Darkness Present-A new reviewer yay! I'm so happy. Thank you lots *I thank
my old ones too maybe not with such enthusiasm but still* yea well please
keep reviewing. Guys never are good at good excuses, or excuses for that
matter.
Erin sailor ditz- Thanks for the review. Yea I would make her go do it but Spot's got some shit coming, I think maybe I won't punish him too bad. Well here's to hopefully me writing some more, oh and I'm going to check out thelonereed's stuff just everyone was getting on my case about writing so I had to write this first and I saw the reviews and they can just go to hell so uncalled for but grrrr done now because I'll get so mad, I'll smash the compy.
Brooklyn's Miracle- Hey, thanks for da review. Lol, yup you just can't cry forever. Okay now to the story because I can't think of anything else to say.
Chapter 6
She stood up, wiping the leftovers of her tears off her cheeks. Shaking out her legs, she started walking down the street, oblivious to the people milling around her. Hellfire took her time, in no hurry to get back to the Manhattan Lodging House. She figured that's where she'd be staying for a while.
Walking down the hall, she came to the bunkroom and sat down on her bed. She paused for a half moment before slipping out and climbing up the fire escape. Hellfire knew some of the boys had seen her but she also knew they wouldn't be able to see past her mask. No one knew her really well besides Raven. Hellfire hoped that Raven hadn't seen her.
She sat a few moments staring off before she heard the creak of someone coming up the fire escape. Raven came up next to her and sat down.
"He's being an asshole again huh?"
Hellfire didn't even turn to acknowledge her. "I don't want ta talk about it."
Raven rolled her eyes behind her back and replied. "He's a cheatin lyin son of a bitch ain't he?"
"Well yea" she said, not knowing what else to say. Slowly she turned to face Raven and they met eyes.
"Oh sweetie," Raven wrapped her arms around Hellfire and with the other hand wiped away the tears that started streaming down her face. Hellfire tried sniffling back her tears and more just fell. Raven tried searching for words to comfort her. "He.I.he's jus like dat Hellfire...he can't stay wit one goil. I shoulda told ya, he breaks more hearts den all da papes he sells."
"Why though?" She asked as tears streamed down her face again. Hellfire thought she had cried them all out. She hated crying in front of people.
"Cuz he's scared."
"Of falling in love, letting himself go..bein something dat he can be an' forget about his rep." Raven paused searching for the right words. "Anything REAL scares him..an' he pushes it away.an' he's jus afraid to feel it."
"It jus hurts so bad."
"I know it does.."
Hellfire just stared at the sky, not really seeing anything but just trying to focus on something. The tactic didn't work and she tried not to think about anything. Raven didn't say anymore and Hellfire was grateful. She wasn't in the mood to discuss the matter any further.
Slowly, Hellfire stood up and went down to the bunkroom. Raven stared after her, not really sure what else she could do besides just be there and Hellfire would just have to wait it out. Hellfire had wiped all traces of tears off her face and her mask was back in place.
Most likely no one would even detect any change unless Spot slipped to someone, which, guaranteed, would happen. She didn't want to think about it and just wanted to get through the next day, she couldn't think anywhere further yet. Just go through each hour and work your way up. That was what she'd do. That was what she had to do. There was nothing else she could think of.
She closed her eyes and laid there waiting for oblivion to come to her. To carry her off to the Sea of Nothingness, the Land of Dreams. Basically to remember nothing. She wanted nothing more than to pretend this was a dream. But her logic claimed that thought and told her to stop feeling sorry for herself. Hellfire wasn't going to let anyone see how much this had affected her. She was ready to forget about everything and sleep crawled upon her.
A/n: I am so so so so so so so so so so sorry. I took forever and a half to update. I'm really sorry guys. *cowers in shame* possibly I might get some reviews from this? Lol.
Erin sailor ditz- Thanks for the review. Yea I would make her go do it but Spot's got some shit coming, I think maybe I won't punish him too bad. Well here's to hopefully me writing some more, oh and I'm going to check out thelonereed's stuff just everyone was getting on my case about writing so I had to write this first and I saw the reviews and they can just go to hell so uncalled for but grrrr done now because I'll get so mad, I'll smash the compy.
Brooklyn's Miracle- Hey, thanks for da review. Lol, yup you just can't cry forever. Okay now to the story because I can't think of anything else to say.
Chapter 6
She stood up, wiping the leftovers of her tears off her cheeks. Shaking out her legs, she started walking down the street, oblivious to the people milling around her. Hellfire took her time, in no hurry to get back to the Manhattan Lodging House. She figured that's where she'd be staying for a while.
Walking down the hall, she came to the bunkroom and sat down on her bed. She paused for a half moment before slipping out and climbing up the fire escape. Hellfire knew some of the boys had seen her but she also knew they wouldn't be able to see past her mask. No one knew her really well besides Raven. Hellfire hoped that Raven hadn't seen her.
She sat a few moments staring off before she heard the creak of someone coming up the fire escape. Raven came up next to her and sat down.
"He's being an asshole again huh?"
Hellfire didn't even turn to acknowledge her. "I don't want ta talk about it."
Raven rolled her eyes behind her back and replied. "He's a cheatin lyin son of a bitch ain't he?"
"Well yea" she said, not knowing what else to say. Slowly she turned to face Raven and they met eyes.
"Oh sweetie," Raven wrapped her arms around Hellfire and with the other hand wiped away the tears that started streaming down her face. Hellfire tried sniffling back her tears and more just fell. Raven tried searching for words to comfort her. "He.I.he's jus like dat Hellfire...he can't stay wit one goil. I shoulda told ya, he breaks more hearts den all da papes he sells."
"Why though?" She asked as tears streamed down her face again. Hellfire thought she had cried them all out. She hated crying in front of people.
"Cuz he's scared."
"Of falling in love, letting himself go..bein something dat he can be an' forget about his rep." Raven paused searching for the right words. "Anything REAL scares him..an' he pushes it away.an' he's jus afraid to feel it."
"It jus hurts so bad."
"I know it does.."
Hellfire just stared at the sky, not really seeing anything but just trying to focus on something. The tactic didn't work and she tried not to think about anything. Raven didn't say anymore and Hellfire was grateful. She wasn't in the mood to discuss the matter any further.
Slowly, Hellfire stood up and went down to the bunkroom. Raven stared after her, not really sure what else she could do besides just be there and Hellfire would just have to wait it out. Hellfire had wiped all traces of tears off her face and her mask was back in place.
Most likely no one would even detect any change unless Spot slipped to someone, which, guaranteed, would happen. She didn't want to think about it and just wanted to get through the next day, she couldn't think anywhere further yet. Just go through each hour and work your way up. That was what she'd do. That was what she had to do. There was nothing else she could think of.
She closed her eyes and laid there waiting for oblivion to come to her. To carry her off to the Sea of Nothingness, the Land of Dreams. Basically to remember nothing. She wanted nothing more than to pretend this was a dream. But her logic claimed that thought and told her to stop feeling sorry for herself. Hellfire wasn't going to let anyone see how much this had affected her. She was ready to forget about everything and sleep crawled upon her.
A/n: I am so so so so so so so so so so sorry. I took forever and a half to update. I'm really sorry guys. *cowers in shame* possibly I might get some reviews from this? Lol.