It was a year later and Hermione wasn't getting over Harry's death very well. She still cried daily. Every major thing in hers and her 2 kids lives, Hermione thought about him, and about how he would never see his 2 daughters and his soul mate Hermione grow up. She was currently sitting on her deep brown couch. Tomorrow was Lily's 3rd birthday. Then the day after that...that was Hermione's least favorite day. The day that Harry had died. Her and her children celebrated this horrid day by not going to school/work/daycare and instead, going to Harry's grave. Jessica, being only 1 ½, didn't understand why they did this. She just followed suit. Lily, who fully understood, prayed every night that wherever her father was, that he was okay. Hermione put on her radio and the song came on. Hermione's favorite song. She liked it, because of the words. But this time when she listened, she noticed that she related to the words.

There were nights when the wind was so cold
that my body froze in bed
if I just listened to it
right outside the window

She wished Harry were still there to wrap her in his strong, muscular arms and keep her warm.

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
She finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

Lily came in the room at that moment with the Daily Prophet in her hands. The little girl tugged Hermione's bathrobe sleeve and held it up. The front page had a picture of her! Hermione read; "Hermione Potter, Harry Potters wife is convicted of attempting to commit suicide last night at 1:56 a.m. More in info on page 7."

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby baby

Hermione remembered the nights of pleasure he and Hermione had, watching movies, playing cards, and the actual pleasure ::smirks::.

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

She remembered the phone call like it was yesterday. She remembered Dumbledore's exact words.

"Hermione, I am always there for you, now that Harry is onto his next great adventure."

"What do you mean?" Hermione had asked. Dumbledore spoke in such a whisper,

"Harry died".

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last I'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

Like growing up two beautiful children.

And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time without you since then
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

She remembered all the times that her and Harry had kissed.

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

Jessica started crying and Lily had left the room long ago as she saw Hermione in tears. She realized that she was being selfish to my family by doing this to them. They needed my. But I needed Harry. But he was dead not me, so I wouldn't let myself act dead to them. Never again.

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

The crying upstairs became laughter and Hermione realized that Lily must be in Jessica's room. She calmed down enough to sit up. As she heard the song end, she went into Jessica's room, where her Jessica and Lily sat in her rocker while Jessica sucked on a sippy cup. She gave first Lily, and then Jessica a kiss on the cheek.

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
Al coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

Just as she thought, that this will never be over.

FIN

A/N: If you guys kind of like this one shot. I'm thinking of making a few of them and posting them as chapters. Tell me what you think please, and I really have tried my best so please think before you flame. Though I suppose they are welcome. And once again I want to thank my wonderful beta, Pottersgrl for rereading this for me and editing it. I must admit there were umm, several mistakes in it. THANKS! And now, please review...