-Early visitors...-

"Who is it?" BB asked as he swiftly dodged furniture while running for the door. It was 7:47 in the morning and he didn't know why anyone would be at the door yet. He hadn't even ordered breakfast (a/n: tofu), had a shower, or was properly dressed to see someone this early. BB was dressed in black shorts, an old light green tee, and was sweating bullets because of the work out he just went through.

"Open up or I'll do it myself! I know you heard me shorty!" a familiar voice called out which sounded quite irritated and annoyed. He looked through a small glass circle in the doors and saw something incredible! 'There is no way in hell that's Raven! Since when does she wear clothes like that, freely express her emotions, and most of all I've never seen her cuddle in a guys arms like that lady was! She never even shows up at reunions, let alone coming days early to a get together! This just can't be her!' he told himself, but managed to tell the mysterious dressed girl "Who are you dudes anyway? Ordering me around like that and calling me short?!"

"If you must know how about you let us in and we'll chat. It's not like we're intruders..." Speedy didn't even finish his statement before an alarm went off and the titans were out of their beds, in uniform, ready for battle, and met BB at the doors to the T Tower. BB quickly explained the situation and they opened the door, cautiously to avoid any injury from the two unknown people.

"What the fuck are you guys doing? And when did you get new uniforms?" Raven asked looking at the new and improved Teen Titans.

The teams uniforms were, or at least looked new. Cy was pretty much the same, except he had a dark blue color instead of light blue and more high tech gadgets. BB had loose black shorts, a dark green shirt, a utility like belt, and silver metal sneakers. Star was the most drastic change of the three of them. She had on a tight light purple dress that showed lots of cleavage. The dress had slits on the side from just below her bust to her upper thighs (where the dress ended), no sleeves/straps, and showed off the upper part of her breasts well.

"Friend Raven? Can it really be you after we haven't seen you for so long? And can that man really be our dear friend Speedy?" Star looked deeply puzzled as she stared at Raven and Speedy, who were holding hands and blushing a little.

"Um... I'm Speedy and this fine, lovely, kind, sexy goth is Raven, as if you didn't know us already."

"Oh! Whoops! My bad! So sorry dudes... I sorta set off the alarm because you guys look so different. Raven, please don't get mad! I really don't want anything breaking or exploding now... we just cleaned up yesterday and it took a really long time..."

Raven cut BB short and said "don't worry! I got everything under control... for the most part... until yesterday when I by accident broke someone's glassware, but besides that it's been three years since I broke something."

"Yeah... Raven and I sorta... never mind! You don't want to know! Forget I said anything!" Speedy started blushing furiously and the titans knew something was up.

"Come inside and have some food I have made for this most joyous of occasions!" Star said triumphantly. They all went inside and headed for the kitchen which hadn't changed at all except there was actually edible food in the fridge.

-After Breakfast and Snacks-

"I'm so sorry for the inconvenience guys. It's just that those stupid asses at the airport delayed our plane, otherwise we would've came at eleven o' clock yesterday... we were trying to surprise you." Raven explained in her old monotone voice.

"It was probably my fault... I mean if I hadn't held us up when we were packing, before we arrived at the airport, we could've made an earlier flight or something. "

Speedy was troubled about catching the titans off guard, although it was funny. He didn't mean to disturb anything. The last thing he wanted to do was anger his friends or date. 'I'm so sorry. If only she knew how guilty I feel and how deeply sorry I am.'

"Stop it Speedy! It's not your fault! It's those dumbass pilots!"

Speedy glanced over to see her worried expression. She had read his thoughts and understood how he felt. Finally he had a girlfriend that understood him well. Even if he didn't like his mind read he was glad Raven did. She was comforting and wouldn't make fun of his emotions because of everything that went on in her life. She understood emotions better than anyone he ever knew before and he loved her more than anyone else. He realized how he was starting to grow dependant on her love... he needed her... badly.

"Speedy? Are you well? If you are, I would like to ask and would be very happy if you could join us to see a movie of some sort. Maybe you could be... my date?" Star asked starting to slightly blush.

"I'm sorry Star. I've got a date already (looks over to Raven who is checking him out some more). However I do know that BB might want to ask you out..."

"ME?! UM... (face goes from green to cherry red) would you do me the honor?" BB asked unsure of himself. Star shook her head up and down, then smiled at Beast Boy.

"Okay! As nice as this fucken mushy shit is going on I'm getting ready... to be pimped out! See ya in a few minutes while I change to get the hot ladies" Cy said running to his room.

The others knew Cyborg was a bit impatient, so they went up and got changed from their uniforms except for Raven and Speedy. They were busy unpacking and settling into their rooms.

Raven entered her old room; it looked like it did when she left it. How she'd missed that room so much. The scent of lilacs and violets was still there, along with a few bags of her favorite herbal tea (a/n: brand new), so she expected Star went shopping a bit for her. The room was still dark and mysterious, which was the reason she loved that room so much. Still after she'd unpacked her clothes, organized her books, put her personal items in order, and meditated for a minute she knew something was missing. She had almost forgot to get out her mirror and diary. She set them on the dresser and got freshened up to go out with Speedy.

At the same time Speedy was unpacking in Robins old room, which creeped him out. He had newspaper articles about old villains all over the walls and not much light to keep him from tripping on items of his own or Robins. He decided it didn't feel right to totally unpack since it wasn't his room, so he set his bags aside and was heading out of the room when he tripped over something. It was small and felt like a mini notebook.

Speedy was curious and decided to go into the hall so he could see this object better. Once outside of the room he was amazed at his discovery. The object he discovered was Robin's old journal. As any person would do he decided to read a little bit of it...

It seemed to start the day they fought Slade...

Dear Journal,

Today was okay. We defeated Slade and decided to go out to get pizza later. I asked Star if she'd go out with me to the movies later and she gladly accepted! I can't believe she said yes to a date! I was amazed enough at that, but when she said she loved me I was floored I was too overwhelmed to say anything. Raven overheard us and waited for my reponse, so I didn't say anything. I feel so bad now. After Raven got depressed over me not telling Star how much I love her powers went nuts and the fridge, toaster, oven, and radio broke. It's my entire fault! I should've told her how I really felt! I hate myself!!! I needed to get away from the T Tower, so I went out to a club.

Dear Jornal,

I still feel bad, so I got drunken end em riting tiz... ow! Now I gottsa hangover! Shit!

Dear Journal,

Ravens mad at me for being drunk. I told her I was sorry, but she didn't believe me. If I had just told her before, but now it's too late to say anything. I'm screwed! I'm going to go party at this new club opening up... maybe bragging about myself and getting drunk will take my mind off of things...

Dear Journal,

I went to this party again to make myself feel better, but when I got home Raven was screaming at me! I know I should be out all the time, but it's not like I was ignoring the rest of the titans... especially not her. I love her... but must go so I don't upset her or Star. I really love Raven... I wish she knew... oh well. I will now leave before causing anymore trouble for anyone...

-Robin

P.S.- If you find this Raven... I'm sorry... for everything... I do love you...

'Wow! I can't believe this!' Speedy thought.

"Speedy? You ready yet?" Raven yelled up the stairs to Speedy who was still focused on the book. He didn't even know Robin had a soft side like that or a journal!

"Coming!" he called down to her. He wondered if he should tell her...

-Robin at the airport-

"Shit!"

Robin was being strip-searched on the way out and they found a knife on him. He told them it was used for self-defense, but no one believed him or the fact he was the "boy wonder". He was going to be delayed until late that night at the earliest...

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