Black Rose

Must... write... I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho, JC Penny, Ruby Tuesday, or even my own soul... But I'm getting the last one back in 3 weeks! Yay! That makes me happy... Anyway, so so so sorry for the long time with no updates... I was really busy AND I had to go camping last weekend with my mom's friend's family, which meant her daughter, who I absolutely hate. Yeah... Ooo! Ooo! Guess what? My new fic, Youko's Girl is officially out! Here is the summary.

I am the daughter of a dead being. The cherished secret nobody knew about. The young lady my mother, Hana, raised diligently on her own. I am the daughter of Youko Kurama.

I trust you all like it? I really hope you do, I write to please you guys... So, please, make me feel good and review! Check out Youko's Girl, too!

Lunch With Mother

A few days ago, you told me we had a "lunch date", whatever that is, with your mother.

Which, in turn, meant we had to take ANOTHER trip to the Mall. You bought me a pair of khaki's and a blue long-sleeve shirt from JC Penny. Then, you got me 5 pairs of boxers. I had seen yours before, and remembered having to take off the annoying extra garment during our love-making frenzy last night, but I had no idea what they were for.

Now, it was but a few hours before this "lunch date", and you were going crazy trying to find your socks. "Why bother wearing them?" I thought, but you had a different philosophy.

"Socks are hygenic, koi, and keep your feet from getting blisters."

Hn. Socks... What kind of name is that, anyway?

I enjoyed thoroughly watching you run around your... our... new apartment room, searching for an article of clothing I found absolutely no use for.

By the time you had found this "sock", I was ready to go.

"Koi, are you ready?"

"Yes. My socks and shoes are on, I have the keys, and you are ready, too, so, yes, I am ready. ...You know what? We need to get you a driver's license."

"What's a... driver's license?"

You chuckled a little, probably at my naivety.

"Never mind. I'll tell you later."

You never did... You never got the chance...

You continued, "Now, let's just get to the resturaunt, okay?"

I nodded my head curtly, and left yo- our apartment door, you following closely after closing it.

In the car, you explained to me about Shiori, your mother. I could not believe she didn't know about all of your amazing encounters with demons. Because, they Are amazing. You are amazing.

" ... Do you think she'll... like me, Fox?"

"Of course she will! Who could resist you!?"

"That's a load of shit, Kurama, and you know it. Almost every demon in all three worlds hates me because of my background. Because of my father... Becasue I am the Forbidden Child..."

"Hiei, Hiei, Hiei... Forget about your past. It doesn't matter anymore. And, besides, my mother knows nothing about it."

"Ok..."

How did you have that affect on me?! I am the FORBIDDEN CHILD! Mistreated, abused, and abandoned from the day I was born! I built up walls around my heart so none of it would hurt me, but a simple ningen can break through them! I possibly... No, I couldn't have... Feelings...

We arrived soon at the resturaunt. It was called "Ruby Tuesday".

It was then that I found out that you ningens eat extremely odd food.

Your mother ordered French onion soup and a salad, you ordered mozerella sticks and... Well, I don't remember what, but it had something to do with chicken. And I... I ordered something you suggested for me. I don't know what it was called... Some ridiculous ningen name, I'm sure.

I was sitting next to you, and your mother was in the middle of the bench across from us. You were talking to her about... Oh, yes, your stepfather's family, and I could not pass up the perfect opportunity to make you squirm.

Gently, without being noticed by Shiori, I placed my hand on your knee. I looked up to your face, which lead to no emotion that would give away how I was teasing you.

"You really want Hiei and me to celebrate Christmas with you and Hatanaka-san?"

"Yes, we would love, that, Suiichi."

Squeeze, slide. Squeeze again.

"Well, when would you like us to come?"

I was getting impatient with the little reaction I was getting. I noticed your eye twitch, but nothing more.

Slide, squeeze.

"How about you come for dinner around... 7-ish?"

Squeeze again. Slide, squeeze.

I was now at the uppermost part of your leg, almost near your sacred area, which I only knew so well.

You thought up something quick.

"Mother, isn't that Mae, from your work?"

While she and I turned, you licked my neck, the spot only you knew to be ticklish, and softly blew on it.

I shivered.

After the disgusting ningen food you made me eat, I felt very sick. You drove me home, and tended to me carefully and lovingly. Finally, I threw up into the kitchen sink. You apologized over and over, even after I told you it was fine, and that my stomach is just queasy.

As long as I am with you, I am fine.

I am content.

Happy.

Loved.

Boxers

I got up this morning, and felt my stomach grumble.

I was getting to depend on food WAY too much...

I left our bed, and casually pulled on a pair of boxers from the floor. Boxers were not allowed in bed anymore.

I decided to make you breakfast for once.

Searching for only a few minutes, I found everything I needed, and started some french toast. You came in, beautiful as ever in all your sleepy glory, and sniffed.

"Are you... Cooking?"

I nodded my head.

That earned me a smile.

... And a snap to the elastic on my boxers ...

Sorry, I thought that was cute and just wanted to make a really short, sweet chappie for y'all.

Black Rose

Pay attention to tense.. Notice this chapter is in PRESENT tense, not in past. Hiei's weird thoughts were always in present tense, but actions and stuff were always in past.

Today, something terrible happened, Kurama.

Before I tell you, I want to let you know that I love you very much. You brought out a part of me that died a long time ago. A part I never thought would let its' self be known again. You gave life to my dead soul. You filled me up with love and joy. You gave me love; something I never thought I'd really have.

Right now, I'm holding a black rose.

Did you know that the color black represents death?

If you didn't, now you do.

The rose is quite lovely, actually. I enjoy holding it, the sharp thorns cutting my hand.

My sorrow is starting to flow away with the blood, starting to drift away with the red painting on my hand. But no matter how much of my blood is shed, not all of my sadness can go away.

You see, this morning, Kurama, you left to go pick up some groceries. In the market, an S class demon came in and assaulted you.

I came as soon as I could, I swear.

You don't know how hard this is to write, or even admit, koi. You don't know how hard it is to have everything, then lose it all. You are my everything.

Kurama, koi, Fox... You didn't make it this morning.

Botan even came to get you. She said it was "your time".

I said, "Screw time. Give him back. I'll destroy Reikai before I let you take Kurama."

"I'm sorry, Hiei-san... But look at things this way: Youko's back. Youko was strong enough to-"

But that was all I heard.

I ran.

I din't want to face reality, and still don't.

You can't be dead, Kurama.

I won't let you be alone...

Bring me to my death, Dragon of the Darkness Flame.

I bet Botan won't be expecting this, huh?

Wowie Zowies! I thought it was a good ending, but, whatever... I hope you all liked it! I know this was entirely too short, but I plan to make Youko's Girl MUCH longer... So, just review, please let me know what you think.