Trapped

Although,I wish to run away holding your form, I know I can't. although I wish I could let go of who I exactly am, I can't.

My name is Yuca Collabell, well one of my names.

Residing in me, residing throughout my body is a wish to die.

I am so tired of the spirit that I carry.

I am so tired of people and their useless struggling.

I am so tired of dreaming of these gods.

These gods that are Rain's.

He is going to come.

I know he is.

After all, he has to avenge his dear Freya.

Our dear Freya.

More mine than his.

I wish he could release the bonds that hold me.

I wish I could realize what I don't know.

These dreams will never end.

I will never end.

My spirit will never end.

But it must.

Humanity must end.

I must end.

If there is always a starting point, there must be a stopping one.

Let me be released from my dream.

This endless betrayal of God and all humankind.

Let me die finally.

I want to find my home.

I want to go there and be at peace.

I want to be at peace with my spirit.

I want to be at peace with myself.

I want to die.

As I mentioned before, I somehow can't.

Each life I live, each moment I breathe, I know things I shouldn't.

I know things that no child should ever understand, but I do.

My memories are always in my mind.

My memories are my dreams.

My life is nothing but an endless dream.

When my eyes close in deep slumber, it's all I see.

War of humanity in the name of God, peace and revolution.

Life is a waltz.

Endless.

I want this to end.

Rain, wherever I am, come after me.

If you love your stupid humanity enough, come kill me.

Kill me so I can't escape this prison.

Kill me so nothing ends.

Kill me to keep this spiral of war, revolution, and peace here.

Kill me to keep me here.

Kill me so that my dreams won't end.

Kill me for your human friends.

Although in this prison you call existence, I will endlessly murder them.

I will be endless.

I will remember everything within my darkened mind.

I am trapped here.

Okay, there is some spoilers from volume 3 but I think it rocks. It came at me and launched itself at my mind. My muse totally took me down by the horns. Ara......Oh, well, I hope that you all like it. I was kinda disappointed at volume three. I loved everything in it but it wasn't a full volume of Machika rocking house or something cool like that. It was about Freya and Yuca. I think it was mostly Freya who ticked me off because of her love for Yuca though Yuca shrugged her off all the time. shrug I dunno, I just didn't exactly like all of volume three though I love the series.

Anyway, Please Read And Review!!! LOVES TO ALL!!!