I DONT OWN THE TEEN TITANS,Vans, Nirvana, or (if I meentioned anything else my ass could get sued for)... DONT SUE(is begging on knees)
-Secrets Unveiled-
'Hopefully he doesn't mind if I freshen up a bit' she told herself while letting the door slam shut behind her, leaving Speedy outside wondering what she was doing and if she was okay. He thought she'd lock him out or something drastic, being she WAS raven and all.
As if she read his mind again she said "I'll open the door in a minute"
When the door opened Raven was on her black silk bed with the room dimly lit with one candle on the opposite side of the room. She was dressed in black, thin, lace undergarments that showed plenty of skin, which Speedy didn't mind in least bit. The whole room smelled like lilacs, herbal tea, and violets. The darkness of the room and the way she was she had dressed made her irresistible.
The whole situation was so right and perfect, but seemed so incredibly wrong for some reason. There was something inside of him that didn't want him to go inside. That part of him objected to him doing anything with Raven. Ever since he read Robin's journal there was something holding him back, something making him uncomfortable around her, something that haunted him. He then knew what it was. He felt awkward around a girl one of his best friends loved. It didn't feel right. He knew now wasn't exactly the best time in the world, but he had to ask her now. If he didn't it would've tore him apart on the inside.
"Rae... do you... um..."
"Please hurry, I'm tired Speed and this outfit isn't exactly what I'd say I'd like to be caught in with you in the same room."
"Okay. I'll make this sort, to the point, and sweet. Yesterday, when I was unpacking in Robins room, I found something I shouldn't have and now I'm consumed with my own guilt. It was his journal from the last few days he was here and it said everything. It even said how he didn't love Star... he really wanted you. I don't feel right... I just... I'm sorry..."
Raven suddenly sat up right in her bra and panties shocked and blushing furiously. She didn't know what to say or even think. 'Robin loved me? NO WAY! I thought he hated me!'
"Can you get it and read it to me?" Raven asked in her cool nonchalant monotone voice.
There was an odd silence and Speedy decided instead of staring at her from the door like an ass he'd go and do as she had asked. When he returned he read her the only few messages he wrote in it.
-Ravens POV-
"There is no way in hell that he wrote that! After all he was such a complete jerk! I'll never forgive that idiotic bastard! All he ever did when he was home was... mostly... try to talk to me. He always tried so hard to make things better and always punished himself for others wrongs. When we spoke alone and didn't fight he made me feel so special. Almost like I was the thing that mattered at the moment. I got so jealous about Robin and Star that I was almost was never out to enjoy time with my teammates. When I did actually come out I was yelling at Robin to get some anger out, so I wouldn't blow up all of Jump City. It was partly my fault that the Titans are the way they are now...I feel so...'
"Rae... you okay?"
"Yeah! I am, I was just thinking. It was my fault! All MY fault!"
Then I balled up, went to the farthest corner of my bed, and cried my eyes out like a baby. It was the first time I ever did that. It felt good to rid of all those emotions, but the when I thought of the reason I started crying I just wept more.
Speedy came over to comfort me.
"First we should get you dressed. Then we can talk about what's on your mind. I don't think you'd like everyone to know what we were gonna do."
He dressed me, slowly enough to admire my slim fit body though. He looked through my dresser and found a pretty good outfit. He choose a black tube top that said "in your dreams maybe" in navy blue lettering, short shorts, black knee high socks and my Vans. Once he put on my socks, shorts and sneakers he stopped.
"You will never how much I love you. When your upset, so am I. But sometimes I really just want to put my hands under your clothes to feel what it's like under there. Maybe later I could massage your breasts? When you feel better?"
He said this playfully, smirking the whole time while Raven blushed.
'Making me want to tell him how I long for his touch wouldn't be right. At least not now.'
"Well, when exactly are you gonna put my top on? Or were you going to just stare?"
"I was getting to it... in a minute..."
(Regular POV)
Raven stood in the center of her dark room with Speedy by her side with her shirt in his hands. He knew he wanted her, but he had to resist. He knew she was in the mood, but they had to talk first. He then felt a sudden urge to play with her. He wanted her so bad.
"Can I do something?"
"Sure."
Speedy then bent down a bit, licking her belly. He played with her piercing with his tongue and gradually made his way up. When he reached her chest, he cautiously and carefully removed her bra.
"What are you..." before she could finish her sentence she was moaning. She liked this attention and wanted more. Speedy heard how she enjoyed him and began gently nibbling her soft nipples.
BBBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
-Back to Robin-
"Where can they be?" he asked out loud, as if someone were listening to him.
'They can be just about anywhere, it?'s not like they were expecting you. You should've called in advance.'
He searched in his pocket for his old house key, hoping it would work. He found it and put the key into the sliver in the doorknob. As he turned the knob, the metal door opened and he was amazed. The tower looked clean and orderly. He felt hungry, so he went directly to the kitchen. He stopped in front of the fridge, afraid to see what its contents were. The last time he looked there was mildew and blue mystery food. He opened it and was again stunned. The food was edible!
"Oh YEAH!" he shouted, thinking there was no one to hear him.
-Rae and Speedy-
Just as he was about to undress the bottom half of her again to give her the time of her life they heard someone scream. They both realized they couldn't be seen like they were, so Speedy finished dressing Raven by putting on her bra and tube top.
"That voice... too deep to be BB... too soft to be Cy... and definitely not a girl. Is there an intruder? Maybe I'm hearing things?"
?No. I heard it too. It sounds familiar though! Maybe someone else is visiting! Like my buddy Aqualad or someone else like that" Speedy suggested.
"Doubt it. Aqualads voice is deeper than that... and he wouldn't be here... he's on vacation in Athens... um..."
"And how do you know that?"
Raven blushed and replied "I just know him... as a friend... I..."
"It's okay if you liked him. As long as you love me now."
"I do... with all my heart. It's like you're my true love or something. You're so nice to me."
"You're my true love too. If we ever got separated I'd be totally devastated and would be forced to kick whoever's ass you were going out with. You mean the world to me Rae... I'll never let you go."
"I'm afraid I'd do the same. If any girl took you away, they'd better expect trouble."
After they spoke about how much loved each other, they were ready to head downstairs, not knowing what to expect. They exited Ravens room with caution, then slowly went down the stairs. About midway down the stairs they heard the voice again and stopped.
-Robins POV-
He was hungry and had just finished two bowls of cereal and a slice of day old, non-fuzzy pizza when he noticed a note on the counter. It was from Star telling Raven that she and BB are together and for Speedy and her to have a good time. He was puzzled at the note.
'Is Raven here? Is Speedy here? Are they going out? Are Star and BB going out? What about Cy, there's nothing in the letter about him? Did he move from the Titans? Does anyone care about me anymore? I know how I was before I left, but does that mean they forgot about me? I have changed a lot... or at least I thought so..."
"SHIT!"
He had just jumped to so many bad conclusions that he was about to write them a note and go back home, when he heard a woman moaning.
"Is ANYONE home?"
After he asked there was complete silence. Then he heard light footsteps upstairs starting to come down stairs.
"Hello? I can hear you! Man... maybe I am hearing things."
He paused and then there was complete silence again.
"Hello? What do you want and why are you here? Who are you?" a man's voice called out, but the man from whom the voice was from couldn't be seen. "He must be in another room."
(Regular POV)
"I don't want anything, but to see and apologize to my friends.I've felt so much guilt and thought it was about time to fix all the wrong I've done. Now tell me who you are and I'll tell you my name."
"I'm Speedy. Now tell me who you are or I'll kick your ass for being here! Tell me who you are intruder!"
"Let him explain himself. Maybe he's our friend, or something."
Robin interrupted the woman's voice and said, "I'm an old friend of the Titans. Do you know where BB. Cy, and Star are, Speedy? I also read a note that you and Raven are here...where is she?"/p>
"Say who you are and I'll explain everything to you."
"Well to start off I'm Robin..."
The woman's voice interrupted him "Wait! You're Robin? Can you prove it? Just so I really know it?s you?"
"I... don't think I have any proof. I do have a new motorcycle, if that helps any. And I'm sorry Rae. For everything."
"How did you...?"
"When you spoke a dirty cup in the sink started to glow a blackish purple color and it rose. You have to be Raven. Also the times you spoke sounded like nearly the same exact tone, in your voice. Raven always had a monotone voice and didn't share her emotions. Even if you can show your emotions now you're probably so used to that voice that you use it most of the time without knowing it."
Raven and Speedy stood there on the stairs shocked.
"Um... if you're Robin... we sorta read your diary... and... well... if it's you then say something about what was in your diary... by the way if you're Robin I'm deeply sorry... "
"It's okay. What's past is past. What's present is present. I believe I wrote about what an ass I was and my last entry said I loved Rae. I am a bit pissed off though. Reading that should've been off limits! It was in my room."
Raven and Speedy steeped into the kitchen where Robin stood. Robin had changed a lot. His black hair was spiked up and the tips were dyed red, which perfectly matched his tee shirt. His tee was black with red sleeves and red lettering that read "FLAMES ARE PRETTY!". On the back of his tee it had a skater doing a grind on fire. His shorts were black with at least a dozen black and silver chains going from his back left pocket to his front left pocket. He had on a ball chain necklace, a spiked leather wristband on his left hand, a few black jelly bracelets on the right hand, a piercing in his right ear and a spiked pyramid belt on.
'He's hot! He even looks better than Speedy! What am I thinking! It's not like before when he left and I had a crush on him! That was a long time ago and I'm different now. I have Speedy, my boyfriend.' Raven thought.
Raven found herself looking at was showing of his muscular legs and his big snekers.'Big sneakers means he's gotta have a pretty big...'
"Rae? Are you okay? You just zoned out." Speedy looked so worried. She could never hurt him.
"Um... yeah. I was just thinking."
She once again found herself staring at Robin. His shorts were sort of tight in a certain area that immediately grabbed her attention. His arms looked so strong and powerful. His eyes were a dark brown and his skin had tanned and made him look sexy. She couldn't fight herself. Part of her said to fuck off because she had Speedy. Another part of her said to take a chance and get what she always had wanted. She always admired the boy wonder from afar, but never said anything or gave hints to this.
"I'm gonna go up on the roof and meditate. I haven't done that in ages." She said in her monotone voice to the confused guys, left standing there without an explanation.
Robin felt it was his fault. "Was it me... or something I said?"
"Nah. I think she just needs time to think."
"Oh... so you think she's still pissed off at me? Or do you think she's gotten over it and forgiven me?"
"Probably. She's gained control of her emotions for the most part."
-BB and Star-
Both were at a music store and Star was eyeing up a CD BB had in his hand. It was called "In Utero". Star was curios and wanted to ask so many questions.
"What is this wondrous thing you call "Nirvana?""
"It's a 90's rock band, Star. They sing this song called Rape Me and this other one called Heart Shaped Box and... nevermind. It's not like you'd know anyway."
"Well if you wish you could explain it to me."
"Let's go home Star. I'm starting to get tired."
"Sure, but first we must find friend Cyborg."
"No prob. I know where he is! Porn Shop or the movies!"
BB ran out the store with Star and headed to the mall movie theatre. There they purchased tickets to the grand opening of "When Bots Take Over". Cyborg read the paper the other day and said, "This is supposed to be a thrilling movie with plenty of climax! Best thing is most of the characters in this are robots! I'm gonna go see it in the mall next time we go."
They sat through the two-hour, long, drawn out, stupid, idiotic, action, thriller and finally the credits came. The last person in the movies was, of course, Cy. He needed to see who played every part and memorize them to show off to his buds.
-Back at the Tower on the roof-
"Are you still upset? After all I was wrong. You have a right to never forgive me. I will never forgive myself for being the way I was. I think you, of all people, should know this."
"It's okay Robin. Just please leave me be for right now. I have to think right now. I do forgive you, no matter how much of an ass you were to the others and me. I learned to control my emotions in my time away, so it was sot of good I left."
Raven stood up in front of Robin looking at him face to face. She stared into his dark brown, devilishly handsome, eyes of his. "I really do forgive you!" She kissed him on the cheek and left him on the roof. He pondered for nearly half an hour before the other Teen Titans got home. He wondered why she kissed him and what she thought of him after these few years of not seeing each other. His old feelings for her were resurfacing, which wasn?t good. He was going to go crazy if he stayed away from her form her for too long. He heard a car door slam and he knew the others would want to see him, so he went inside and got ready for the rest of the Titans to greet him.
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