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BB could not move. He could not believe it. He was looking at Raven's diary. This
could be his ultimate source to find out everything he had missed out on. To get the
answers that Raven would just not give him. He figured out that Raven had feelings for
him, otherwise she would not have slept with him last night, but this was everything. He
could find out how long she's liked him, what she likes about him, anything. He could
even find out about Raven's past. He reached his hand over the diary, about to pick it up,
but he was worried. What if Raven figured out that he had swiped her diary and then read
it? He would be in some serious trouble. But, he couldn't contain it, he could hear the
voices in his head. "Take the book, take it." BB took a quick glance around and grabbed
the book. What could he do now? He had the book, but it could never leave Raven's
room or she would know. He grabbed the book and ran inside Ravens bathroom and shut
the door. He had never really been in a girl's bathroom before. He saw all the stiff laying
out on the counter, the makeup, the brush, everything. Plus, she had a ton of crap in the
shower. BB sighed and sat down on top of the toilet, it being the only seat. He took a
really good look at the book and found that it was unlocked. She must have just written in
it. He slowly took off the lock, trying not to make any sounds that someone would not
make in the bathroom. He laid the pen on the floor and slowly opened the book.
Suddenly, it wasn't a book though. It was a video; it must have been a video journal. He
walked out of the bathroom and took the video out of its case. Why did she make it look
like a book? Did she think that no one would look at it that way? Or maybe did she want
people to think it was a journal so they would keep away. He crept over to the door and
locked it so no one could come in. He looked around to see where Raven's T.V. was but
could not find it. She obviously did not like T.V., but, he did find a computer. He headed
over to it and saw that the video camera was already hooked up to her computer. This
was it. He started up the computer as the desktop quickly came up. She had a different
desktop then what he had expected. He expected something as dark as her room, but it
wasn't. It was pictures of them, the Teen Titans. There were a bunch of pictures around
the side of Starfire, Robin and Cyborg, but there was a big picture in the middle of him
and Raven. Like they were the most important thing and the others were still important
but not as important. Although Raven didn't look happy in the picture, BB knew that she
was. He looked at her icons and saw that there were only three of them. Internet, Recycle
Bin, and Video journal. He grabbed the mouse and moved in over to video journal. He
right clicked it and a small screen came up, asking for a password. How was he supposed
to know what the password was?! He sighed and knew that he wasn't going to get in. He
typed in the first thing that came to his mind and entered it. He looked down and as he
was about to walk away a small screen came up, reading "Welcome Raven." A list of
options came up shortly after that. He clicked on Past entries as a huge list of choices
came up. He placed the video in the camera and the video camera and clicked on the
latest entry. A small screen came up as a video started to play. He saw Raven as she
adjusted the camera on the tripod. "Okay, it's 6:30 in the morning and I just got up. But,
tonight was no ordinary night." She got behind the camera and moved it so you could see
BB in the bed. She left the camera there for about 5 minutes and then turned it back away
from him. She came back in front of the camera and then sat down on a small stool.
"Wow, what a night, huh? I mean, I hoped that it would happen one day, but I didn't
know wishes could come true so soon. Don't get me wrong, I've liked BB for a long
time. Gosh it's hard to believe this is the first entry where I've talked about him like this.
I mean, I can remember the first time I really started to like Beast Boy was when he got
into my mind. I mean, I though I had feelings for him before. I would think about him at
all the wrong times. Like in the middle of a battle, or even on the shower. But that really
proved it. I guess I just have a hard time with my feelings. I mean, I've taught myself not
to have feelings because of my powers, but now it's like a hormone river. I definitely
can't let anyone see me like this, especially Beast Boy. I want him to think that the only
reason I slept with him was because I was upset, and if that doesn't work I'll say I was
drunk or high or something like that. I can't let him know that I love him. It's not right. I
can't be in a relationship. My powers would be out of control. I never told anyone this
but on Azerath they would choose your partners for you. They would team you up with
someone you despised so your powers would not go out of control. You were supposed to
reproduce and that was it. But I don't understand that. Why would you want to be with
someone you hated just to have sex? Sex is a special thing in your life. I just don't think I
can be in a relationship. Stupid telling you this huh? I better get out of here before he
wakes up." BB watched as Raven stood up and the video camera ended. The screen
exited and came back to the original menu. BB sighed and exited out of the program. He
took the video out of the camera and put it back in its case. He shut down the computer
and sat for a minute in the computer chair. Why? He didn't understand. Even after
watching the video. Why would she not be in a relationship with him? Why? He shot up
out of the chair and unlocked Ravens room, running put of the room. He turned to his
right and ran up the stairs, leading to the roof entrance. He slammed open the door and
found Raven floating about the ground. "Azerath Metrion Zinthois, Azerath Metrion
Zinthois."(Did I spell that right?) "Raven!" BB shouted as Raven opened her eyes and
turned around, still hovering form the ground. "What" Raven stared at Beast Boy, waiting
for an answer, but all he did was pant. Raven sighed and got to her feet. She walked over
to him but before she could say anything, she was frenched. She closed her eyes for a
moment, enjoying it, then, realizing what she was doing, pulled away. "What is your
problem?!" BB smiled. "Thank you, you have just answered my question." Raven opened
her eyes wide, knowing what he was talking about, but hid it the best she could. "What
question?!" BB smiled and walked towards her. "Raven it's okay, you don't have to be
afraid. I want to be in a relationship with you. I won't believe any of your excuses either,
I know you want to be in a relationship with me too."
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Well, that's all for now, R&R, byez!
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BB could not move. He could not believe it. He was looking at Raven's diary. This
could be his ultimate source to find out everything he had missed out on. To get the
answers that Raven would just not give him. He figured out that Raven had feelings for
him, otherwise she would not have slept with him last night, but this was everything. He
could find out how long she's liked him, what she likes about him, anything. He could
even find out about Raven's past. He reached his hand over the diary, about to pick it up,
but he was worried. What if Raven figured out that he had swiped her diary and then read
it? He would be in some serious trouble. But, he couldn't contain it, he could hear the
voices in his head. "Take the book, take it." BB took a quick glance around and grabbed
the book. What could he do now? He had the book, but it could never leave Raven's
room or she would know. He grabbed the book and ran inside Ravens bathroom and shut
the door. He had never really been in a girl's bathroom before. He saw all the stiff laying
out on the counter, the makeup, the brush, everything. Plus, she had a ton of crap in the
shower. BB sighed and sat down on top of the toilet, it being the only seat. He took a
really good look at the book and found that it was unlocked. She must have just written in
it. He slowly took off the lock, trying not to make any sounds that someone would not
make in the bathroom. He laid the pen on the floor and slowly opened the book.
Suddenly, it wasn't a book though. It was a video; it must have been a video journal. He
walked out of the bathroom and took the video out of its case. Why did she make it look
like a book? Did she think that no one would look at it that way? Or maybe did she want
people to think it was a journal so they would keep away. He crept over to the door and
locked it so no one could come in. He looked around to see where Raven's T.V. was but
could not find it. She obviously did not like T.V., but, he did find a computer. He headed
over to it and saw that the video camera was already hooked up to her computer. This
was it. He started up the computer as the desktop quickly came up. She had a different
desktop then what he had expected. He expected something as dark as her room, but it
wasn't. It was pictures of them, the Teen Titans. There were a bunch of pictures around
the side of Starfire, Robin and Cyborg, but there was a big picture in the middle of him
and Raven. Like they were the most important thing and the others were still important
but not as important. Although Raven didn't look happy in the picture, BB knew that she
was. He looked at her icons and saw that there were only three of them. Internet, Recycle
Bin, and Video journal. He grabbed the mouse and moved in over to video journal. He
right clicked it and a small screen came up, asking for a password. How was he supposed
to know what the password was?! He sighed and knew that he wasn't going to get in. He
typed in the first thing that came to his mind and entered it. He looked down and as he
was about to walk away a small screen came up, reading "Welcome Raven." A list of
options came up shortly after that. He clicked on Past entries as a huge list of choices
came up. He placed the video in the camera and the video camera and clicked on the
latest entry. A small screen came up as a video started to play. He saw Raven as she
adjusted the camera on the tripod. "Okay, it's 6:30 in the morning and I just got up. But,
tonight was no ordinary night." She got behind the camera and moved it so you could see
BB in the bed. She left the camera there for about 5 minutes and then turned it back away
from him. She came back in front of the camera and then sat down on a small stool.
"Wow, what a night, huh? I mean, I hoped that it would happen one day, but I didn't
know wishes could come true so soon. Don't get me wrong, I've liked BB for a long
time. Gosh it's hard to believe this is the first entry where I've talked about him like this.
I mean, I can remember the first time I really started to like Beast Boy was when he got
into my mind. I mean, I though I had feelings for him before. I would think about him at
all the wrong times. Like in the middle of a battle, or even on the shower. But that really
proved it. I guess I just have a hard time with my feelings. I mean, I've taught myself not
to have feelings because of my powers, but now it's like a hormone river. I definitely
can't let anyone see me like this, especially Beast Boy. I want him to think that the only
reason I slept with him was because I was upset, and if that doesn't work I'll say I was
drunk or high or something like that. I can't let him know that I love him. It's not right. I
can't be in a relationship. My powers would be out of control. I never told anyone this
but on Azerath they would choose your partners for you. They would team you up with
someone you despised so your powers would not go out of control. You were supposed to
reproduce and that was it. But I don't understand that. Why would you want to be with
someone you hated just to have sex? Sex is a special thing in your life. I just don't think I
can be in a relationship. Stupid telling you this huh? I better get out of here before he
wakes up." BB watched as Raven stood up and the video camera ended. The screen
exited and came back to the original menu. BB sighed and exited out of the program. He
took the video out of the camera and put it back in its case. He shut down the computer
and sat for a minute in the computer chair. Why? He didn't understand. Even after
watching the video. Why would she not be in a relationship with him? Why? He shot up
out of the chair and unlocked Ravens room, running put of the room. He turned to his
right and ran up the stairs, leading to the roof entrance. He slammed open the door and
found Raven floating about the ground. "Azerath Metrion Zinthois, Azerath Metrion
Zinthois."(Did I spell that right?) "Raven!" BB shouted as Raven opened her eyes and
turned around, still hovering form the ground. "What" Raven stared at Beast Boy, waiting
for an answer, but all he did was pant. Raven sighed and got to her feet. She walked over
to him but before she could say anything, she was frenched. She closed her eyes for a
moment, enjoying it, then, realizing what she was doing, pulled away. "What is your
problem?!" BB smiled. "Thank you, you have just answered my question." Raven opened
her eyes wide, knowing what he was talking about, but hid it the best she could. "What
question?!" BB smiled and walked towards her. "Raven it's okay, you don't have to be
afraid. I want to be in a relationship with you. I won't believe any of your excuses either,
I know you want to be in a relationship with me too."
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Well, that's all for now, R&R, byez!