streets of London.
After several minutes of carefully looking around for the phone booth that was the visitor entrance to the ministry Harry walked over to the booth and shut the door. Harry picked up the phone receiver and placed his finger on the dial trying to remember the numbers that Mr. Weasley punched in last summer at his hearing.
"Six, two, four, four, two," Harry mumbled as he punched the numbers into the dial.
"Welcome to the ministry of magic," a smooth voice said inside of the telephone booth. "Please state your name and your business."
"Harry Potter, visitor the ministry."
"Thank you very much," the voice said again. "You will be asked to check your wand in at the front desk when you enter."
Harry felt him self be lowered down into the ground as if he were in a muggle elevator. When he arrived at the bottom the phone booth door opened and he exited the booth while clipping the visitor's badge on the front of his muggle tee-shirt.
Walking over the man standing behind the golden desk Harry presented his wand to the man who instead of taking the wand just waved him on to what ever he was here to do.
Walking down the empty corridors Harry stopped to again to find his bearings to the department of mysteries.
After what seemed forever walking through a maze of corridors and blank walls Harry found the door that would lead him to salvation.
Severus was in his lab when he heard the sound of someone leaving the protective wards of his home. Running as fast as he could to Harry's room he opened the doors only to find the window open and a small piece of parchment fluttering in the breeze on Harry's bed.
Dear Severus,
I am sorry to inform you that I have had enough of my friends and family dying around me and I have decided to put a stop to all of my suffering. I know that you don't care about what I feel for you, I think that this is all for the best because a lot of people would be so much happier with the savior of the wizarding world gone.
If you get this note it may be too late to save me. Here is your only chance, remember where Sirius died? I'll be waiting for you in the after life.
Love,
Harry
"No!" Severus shouted at no one in particular. Gathering his courage, Severus apparated away to the ministry of magic.
Thank you very much for being patient with me. I have been very busy with school and I have also has a major problem with my internet provider. I hope you enjoy this chapter.
Aikidobrat