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Chapter 2!
Decisions
Abby's POV
"can I talk to you?" I heared a voice behind me, I knew it was Carter but he sounded different. As I turned around i relised that he had been crying.
"yeah, of course, what is it?"
"not here, what time are you off?"
"5 minutes"
"OK. I'll meet you outside"
"OK" i wonder whats wrong with him, I said that I would be there for him so I will be I just hope that no major traumas come in!
"hi" I see him standing outside
"hi, lets go" he starts walking fast I follow him saying nothing. We eventually get to an empty coffee shop, we order and grab a seat.
"so" i start "whats wrong?"
"its Kem, I got this letter from her"
Dear John
I know that you still like her, its obvious, you are trying to hide it from yourself but you need to face it,I can't see you, I know that you still said that you loved me but I don't think that your heart meant it, I could see the way you looked at her, you still loved her. What we had was never going to work, it was too rushed, we shouldn't have done it, we should have known that it wouldn't work.
I'm sorry, its for the best
Kem
"God, I'm sorry John, do you want to talk about it?"
"why the hell do you think I asked you to come here tonight?" he snapped "god , I'm sorry! Its just..."
"I understand, look is what that letter said true?""
he took a deep breath, "at the time I didn't realise it, but since I got the letter I have been thinking, it is true"
"wow!" I breathed, "I don't know what to say!"
"well, first i want to know how you feel about me"
"umm...when I got the letter from you I was angry, upset and confused to why you didn't want to see me, then when you came back with Kem, i understood, she made you happy I could tell by the way you looked at her. When I saw you two, I realised that you were happy and that was how I wanted you to be so I forgave you and let you go."
"that doesn't answer my question!"
Oh God, I'm going to have to tell him the truth, why am I so scared about it? I do still love him and its finished with him and Kem so I suppose it won't matter. I take a deep breath.
"yes, I do still love you"
silence, I can tell that he wants to say something.
"look, just say what you want to say, I don't care what it is!"
"OK, God this is hard! I love you Abby, I won't mind if you don't want to get back together after what I did, and i don't want an answer now. Please think about it, about us!"
"Ok, I'll think about it."
"good, I have to go now" he said as he got up.
"bye" I hear myself say, I'm still in shock!
Then I feel his lips touch my cheek "bye" he whispers then walks out
Oh My God, I think, what am I going to do? I walk home slowly, still thinking, 'what shall I do?'
Just as I get outside my door I hear the phone ringing, as I walk in I hear the answer phone beep
"hi Abby its Susan, can you phone when you get this..."
I pick up the phone
"hi Susan, whats up?"
"hi, nothing much, just wanted to talk, only having Chuck and Molly for company is a bit boring!"
"yeah, look Susan I'm gald you phoned I really need to talk!
"OK, what is it?"
"well, its Carter, to cut a long story short, her still loves me and wants me to decode if i want to carry on with him!"
"Oh my God! What about Kem?"
"well, she wrote to him saying that it was obvious that he liked me, and that she wanted to finnish it with him!"
"wow, he must be upset!"
"yeah, he didn't seem it, i think he was just confused!"
"I can see why! Look Abby, I can't tell you whether to go for him or not!"
"yeah, I know that, but...oh i dont know! I'm so confused!"
"well do you still like him?"
"yeah and I have forgiven him but I don't know!"
"sorry Abby, I can't help you!"
"yeah I know! Look thanks Suze"
"i'd better go, my shift starts at 6am"
"oh, lucky you!"
"you never loose that sarcasm do you?"
"nope, sorry!"
"OK, bye"
"Bye"
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please R&R!
Chapter 2!
Decisions
Abby's POV
"can I talk to you?" I heared a voice behind me, I knew it was Carter but he sounded different. As I turned around i relised that he had been crying.
"yeah, of course, what is it?"
"not here, what time are you off?"
"5 minutes"
"OK. I'll meet you outside"
"OK" i wonder whats wrong with him, I said that I would be there for him so I will be I just hope that no major traumas come in!
"hi" I see him standing outside
"hi, lets go" he starts walking fast I follow him saying nothing. We eventually get to an empty coffee shop, we order and grab a seat.
"so" i start "whats wrong?"
"its Kem, I got this letter from her"
Dear John
I know that you still like her, its obvious, you are trying to hide it from yourself but you need to face it,I can't see you, I know that you still said that you loved me but I don't think that your heart meant it, I could see the way you looked at her, you still loved her. What we had was never going to work, it was too rushed, we shouldn't have done it, we should have known that it wouldn't work.
I'm sorry, its for the best
Kem
"God, I'm sorry John, do you want to talk about it?"
"why the hell do you think I asked you to come here tonight?" he snapped "god , I'm sorry! Its just..."
"I understand, look is what that letter said true?""
he took a deep breath, "at the time I didn't realise it, but since I got the letter I have been thinking, it is true"
"wow!" I breathed, "I don't know what to say!"
"well, first i want to know how you feel about me"
"umm...when I got the letter from you I was angry, upset and confused to why you didn't want to see me, then when you came back with Kem, i understood, she made you happy I could tell by the way you looked at her. When I saw you two, I realised that you were happy and that was how I wanted you to be so I forgave you and let you go."
"that doesn't answer my question!"
Oh God, I'm going to have to tell him the truth, why am I so scared about it? I do still love him and its finished with him and Kem so I suppose it won't matter. I take a deep breath.
"yes, I do still love you"
silence, I can tell that he wants to say something.
"look, just say what you want to say, I don't care what it is!"
"OK, God this is hard! I love you Abby, I won't mind if you don't want to get back together after what I did, and i don't want an answer now. Please think about it, about us!"
"Ok, I'll think about it."
"good, I have to go now" he said as he got up.
"bye" I hear myself say, I'm still in shock!
Then I feel his lips touch my cheek "bye" he whispers then walks out
Oh My God, I think, what am I going to do? I walk home slowly, still thinking, 'what shall I do?'
Just as I get outside my door I hear the phone ringing, as I walk in I hear the answer phone beep
"hi Abby its Susan, can you phone when you get this..."
I pick up the phone
"hi Susan, whats up?"
"hi, nothing much, just wanted to talk, only having Chuck and Molly for company is a bit boring!"
"yeah, look Susan I'm gald you phoned I really need to talk!
"OK, what is it?"
"well, its Carter, to cut a long story short, her still loves me and wants me to decode if i want to carry on with him!"
"Oh my God! What about Kem?"
"well, she wrote to him saying that it was obvious that he liked me, and that she wanted to finnish it with him!"
"wow, he must be upset!"
"yeah, he didn't seem it, i think he was just confused!"
"I can see why! Look Abby, I can't tell you whether to go for him or not!"
"yeah, I know that, but...oh i dont know! I'm so confused!"
"well do you still like him?"
"yeah and I have forgiven him but I don't know!"
"sorry Abby, I can't help you!"
"yeah I know! Look thanks Suze"
"i'd better go, my shift starts at 6am"
"oh, lucky you!"
"you never loose that sarcasm do you?"
"nope, sorry!"
"OK, bye"
"Bye"
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