Hey Im sorry for the delay but I got my wisdom teeth out last week and then school started on Tuesday so this is really the first time I've gotten on here in a while. Im going to post this today and I'll work on another chapter for tomorrow.
Warning : this chapter contains swearing and rape.
And thank you to everyone who wrote a review, it was greatly appreciated.
Flutterbied
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Black, everything was so black. This doesn't make any sense, when I sleep, I sleep in the day time it should be light out. Why isn't there any light? Damn it I can't see, okay calm down Sara just get up and go turn the light on. Shit, what the fuck happened, my arms wont move, she tried to move her legs, hyperventilating slightly. Ok neither will my legs. Ok deep breaths, relax, and ok where am I? Feeling around with her fingertips. Defiantly not in my bed, god my head hurts. Ok why the hell does my head hurt, I haven't been drinking, what was I doing before I fell asleep? That's right I was at a crime scene, it was cold out kinda rainy but it was defiantly daytime. Yes ok so what case was I working on? It was with Grissom. She smiled. Umm suicide? No. Murder? Yes it was a woman she was killed and raped and I was in the forest looking for evidence and someone can up behind me. It all rushed back to her, finding the fabric, taking photos, bagging it, hearing a twig snap and the shattering pain as something came down over her head.
Fuck I've been kidnapped. That explains why I can't see, I'm blindfolded and my arms and legs are tried to bedposts. Shit this is how Susan Waterhouse was killed, a man tortured her, raped her and then killed her. I never should have gone into the forest alone. Ok just be quiet for a minute, can you hear anything. The creak of a wooden floor, someone else's breathing and a noise she couldn't quite place. Scraping of some sort almost like nails on a chalkboard, shit someone was sharpening a knife.
Ok this is not good should I lay hear and pretend I'm still unconscious, maybe he wants me to be awake when he hurts me or should I wake up and try to figure out whats going on, if this is even the same guy, who knows maybe its not, he might just be sharpening a knife to eat with, yeah that's right Sara and who do you think your kidding. Ok so I just lay hear and be quiet till Grissom figures out I'm gone then he'll come save me and I won't be hurt at all. Ok good plan Sara lets just be very still.
"Ha bitch, you can pretend but I know your awake, you think I didn't see your little struggle against those ropes and hear you mumbling about some Grissom guy, but I did and now that you're awake I'm going to have a little fun."
Sara swore. "You bastard why did you kill her, what did she ever do to you?" "Was it something stupid, what wouldn't she date you? She slept with you and then tossed you aside? Why the fuck did you do it?"
He smiled. "Because she deserved it, the lying, cheating whore." "And now I'm going to have to kill you too because you know too much. You found my mistake but don't worry I've disposed of it now. I won't be found. And as much as I've enjoyed listening to you talk I would much rather hear you scream."
He walked over to Sara and unbuttoned her shirt and sliced open her bra with the knife and smiled as she quivered. He peeled off the blindfold and discarded it along with her shirt. "Come on Sara scream for me." He drew the knife slowly across her right breast and she gasped. "I will not give you the satisfaction of hearing me scream you son of a bitch."
"Now, now Sara that really is no way to talk about my mother, and for that I'll have to make you pay." He brought the knife down and drew a circle around her nipple.
Sara bit on her lip to keep from crying. "I bet you killed her too, your own mother how could you, you sick bastard." "You don't deserve to live you fucking ass hole."
"I'm not sure how too make you understand Sara but if you keep taking like that, I may have to gag that foul mouth of yours." "But of course that would be no fun because then I wouldn't be able to hear you scream. So behave now my dear." He brought the knife down over each breast several times and proceeded to write bitch on her stomach.
"You know Sara the two of you would have gotten on well, your both bitches you know that. I'm very disappointed in you right now you seem to be unable to scream at the moment but maybe if I take things up a notch. Do you remember what I raped Susan with? If I remember correctly you found that to."
"Yeah with a candle, I gotta tell you the dish washer is a pretty unique place to hide something, you were probably planning on washing that weren't you."
"Oh yes I didn't get a chance though, normally I wouldn't leave a place in that state."
He unzipped Sara's jeans and pulled them down her legs underwear in tow. He cut them off her legs and came back brandishing a candle that was identical to the one used on Susan Waterhouse.
"Now Sara this is going to hurt and I want you to try and scream as load as you can."
He plunged the candle roughly into her vagina and repeatedly hammered it into her. She closed her eyes tightly against the pain and fought the scream rising in her throat. Sara felt herself tear and screamed as he continued to pound the bloody candle into her.
"That's it Sara you scream, you scream and beg me to stop."
She let out a blood curling scream " God no, please stop, please god help me, Grissom help me, nooooooo"
"Sara, Sara."
"Grissom help me, please make it stop."
"Sara, its ok wake up your dreaming."
"No get him off of me, Grissss."
"Sara, honey wake up no one is hurting you I promise, I've got you okay?" Grissom pulled her to his chest "It was just a nightmare Sara, its over, its all right."
He unbuckled her seatbelt and pulled her to him. Sara sat and sobbed quietly in his lap.
"It was so real, what happened, when did I fall asleep?"
"You fell asleep shortly after you told me what you thought happened, you've been out for about half an hour, when you started screaming I woke you up."
Sara sighed and rubbed her temples. " We won't find anything in the house but I think I know where we might."