Moving On
Chapter 4
Sara's POV
A/N. Set 1 year later (bit of a time skip but it will speed it up)
Ok I;m not that good at the medical part so I'll miss it out, its not important!
Great. Another shift! 6Am to 6pm! I slowly get dressed, I really can't be bothered! The only thing that keeps me going is Luka, knowing that I'm going to see him today, then go out after, I wouldn't go to work if it wasn't for him! I hate being a nurse, getting bossed around all the time, being ignored! Perhaps i should go to med school, become a doctor! Its an idea! I'll talk to Luka tonight!
"hi Sarah" I hear frank
"hi" i mutter
"hey, whats up?"
"what, oh, nothing!"
"yeah, its sounds like nothing, is it something to do with Luka?"
"no, nothing to do with him, we're fine!"
"triple trauma coming in, house fire, mother and two kids!"
"you'd better go" states Frank
"really" I answer sarcastically
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"Sarah" I hear a voice behind me
"Luka, hi"
"hi" he kisses me "you still up for tonight?"
"yeah, theres something I need to talk to you about though" he looks worried "hey, don't look so worried, its nothing bad!"
"Ok, if you say so, shouldn't you be off by now?"
I look at my watch "yeah, I didn't relise what the time was!"
"ok, look go now before Weaver finds that your still here! I'll pick you up at 8"
he kisses me again
"bye, see you tonight!"
(A/N. That evening)
"look, Sarah, you said that you needed to talk to me, can we get it over and done with?"
"yeah, look, for a while now I've been thinking, ummm... I ve been thinking that I want to be more than just a nurse, this may sound strange but I was thinking of becoming a doctor, but"
he interrupts me "you need funding and you were going to ask me to help out?"
"well, yeah, I mean, I can't afford it on a nurses sallary and I don't really want a loan because of the high intrest. I will pay it back to you, I promise!
"look, sarah, its no problem! I think its a great Idea!" I smile at him hes so caring and understanding.
"Ok, I have a confession to make, I wanted to ask you something!" "Ok, what?" "well, I was wondering if you would move in wit me, I mean, we've been going out a year..." I place my finger on his lips and kiss him gently "of course I will, but when?"
"as soon as you like!"
"well, I'd prefer not to pay next months rent..."
"but the day after tomorrow is the first!" "yeah, we both have the day of tomorrow!"
"OK, I'll help you pack!"
I smile at him again, God I love him!
"on one condition, you tell me about your past, I've told you about Danijela, I know nothing about your family!"
"OK, i well, my father went off with some other woman when I was 5. Mum kinda fell apart after that, my sister, Tara, was sixteen, we had different fathers, thats why it was such a shock when Dad left, she thought that he loved her, he took her in with a 7 year old daughter. Once he left Mum got depressed and tided to kill herself, Tara looked after me and kept Social Services away, it would have been worse for Mum if we were taken away from her. After she tried to kill herself she got better but then she became an alcoholic after a while she decided to get her life back on track, Tara convinced her to stop, for me, for her. That just made it worse, she stopped drinking but it brought back the depression, by this time I was 16 and I decided to move out, I know it was selfish leaving her but I wanted to get a good education! I looked after her, she tried to kill herself again. Then Tara was killed, a gang shooting. Thats when Mum totally lost it, she wouldn't speak to anyone and when I went to see her she just looked past me, it was terrible, at least she wasn't drinking or harming herself. Then one day she disappeared, the police kept telling me that she would be fine, but I knew what she had done. They found her a week later drowned in a pond 3 miles away. I wasn't upset, well I was, she had died, but I was kinda happy that she had died, I loved her, don't get me wrong but it was better that was. Then, well I started at nurse school and well, I qualified, and decided to get away from London and moved here!"
he was silent 'please say something' I thought
"wow, I don't know what to say, I'm sorry!" "hey, don't worry, its OK. I've spent my whole life having people feeling sorry for me, I guess thats why I didn't tell you before. I accept what happened, I know that I couldn't have changed it, so I live with it. I hate people feeling sorry for me all they do is check that I'm OK all of the time, it gets annoying!"
"yeah, I know what your saying!"
"so, please don't tell too many people!" "OK, I won't! Look lets go, we have alot to do tomorrow!"
"yeah"
"you coming back to mine?"
"I'd love to, but I think I'll get a bit of packing out of the way tonight!"
"OK, look I'll come and help you?"
"OK, come on lets go!"
R&R!
A/N. I will only post the next chapter if I get at least 1 review, i don't care how good I just want to know if people are still reading!
Chapter 4
Sara's POV
A/N. Set 1 year later (bit of a time skip but it will speed it up)
Ok I;m not that good at the medical part so I'll miss it out, its not important!
Great. Another shift! 6Am to 6pm! I slowly get dressed, I really can't be bothered! The only thing that keeps me going is Luka, knowing that I'm going to see him today, then go out after, I wouldn't go to work if it wasn't for him! I hate being a nurse, getting bossed around all the time, being ignored! Perhaps i should go to med school, become a doctor! Its an idea! I'll talk to Luka tonight!
"hi Sarah" I hear frank
"hi" i mutter
"hey, whats up?"
"what, oh, nothing!"
"yeah, its sounds like nothing, is it something to do with Luka?"
"no, nothing to do with him, we're fine!"
"triple trauma coming in, house fire, mother and two kids!"
"you'd better go" states Frank
"really" I answer sarcastically
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"Sarah" I hear a voice behind me
"Luka, hi"
"hi" he kisses me "you still up for tonight?"
"yeah, theres something I need to talk to you about though" he looks worried "hey, don't look so worried, its nothing bad!"
"Ok, if you say so, shouldn't you be off by now?"
I look at my watch "yeah, I didn't relise what the time was!"
"ok, look go now before Weaver finds that your still here! I'll pick you up at 8"
he kisses me again
"bye, see you tonight!"
(A/N. That evening)
"look, Sarah, you said that you needed to talk to me, can we get it over and done with?"
"yeah, look, for a while now I've been thinking, ummm... I ve been thinking that I want to be more than just a nurse, this may sound strange but I was thinking of becoming a doctor, but"
he interrupts me "you need funding and you were going to ask me to help out?"
"well, yeah, I mean, I can't afford it on a nurses sallary and I don't really want a loan because of the high intrest. I will pay it back to you, I promise!
"look, sarah, its no problem! I think its a great Idea!" I smile at him hes so caring and understanding.
"Ok, I have a confession to make, I wanted to ask you something!" "Ok, what?" "well, I was wondering if you would move in wit me, I mean, we've been going out a year..." I place my finger on his lips and kiss him gently "of course I will, but when?"
"as soon as you like!"
"well, I'd prefer not to pay next months rent..."
"but the day after tomorrow is the first!" "yeah, we both have the day of tomorrow!"
"OK, I'll help you pack!"
I smile at him again, God I love him!
"on one condition, you tell me about your past, I've told you about Danijela, I know nothing about your family!"
"OK, i well, my father went off with some other woman when I was 5. Mum kinda fell apart after that, my sister, Tara, was sixteen, we had different fathers, thats why it was such a shock when Dad left, she thought that he loved her, he took her in with a 7 year old daughter. Once he left Mum got depressed and tided to kill herself, Tara looked after me and kept Social Services away, it would have been worse for Mum if we were taken away from her. After she tried to kill herself she got better but then she became an alcoholic after a while she decided to get her life back on track, Tara convinced her to stop, for me, for her. That just made it worse, she stopped drinking but it brought back the depression, by this time I was 16 and I decided to move out, I know it was selfish leaving her but I wanted to get a good education! I looked after her, she tried to kill herself again. Then Tara was killed, a gang shooting. Thats when Mum totally lost it, she wouldn't speak to anyone and when I went to see her she just looked past me, it was terrible, at least she wasn't drinking or harming herself. Then one day she disappeared, the police kept telling me that she would be fine, but I knew what she had done. They found her a week later drowned in a pond 3 miles away. I wasn't upset, well I was, she had died, but I was kinda happy that she had died, I loved her, don't get me wrong but it was better that was. Then, well I started at nurse school and well, I qualified, and decided to get away from London and moved here!"
he was silent 'please say something' I thought
"wow, I don't know what to say, I'm sorry!" "hey, don't worry, its OK. I've spent my whole life having people feeling sorry for me, I guess thats why I didn't tell you before. I accept what happened, I know that I couldn't have changed it, so I live with it. I hate people feeling sorry for me all they do is check that I'm OK all of the time, it gets annoying!"
"yeah, I know what your saying!"
"so, please don't tell too many people!" "OK, I won't! Look lets go, we have alot to do tomorrow!"
"yeah"
"you coming back to mine?"
"I'd love to, but I think I'll get a bit of packing out of the way tonight!"
"OK, look I'll come and help you?"
"OK, come on lets go!"
R&R!
A/N. I will only post the next chapter if I get at least 1 review, i don't care how good I just want to know if people are still reading!