I Hope You Dance

J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Erin) Thanks to my reviewers raelyn mrs. shigwa. cobin- I will fix it soon. Thanks! ShOrTnSwEeT9013 Danz J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)

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Chapter Six: Regrets

James's point of view

She had just pulled away from that earth-shattering kiss. Her hands flew to her mouth and she turned away from me. Lily started to mutter, "How could I do? How could I do that?" I was in pain. She rejected me. I thought she liked me, maybe even loved me.

She looked at me one last time before she ran up the stairs. We could go back to out old friendship, back to square one for us. I sighed and solemnly walked to my dormitory. How would I explain what happen to the rest of the marauders? Padfoot would tease me, and Moony would most likely scold me for losing Lily friendship. But at least Wormtail would probably stand by me. He was very loyal.

Luckily when I opened the door they were all asleep. I would not have to deal with them until morning.

Lily's point of view

I covered my face in shame. How could I kiss my friend? The guy closest to me? I knew the answer I just didn't want to face it. I loved him but I couldn't let him know that. I started to mutter; I don't know what I was exactly saying

I turned to at him. He looked very close to crying. Then I ran. I had to get away and think about what happen. The girls that also slept in my dorm were asleep. I looked from Alice to Kate to Mandy just to be sure. 'Good,' I thought, ' I don't have to tell them where I was.'

James's point of view

Something was licking my face. I brushed it away and opened my eyes. There was a big, black dog sitting on my stomach. "Gross Padfoot, that is just gross, do you realize how long it is going to take to disinfect myself, and we have classes today!" I said with disgust. "Sorry mate but I needed to wake you up." He replied.

Then what happen last night struck me again. How was I going to face Lily? I guess we could go back to the way things were before. But she was one of the best parts of my day. She made life worth living. And then of course how would I explained to my friends why Lily and I were such good pals yesterday and now we wouldn't talk to each other.

There was no way around it. I would have to face her. I just hope that she would forgive me.

Lily's point of view

I woke up at 6:30 ready for a brand new day. I would go back to my old friends and forget everything about the marauders. I mean why should I care about them any ways. But I did care; I cared with all my heart. I would miss them but that didn't matter. All that mattered was that I couldn't face James.

I waited for my friends to wake up and then we walked together down to breakfast. Unluckily for me Sirius spotted me and dragged me with my friends in tow over to where the marauders sat. I sat there not talking afraid that I would have to talk to him. James eyes met mine for just a moment we both looked away. Ashamed as I was when you are with the marauders you can't be silent for long with out getting into the conversation. Today it was about how much Sirius ate. We argued back and forth about weather it was healthy or not.

James and I never talked straight to one and other. Remus was watching me. I could feel it. I looked up at him and he questioned me with his gaze. I looked down; nothing was going my way.