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Sakura's chest heaved up and down as she watched Meilin and Syaoran's mother leave. She watched as they closed the door, then her head shot in the direction of Syaoran. Syaoran gulped slightly and moved back.

"What are you still doing here?" She asked him roughly.

"Sakura. You have no idea what your doing."

"Yes I do! I'm chucking you out because you slept with another GIRL!" Syaoran winced as she said this.

"Sakura. It was a mistake." He gave her a pleading look but she didn't give in. "I know you know it was a mistake."

"Shut up Syaoran. I do not think it was a mistake. I think it was an excuse to shag Meilin. And you know what?" Syaoran looked at her questioningly and Sakura smirked. "I think it was a blessing in disguise. Because how could I stay with a lying, cheating bastard like you!?"

Syaoran looked at her with desperate eyes. Sakura looked back and felt tears prick the corners of her eyes but she wouldn't let them drop.

"You know Syaoran," She whispered. "I was so happy when you came back. To know that I would have a family. A baby… A husband." She looked up at Syaoran with a sad face. Syaoran looked back, a tear snaking it's way down his cheek.. "But no. I can't have that." She wiped away the first tear that fell roughly and dared the other tears to fall. "Sakura Kinomoto can't have happiness. Her life is destined for misery and she must keep to it. And our relationship was crap anyway." Sakura let out a short, non-humorous laugh. "I mean, first I lied to you about my dad. Then you lie to me about your fiancé. Then I get pregnant-"

"That was a blessing Sakura. And don't you think otherwise." Interrupted Syaoran. A sincere look on his face which made Sakura's heart wrench.

"Then you sleep with your fiancé." Syaoran visibly winced as Sakura said this. "I don't know about you but you were my first. And I was so glad you were. I couldn't have asked for anyone more loving, caring or gentle to de-virgin me as it were." A real smile made its way to Sakura's face. Syaoran looked at her and smiled slightly. "Thank you Syaoran. For that wonderful experience." Syaoran smiled even more. "Now get out." Sakura said deadpan.

"What-wait-Sakura you can't do this."

"I can and I will." She went into the bedroom for Syaoran's stuff. It was only a few clothes. She shoved them into Syaoran's knapsack and closed the zip roughly. She turned to the doorway, ready to leave, to find Syaoran staring at her.

"Let me explain." He begged.

"No."

"Please." Sakura laughed sharply and shook her head. She walked passed him and into the corridor until she stopped, shocked by what he had just said. "You were my first." Slowly she turned around to face Syaoran. Seeing that he had her full attention Syaoran continued. "You were my first. I hadn't planned to do it with you but you got inside my head. Inside my thoughts. I couldn't stop thinking about you. No girl had ever done that before. And I am so pleased that we are gonna have a baby. I even have names. You know. For a boy and girl. I planned them after I found out. And I was going to show you today. There real pretty names." Sakura felt tear after tear make it's way down her cheek. Syaoran was babbling on about how he felt about her. And she was loving it. It made her feel special.

"And I watch you when you sleep. You look gorgeous after we make love. Your all flushed and your hair's a mess." A smile came to Syaoran's face as that particular thought came to his head. "I count your freckles. You have nine on your nose." Sakura's throat tightened considerably. But Syaoran continued on, non deterred.

"And you have an adorable laugh. You nose screws up when you laugh. And when you look at me. Before we kiss or make love or even say 'I love you'. It's perfect. It makes me complete. I don't think I'll be able to live without that. You can't-"

"Enough Syaoran!" Syaoran looked up seeing as he had been looking at the ground ever since he started. He looked on in horror as Sakura's tears ran openly down her face.

"Sakura." He whispered. He went to her and was surprised that she let him wipe away her tears.

"Don't make this any harder than it is Syaoran. Please?" She whispered hoarsely. Syaoran sighed gently.

"You mean it don't you? You want me to leave for good."

"Yes. Yes I do." Sakura nodded her head and a few more tears seeped out, immediately being wiped away by Syaoran. Syaoran tilted Sakura's face so she was looking directly into his eyes. She gasped as he leaned forward and tried to pull away. But he was too strong and her body was giving in.

Syaoran brushed his lips against Sakura's. So lightly it could have been the caresses of the wind. He pulled back and smiled sadly.

"Goodbye Sakura." He took the knapsack from her hand and walked out of the door. Sakura stared at the spot for a while before reality stepped in. She then crumpled on the floor and cried.

Syaoran looked at the limo that held his mother and cousin. He sighed and walked past the chauffeur, getting a questioning look from the chauffeur, his mother and Meilin. He walked past them, past the limo, past Sakura's house. He had no idea how long he walked for but he found himself in the park where he saw Sakura run to and collapse.

He went up to the swing and sat down. There he cried properly for the first time in seventeen years.

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This chapter is a bit short. But hey! I'll write more later on today. Review guys! Ciao!