Author's Note: Where is the luffering?! I made some. Shh.

Chapter Four

Probably Not

"Yuki."

"Mmph."

"Come on, get up."

"No.."

"Yuki!"

Yuki opened his hazel eyes, only to find himself staring into violet ones. Shuichi was leaning particularily close to his face, and that damn brat STILL looked worried. "What is it now?" he grumped, looking everywhere but directly into his eyes. He was laying on the couch, but he didn't remember fallng asleep..

"Yuki, you fainted, I told you not to drink that stuff..it's--"

Shuichi was cut by a prolonged kiss from Yuki. There. That shut him up.

Shuichi pulled away. "Yuki! Really, listen to me!" he said, on the verge of tears again. Did that boy ever stop crying..?

Yuki sighed and layed back against the couch, running a hand through his messy blonde hair. "What?" he snapped, glaring at the wall opposite him.

"Yuki, if you don't stop drinking that stuff with your medicine. It put you out last time and..and you could die..."

"Why do you care?" Yuki snapped back, glaring sharply at him. Shuichi looked taking aback and stared down at his hands, tears beginning to slowly fall down his cheeks. Yuki instantly regretted his angry outburst. Sure, the kid was annoying and loud, but Yuki couldn't help but feel a little sorry for him.

"Look--"

"No, it's okay, I understand." Shuichi said quietly, cutting him off. "I won't bother you anymore today.." he stood, and walked down the long hall to the room he was supposed to be sleeping in. -Supposed- to be, but lately he hadn't been.

Yuki made to follow him, but as soon as he stood, he felt a large pounding hurt in his head, and had to sit back down in fear of falling over. Shaking, he placed a hand on his forehead. It felt heated, but somehow at the same time freezing.

"What's wrong? Why is this happening to me..?" he mumbled, little stars of pain shooting up from behind his eyes. The whole room went dark, no, the whole room disappeared. Yuki blacked out.

Do you remember him?

Yes..I remember him...

Do you remember how you were?

I do..

Do you remember what happened?

I..I killed..I killed him...

Why?

He..I..I can't remember..just angry..just vocies..screaming...and then he was dead.

And then you ran.

I did..

Why?

Police..life..people..I couldn't stand it..I was going to kill myself...

But you didn't.

No..he wouldn't have wanted it like that..He knew..I didn't mean to...

You can't know that.

I do..I do..I...

"I do.." muttered Yuki, eyes fluttering open again. Ack. Fell asleep again. He shrugged, sitting up and yawning, and took a precautious look at the clock.

"One AM?!" he exclaimed, looking surprised. It was six when he fell asleep! What could have caused him to sleep so long? Was this stuff really so bad for him? He looked at his half-empty drink suspisciously, it had no label of nutrients on it, just it's name.

Blinking, he stood up, pouring out the rest of the contents and then crumbling the can, tossing it into the trash as he walked by.

Walking into the computer room, he switched on his computer, preparing to start typing again. He sighed, lighting up a cigarette and taking a long drag, waiting for the damned screen to load.

After note: Oooh! The ending's gonna be a real surprise!