ONLY ONE REVIEW FOR THE POOR ME :'( EH OH WELL

BEKI-I live so far but I love him so much, doesn't that count for anything? Mmmm more sean biggerstaffses *considers a Ménage a Toi with two of 'em*

Ooh scuze me for a moment

*runs off to ogle at her sean poster*

all right I am good.

OK ALL HEY I AM TRYING A NEW FONT: TELL ME IF IT COMES OUT ALLRIGHT?

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my head hurts.

I think it is snape's fault. He was droning on and on about this one potion and how we have to make it. Hearing his voice makes my thoughts wonder to the ledge I was standing at only last night. Even though I would never admit it, I think I was scared. But the wind was so inviting and the ground was just looking up at me begging me to jump. And the past… I hate it when the past comes up and bites you right in the ass.

I wonder what Wood was doing up there.

I wonder why I can't get him out of my head. It's kind of annoying actually. Well maybe not.

I walked past him today and he didn't even look at me. Kind of different from this morning when he was smiling. I think that when he didn't smile or say anything, I got a little bit more depressed. I think I was actually looking forward to it.

I wonder why.

I don't think I like him in that way. Infact I think I hate him! That bloody jerk! He stopped me from doing something I really wanted to do! He stopped me from ending all of my pain and my suffering and everything that made this world a living nightmare. How could he be so selfish? If I wanted to die then dammit! I would and no bloke with a broom is going to stop me!

"and what about you ms. Staff?" I hear Prof. Snape sneer. ( A/N ode to Sean! Did JA catch that? Staff? His last name is biggerstaff hahahahaha!)

"WHAT?"  I ask slightly annoyed because he broke into my thinking time. "Well, the class and I were just wondering what your opinion on adding eye of newt to monks bane would be?" I hate the fact that his voice is as greasy as his hair.

"well" I reply curtly "it would be very stupid because it would probably blow up in your face."  I hate the way he is looking at me right now, like i smell bad. And that pisses me off because I got the answer right. Well then again he is probably mad because he thought that I wasn't paying attention and grasped the opportunity to expose the poor mind of some delusional child, only to find that, because she likes to read and does so often, the poor delusional child knows what she is talking about and answers the question correctly.

I look over and can see that damn Malfoy staring at me. Ever since the first day he saw me his main goal in life is to get me into his freaking bed. And you would think that the fact that I became moody and depressed would make me less desirable, well you were wrong. If anything the bitch wanted me now more than ever. I mean don't get me wrong, he is cute, but his attitude and manor at which he is trying to get me is as painful and undesirable as acid. But he is cute, hot really. But not as hot as Oliver. HOLY FUCK! What did I just think? Aw shit man. I can't take this.

I decide that since I have never taken full advantage of the fact that I can wail that I am ill and get out in Snape's class, that I will do so now.  With a simple barfing charm ( thank you very much George) I was spewing into my cauldron, and being ushered out the door. I run up the stair case and make sure no one is looking when I do the reversing charm. I really hate throwing up. But desperate times calls for desperate measures. I decided to go up to the astronomy tower. I don't think that anyone was there at the time. I love going up there, besides having the luxury of falling very far when jumping, it's nice to go sit on the roof and think about shit.

So I climbed the stairs quietly incase anyone was still there. I climbed out of the window and onto the weak gutter. Quickly I scrable up and sit myself on top of the roof and look around. Unforuneatly I am not alone.

"not going to try and jump again now are you?"

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OOH NOTHER CLIFF HANGER!, BUT I THINK YOU ALL KNOW WHO THIS IS RIGHT? DUH

OK SO NOW I MUST DO SPELL CHECK AND UPLOAD!

BYE

AREVIEWWWWWWW

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