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Chapter 19: The Truth
Lillian got up the next morning, Hiei lying on the floor by her, and the sun barely up. She stepped over Hiei not wanting to wake him up. She crept down stairs, passing Sesshoumaru's office, where he was sitting. Lillian saw him and went over to the office door; it was open so she knocked on the wall by it gently. "Sesshoumaru?" Lillian said getting his attention. "Lillian, what are you doing up already?" Sesshoumaru said looking over to her as she walked in. "I don no… I just woke up and got up any way." Lillian said sitting down in a chair across his desk. "Lillian may I ask u something?" Sesshoumaru asked. "Of cores" Lillian answered. "Lillian, is it true that you have grown… fond of me?" Sesshoumaru asked. "Well… umm… I… wait a minute who told u!?" Lillian said blushing madly. "Well yes or no?" Sesshoumaru said looking a bit amused. Lillian's fox ears drooped and she answered, "Yes…" Sesshoumaru gave a slight smile and Lillian looked away from his gaze staring at her feet. Sesshoumaru went over to he and kneeled down by her cupping her chin in his hand making her make eye contact with him. "Lillian it is nothing to be ashamed of. You have a good heart and mind, Sakno would have been lucky to have you." Sesshoumaru said a slight smile crossing his face. She smiled and hugged him crying. "Anyone would be lucky to have you Lillian…" Sesshoumaru said a slight waver to his soft voice. "You know Sesshoumaru if I didn't know better I would say you have the hots for me to." Lillian said smirking. "Excuse me?" Sesshoumaru said a bit surprised. "Or as you would say fallen for me." Lillian corrected her self with a slight giggle. Sesshoumaru smiled seeing Lillian happy once more. "And Sesshoumaru did Hiei tell you?" Lillian asked. "Yes why?" After those words came out of Sesshoumaru's moth Lillian darted up the stairs, around the corridor, jumping over Jaken, and to her room. Lillian flung her door open and Hiei was still sleeping on the floor. "Hiei YOU BA OF A BROTHER! HOW COULD U DO THAT?" Lillian yelled kicking Hiei in the gut. Hiei jerked awake by the sudden pain in his stomach. "What did I do?" Hiei getting on his hands and knees. "YOU TOLD HIM, Hiei! YOU TOLD HIM!" Lillian yelled half crying. "Sorry…" Hiei panted. "That wont cut it Hiei!" Lillian cried running out of the room, and out of the main door in to the garden crying.
Sesshoumaru came not long after looking for her he found her in she most beautiful part of the garden where there was a small rock stream going by, all the roses were in blume which set so well with her golden brown hair her back turned to Sesshoumaru, not wanting him to see her face stained with tears. Sesshoumaru walked over to her. "You know you are crying over something very stupid." Sesshoumaru said sitting down by Lillian. "I can't help it, I have made a fool of myself and now you know that I have a crush on you, even now that Sakno is dead. I fight with my brother all the time cause of one very stupid thing he did! My life seems to be cursed with bad luck." Lillian said not saddened any more, but angry. "Lillian things happen." Sesshoumaru began. "Ya they happen to me! The gods have cursed me with this 'luck'! Someone up there must hate me!" Lillian said standing up. "Lillian the world doesn't revolve around you." Sesshoumaru said. "NO THE HELL IT DON'T! NOTHING DOES NOT EVEN MY LIFE! IN MY DREAMS THEY TOUTURE ME IN EMOTIONS AND PHYCALY! WHY SHOULD ANYONE CARE NOW? CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A DA ANY MORE! DA THIS CURSSED WORLD TO HELL!" Lillian yelled letting all her anger out from the past four years out all at once. Sesshoumaru sat there for a minute trying to find some words with out yelling back at her. Lillian stomped off back to the castle running up stairs and grabbing all her things and stuffing them in a red duffle bag. She ran out the door and was met by Yoko. He looked at her then to the bag. "Lillian what are you doing?" he asked calmly. Lillian didn't answer. "Lillian tell me." Yoko said frustrated. "I'm leaving I'm going to be gone for a wile but I might come back I haven't decided." Lillian said flatly. "Well then go but if u don't come back I'll come looking for you." Yoko said standing aside from the door letting her out. Lillian ran out of the door graciously. She ran past Sesshoumaru and over the castle wall with a leap and some fancy footwork. She was finally free from that place. She ran as fast as she could to anywhere she could. The truth of her life was out here somewhere she knew it. She'll go through it and find it. Even if it does take her life, she knows her life was out here with the open wind and fresh air. Nothing could be better, for now at least.
Chapter 19: The Truth
Lillian got up the next morning, Hiei lying on the floor by her, and the sun barely up. She stepped over Hiei not wanting to wake him up. She crept down stairs, passing Sesshoumaru's office, where he was sitting. Lillian saw him and went over to the office door; it was open so she knocked on the wall by it gently. "Sesshoumaru?" Lillian said getting his attention. "Lillian, what are you doing up already?" Sesshoumaru said looking over to her as she walked in. "I don no… I just woke up and got up any way." Lillian said sitting down in a chair across his desk. "Lillian may I ask u something?" Sesshoumaru asked. "Of cores" Lillian answered. "Lillian, is it true that you have grown… fond of me?" Sesshoumaru asked. "Well… umm… I… wait a minute who told u!?" Lillian said blushing madly. "Well yes or no?" Sesshoumaru said looking a bit amused. Lillian's fox ears drooped and she answered, "Yes…" Sesshoumaru gave a slight smile and Lillian looked away from his gaze staring at her feet. Sesshoumaru went over to he and kneeled down by her cupping her chin in his hand making her make eye contact with him. "Lillian it is nothing to be ashamed of. You have a good heart and mind, Sakno would have been lucky to have you." Sesshoumaru said a slight smile crossing his face. She smiled and hugged him crying. "Anyone would be lucky to have you Lillian…" Sesshoumaru said a slight waver to his soft voice. "You know Sesshoumaru if I didn't know better I would say you have the hots for me to." Lillian said smirking. "Excuse me?" Sesshoumaru said a bit surprised. "Or as you would say fallen for me." Lillian corrected her self with a slight giggle. Sesshoumaru smiled seeing Lillian happy once more. "And Sesshoumaru did Hiei tell you?" Lillian asked. "Yes why?" After those words came out of Sesshoumaru's moth Lillian darted up the stairs, around the corridor, jumping over Jaken, and to her room. Lillian flung her door open and Hiei was still sleeping on the floor. "Hiei YOU BA OF A BROTHER! HOW COULD U DO THAT?" Lillian yelled kicking Hiei in the gut. Hiei jerked awake by the sudden pain in his stomach. "What did I do?" Hiei getting on his hands and knees. "YOU TOLD HIM, Hiei! YOU TOLD HIM!" Lillian yelled half crying. "Sorry…" Hiei panted. "That wont cut it Hiei!" Lillian cried running out of the room, and out of the main door in to the garden crying.
Sesshoumaru came not long after looking for her he found her in she most beautiful part of the garden where there was a small rock stream going by, all the roses were in blume which set so well with her golden brown hair her back turned to Sesshoumaru, not wanting him to see her face stained with tears. Sesshoumaru walked over to her. "You know you are crying over something very stupid." Sesshoumaru said sitting down by Lillian. "I can't help it, I have made a fool of myself and now you know that I have a crush on you, even now that Sakno is dead. I fight with my brother all the time cause of one very stupid thing he did! My life seems to be cursed with bad luck." Lillian said not saddened any more, but angry. "Lillian things happen." Sesshoumaru began. "Ya they happen to me! The gods have cursed me with this 'luck'! Someone up there must hate me!" Lillian said standing up. "Lillian the world doesn't revolve around you." Sesshoumaru said. "NO THE HELL IT DON'T! NOTHING DOES NOT EVEN MY LIFE! IN MY DREAMS THEY TOUTURE ME IN EMOTIONS AND PHYCALY! WHY SHOULD ANYONE CARE NOW? CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A DA ANY MORE! DA THIS CURSSED WORLD TO HELL!" Lillian yelled letting all her anger out from the past four years out all at once. Sesshoumaru sat there for a minute trying to find some words with out yelling back at her. Lillian stomped off back to the castle running up stairs and grabbing all her things and stuffing them in a red duffle bag. She ran out the door and was met by Yoko. He looked at her then to the bag. "Lillian what are you doing?" he asked calmly. Lillian didn't answer. "Lillian tell me." Yoko said frustrated. "I'm leaving I'm going to be gone for a wile but I might come back I haven't decided." Lillian said flatly. "Well then go but if u don't come back I'll come looking for you." Yoko said standing aside from the door letting her out. Lillian ran out of the door graciously. She ran past Sesshoumaru and over the castle wall with a leap and some fancy footwork. She was finally free from that place. She ran as fast as she could to anywhere she could. The truth of her life was out here somewhere she knew it. She'll go through it and find it. Even if it does take her life, she knows her life was out here with the open wind and fresh air. Nothing could be better, for now at least.